Cariño mio

Sianzz..

2009-09-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

I just need someone to talk to... sigh...

Another semester...

2009-07-26T00:56:00.001+08:00

Another semester is beginning..

Hope for a blasting FOC..

Being exploited to the max but not being recognized at all..

Oh well..

Thats me..

Stagnant

2009-07-06T05:23:00.002+08:00

Haha.. long time since i last update this blog.. 1yr plus.. highs and lows during this 1yr plus.. thanks dear for ur accompany and support and understanding..

Sometimes somethings are better not to say.. This is what i learn throughout the years.. and i will try to stick by it..

I have matured as a man..

Hope to be a better son, boyfriend, friend and leader..

Forever & Ever...

2008-04-06T15:32:00.003+08:00

This year Leap Year marks a very special day on calendar..
1 month later.. It became even more special..
Forever & Ever..
Happily ever after..

VaLeNtiNe'S dAy...

2008-02-14T19:58:00.004+08:00

Firstly.. Happy Valentine's Day to all the people who are attached!! may you all be tgt happily ever after!! to those who are in the mist of going after someone or being going after.. may the love blossom!!! To those who are single and got no direction in love.. please do not be sad!! Happy frdship day!!! Lastly.. to those who heart is wasted.. i am sure u will find the right one soon...

Not a good valentine's day.. at least.. because i got to study for quiz today!! and the quiz sucks.. maths is like getting more and more difficult each day.. damn it.. my most confident modules le.. sianz.. and oso lack of slp..

Last night slp at 6 in the morning.. damn shag.. was coordinating the cheerleading guys to give flowers to the cheerleading gals.. at 12midnight.. oh well.. quite wu liao actualli.. just go ard giving flowers.. and sing Daniel Chan's duet song "Wo Hui Song Ni Hong Se Mei Gui".. onli this line nia.. haha.. den took photos lo.. after which i have to stay to help out in blowing balloons and writing notes for the 18th JCRC.. we planned to tied one balloon outside each resident's room to let them know Valentine's Day is coming.. i helped until 2plus before i went up to study for maths quiz.. den study until 4 plus.. went down to help to tie the balloon.. well.. i cldnt realli got the mood to study la..

i tied until 5 den i went back again.. then at ard 5.30am.. i decided that i shall stick the present that i bought for her on the balloon outside her room.. its just a small gift that i saw in our Joint Hall Bazaar.. nothing fantastic.. actualli i din intend to buy de.. cos.. nothing gd caught my eyes while i was walking ard JP..

Well.. it just get tired.. when after the things that i did.. i still cant realli be a veri gd frd to her.. haiz.. sometimes i just feel veri veri silly.. like her yet don dare to show.. like her yet don dare to grab any chance that comes along.. like her yet i can onli stay at a distance away protecting and looking after her.. like her yet no confidence.. like her... it just gets quite xing ku as days went by when u just like her more and more each day.. the small small things that she did.. its enuf to make me feel happy.. despite all this.. i have to keep on surpressing my own feelings.. surpress until i feel abit numb alreadi.. surpress till even if i feel sad.. i can still laugh it off..

Another matter.. the senior who hated me because he thought i am his love rivals.. finally know who i actualli like.. being wronged for so long.. going through all the shit.. going through all the misunderstandings.. despite all this.. i din wan to explain myself even though the feeling sucks.. i just feel that even if i explain myself.. he wont understand.. if not.. he wont misunderstood me in the very first place.. maybe she heard things related to this.. i just hope she wont think that i am liking another gal.. but in actual fact.. the person i like is her..

I dunno how the senior get to know who i like.. i think its through my blog ba.. that time i heard that he found my blog.. oh well.. in a sense its gd oso la. since others cant realli manage to persuade him.. anyway.. Yu Guo Tian Qing Jiu Hao.. i wont blame anyone de la..

Lastly.. i am a happy guy!!! she thanked me for the present.. and i am so so happy.. ha.. though its just a thank you and its over msn.. i am content enough..

Perhaps i am thinking way too much.. i feel that she likes my GL.. cos they always do things tgt.. i definitely is sad la.. but.. well.. my GL is a gd guy.. and he definitely got better criteria than me.. i just wish her happiness if they are realli have feelings for each other..

Without hope or agenda,
My heart will always love you..
Wishing you happiness..
When you are sad,
And cant find anyone else,
Look behind you..
Trust me,
You will find me,
Right at the back..
As long as,
You are safe and sound..
And most importantly,
you are happy..
Everything else does not matter..

Once again.. Happy Valentine's Day to you.. hope you like the hp accessories that i bought for you!!

iNtEr-haLL oLyMpiAd 07/08 hOcKeY maLeS tOuRnAmEnT!!

2008-02-07T01:53:00.000+08:00

Here is a post dedicated to Hall 7 hockey males team!! We been through the whole tournament.. playing hard.. training hard.. And finally we got wat we wan! the champions!!! Dominating the whole tournament!! scoring 12 goals and conceding non in 5 matches!! allowing onli 3 shots at goal altogether by the opponent team!! haha!! we rocks to the bit man!!!
Here are the scores!!
Qualifying Round:
Hall 7 2 - 0 Hall 2
Hall 7 4 - 0 Hall 15
Quarter Finals:
Hall 7 2 - 0 Hall 5
Semi Finals:
Hall 7 1 - 0 Hall 3
Finals:
Hall 7 1 - 0 Hall 13

Oh well.. its a pity i cant attend the first match due to driving test.. but they did well without me!! haha.. if not the score line will be greater!! hehe.. a special mention to my form.. abit BHB.. but i tink i played damn damn well this tournament.. though i din score.. as i was the defender.. centre back to be exact.. i cant roam up as much as i like.. sad.. but well.. for the team sake.. i shall remain wat they need the most and need me for.. in the defence as i was the onli trained defender in the team!!

Among all.. i enjoyed the Finals the most!! the amount of passion and drive we showed during the match.. the supports that the supporters gave despite rain.. despite the match holding on a Friday night and fewer pple compared to the previous one.. we can realli feel the energy the input into us.. not to mention my form was at the peak during tt match!! i make relatively no mistake at all!! Despite the Hall 13 having 2 national players.. they din managed to get past me when they try to dribble past me many times.. i am happy for myself.. i restrict them to onli 1 shot at goal!! haha!! i am also happy when my frd told me tt even when the opponents are attacking.. via the national players and looking dangerous.. the supporters are saying that.. "Don't worry! Got Stanley!" haha.. i felt so proud and happy.. i so glad they recognize my efforts!!

The match is tough.. yet i enjoyed it every sec of it.. although first half we din perform to our normal self.. as hall 13 managed to minimize the danger we pose when we are attacking on our right hand side.. and all the moves were in the middle of the pitch.. second half.. we decide to be more aggressive!! and we switched our position ard.. there are times when i switched my position with the centre half so tt i can attack up.. but nothing fruitful came out of it.. just as we tot the match is going into penalty flick (wish we hope not cos we are obvious the better team!!) our star centre half make a pass into the D-area.. it passed the national player.. 2nd player.. and the centre back.. the ball met wif our forward and wif the first time sweep.. the ball went into the goal and sounded with a bang!! GOOOOOAAAAALLLLLL!!!!! the team was delighted!! the supporters were too!! they cheered so loud tt it was inproportional to the number of pple coming down!!

it was not finished.. it still left with a few minutes!! Hall 13 kept attacking.. but i was in my top form.. i stopped every ball.. just at the dying minute.. we concede a penalty corner.. the supporters were quiet.. the pusher pushed to the national player.. he tried a fake sweep.. it came to me.. i stopped it with my stick.. but it bounced over me.. shit!! but luckily.. the keeper make a gd stop.. but as it was a foul.. another penalty corner was awarded to the opposite team.. the pusher pushed to the national player again.. this time rd.. the national player dribbled past our 1st runner.. i knew i have to went to him.. i put my stick down.. and went to tackle!! Yeah! i successfully stopped him!! and i cleared the ball out!! this was when the final whistle blew!! YEAH!! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!! everyone was delighted.. the final yr players especially.. when they waited so long for a hockey champion.. and we gave it to them!!

After which we thanked hall 13 players for a gd match.. den we formed a line.. ready to slide towards supporter.. 1 2 3!! we ran.. but just as they tot we were to slide.. we stopped and gave them a bow!! haha.. den we took some photos..

It was my 2nd Hockey Champions since i started off playing less than 5 yrs ago.. it was a gd result i suppose.. haha.. but this time round it was sweeter.. this time rd wif supporters cheering for us.. and.. i am very very happy to hear from my frd that she actually went down to watch and support!! haha.. she told me she was having pjt meeting and cant make it.. i am a HAPPY GUY tt night!! lalala!! SO SO HAPPY!!! haha

Oh well.. right now.. its time to concentrate on studies.. and rebuilding next year Hockey Males team!!! tts all!!

rAnDoM tHoUgHtS..

2008-01-30T04:33:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. cheerleading is over.. disappointed by the results.. i feel that we should be the champions.. but we are not even in the top 3.. i believe we put up a performance gd enuf for everyone to see.. and from wat i heard from my frds.. they enjoyed our performance e most..

Hmmm.. its over.. meaning less and less chance of seeing her.. in case anyone dunno.. i was made the cheerleading captain for next year team.. together with her.. well.. but its highly likely she is not gonna join bcos her father dun allow.. tot got chance to work wif her.. but tink now its quite impossible la.. dunno..

I still like her.. alot.. but i just try to be neutral ba.. i tink she like someone.. someone i know.. but at least the guy is someone who i trust and respect.. so i feel that she will be in gd hands ba.. i am not realli giving up.. just hope to get to know her more.. but somehow i feel that still not close enuf.. not close enuf tt i can disturb her and she will disturb me.. ha...

Things are getting better.. but it just tt i feel that it is hanging no where.. and its quite xing ku sometimes.. just wish to know how she feel?? at least i know where i am heading to.. not gonna confess to her.. at least not for now.. chances are pretty low ba.. its more like i no confidence ba.. ha..

oh well.. its 4.44am.. i always see this time.. dunno why oso.. funny.. just wish that she will be happy and everything went smoothly her way.. pray pray..

Thats all..

oFfiCaLLy 22!!!

2008-01-22T03:11:00.000+08:00

haha.. old liao.. officially 22 le.. haha.. just wan to have a quiet bday.. haha.. too many problems liao.. abit sianz..

Birthday wish..
Be less suay..
hope all my frds are happy!!
hope she is happy!!
my family be healthy!!

haha.. greedy hoh.. so many wishes.. but oh well.. feel quite happy tt she rmbr.. hehe.. =p..

well.. wish us all gd luck for cheerleading competition!! 1 day more!! jia you!!

iTs gOnNa bE oVeR sOoN...

2008-01-20T06:07:00.000+08:00

4 more days.. 3 more trainings.. and cheerleading will be over.. problems will soon be solved.. and less chance for injuries alreadi.. its been a fun period and i get to know alot of pple and learn alot of different things.. though its realli abit taxing for me.. but i guess it all worth it..

Most importantly.. i get to see her every training.. though i rarely get the chance to talk to her.. but the sight of her is enuf to make me smile.. =).. as much as possible.. i try to strike a convos with her alreadi.. luckily.. things are getting a little better.. i get to talk to her more often.. and she is willing to talk to me too..

I know i shld not have too much hope on it la.. the more i wan to give up.. the feeling just get stronger.. and the more i cant let it go.. i just like her more each day.. but i just cant tell her..sigh.. some times i just wish to know how she feel.. but i doubt i will ever know..

3 more days.. i hope she can remember..

I hope she can make it on 1st February.. to go support my finals..

我伪装着不露痕迹的想在你身边

最爱还是你这是我的决定

2008-01-15T03:06:00.000+08:00

Silly me.. history repeats itself again.. gonna be guardian angel again.. as long as she is happy.. everything will be fine.. I tink she likes someone.. just hope the someone can take gd care of her!!

最爱还是你这是我的决定..

rAnDoM tHoUgHts...

2008-01-03T04:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i ask myself.. why make myself so busy for?? for friendship?? my own interest or wat?? injuries after injuries.. do pple favour.. they oso don appreciate.. ha..

Oh well.. i tink the most important thing is that.. do anything.. zhi yao dui de qi zhi ji jiu hao.. qi ta yi qie dou bu zhong yao le..

Liking does not mean possessing.. as long as the person is happy.. its ok.. zhi ji xin ku yi dian ye shi zhi de de.. our distance is getting further.. i dunno why.. sometimes i just dun understand why things turn out to be like tt.. haha.. oh well.. now what i can do is to keep dist from her.. she comfortable can liao..

As for me ma.. see how lo.. ha..

dEciSiOn...

2007-12-31T03:02:00.000+08:00

Its referring to me.. i seriously think so..

In that case i cant help but to give up..

I WILL BE GIVING UP..

thats all..

GiViNg uP??

2007-12-31T01:22:00.000+08:00

I tink its time for me to give up...

I tink its referring to me...

I shld have realize long time ago...

tiReD...

2007-12-30T03:15:00.000+08:00

Have not been slping much.. how to recover?? more injuries coming up..

Anyway.. do feel free to visit this website!!

http://absolutecharm.livejournal.com

its an online shop run by my frd!! please kindly lend her ur support!!! it sells female dresses and tops!!! thanks!!!

a pReSeNtLeSs cHriStmAs...

2007-12-29T05:29:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. no present this xmas..

I passed her the present alreadi.. hope she will like it.. thats all i wish.. giving up anot.. i hope to come to a decision soon.. nv receive any reciprocation.. i tink.. i more or less get what she want..

I dunno if i am able to stop liking her anot..

fLu & cOuGh... rEcOvEriNg fRoM fEvEr...

2007-12-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

Just as i thought i had recover from fever.. thanks alot.. i kana flu and cough again.. sianz..

But this time round.. at least i feel abit more happy.. haha..

a pReSeNt tHaT mAy nOt bE abLe tO giVe oUt...

2007-12-25T18:18:00.000+08:00

It could well be a christmas present that may not be able to give out....

mErRy cHriStMaS!!!

2007-12-25T14:32:00.000+08:00

Oh Well.. this year christmas shld be the most sad of all.. no present no nothing.. and i am too held up by my own stuffs.. sigh.. no one ask me out too!! sianz!!!

Anyway.. MERRY X'MAS to all!!!

I suddenly feel like seeing her....

faLLiNg siCk oN cHriStmAs eVe...

2007-12-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

I am damn lucky la.. fall sick on xmas eve.. great.. have fever up to 38.5C.. and flu.. must be yesterday which i caught in the rain when going to Mustafah with the cheerleading team.. -_-".. well.. but then its a lonely and quiet xmas.. since got no plan and no one asked me out either.. must be tot i super busy so don bother to ask.. arggghhhh.. being forgotten.. haha.. sad..

Well.. how i wish she can show me some care and concern when i am injured and sick?? i will be a happy guy for a few days.. ha.. tts all for this post.. gonna go back to hall tml nite..

haLL 7 cHeErLeAdErS...

2007-12-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

In case anyone dunno.. i am now part of the cheerleading team of my hall.. oh well.. the captain who is my GL for FOC has been asking me since start of the semester alreadi.. but due to my JCRC commitment.. i am not allowed to join or rather they prefer me not to join as i will be damn busy.. but this time round.. as one of the guys quit dunno due to his own commitment or injuries.. they are short of 1 male cheerleader.. hence my senior smsed me and asked me if i am too busy wif my commitment anot.. haha.. to be frank.. i realli quite buey tahan alreadi.. but she herself know that no matter what.. if she asked.. i will join as a favour for her.. hmmm.. so ya lo.. i decided to join..

Well.. as i join rather last min.. everything i learnt is machiam crash course la.. wah sei.. and i have to put in super alot of efforts to learn and get used to it.. luckily.. i am strong enuf to tahan most of the stances.. and according to them.. i am a fast learner la.. so basically they decided to put me as one of the main bases.. which means involved in most of the stances.. oh well.. cheerleading is quite fun.. but then its damn shag and tedious.. your hands and leg muscles are being pushed to the limits.. and injuries are inevitable.. my shoulder tio serious abbrasion due to shoulder stand by the flyers.. my back was strained due to a stance called 2-2-1 where by there will be 2 gals on top of me.. my wrist also cui-ed due to single base lift where by i have to support a gal using my 2 arms in extension.. my knee strained due to an accidental knock.. while last nite i just kana direct hit by one of the flyer on the nose causing nose bleed.. other stuffs like kana kick on the head.. knee on the eyes oso quite common.. but its quite fun la despite all the dangers.. or rather its a activity that test your limits.. regardless physically or mentally..

My friends asked me i join cheerleading issit bcos of her?? well.. of cos not la.. i join as a favour to my senior.. though i am quite happy that i get to see her more often la.. but then she and i are in different grps so cant realli communicate la.. well.. sigh.. still awkward when we talk.. dunno why oso.. i shall try my best to talk to her again and see how.. ha.. i got her her Xmas present today.. the whole cheerleading grp went Mustafah to buy cheerleading stuffs.. half way i went off to get it from my frd's dad.. the present was much nicer than i expect.. ha.. but then i got no chance to pass it to her before xmas ba.. will she agree to meet me on xmas eve or xmas to get the gift?? hmmm.. i dunno shld i ask anot.. ha.. aiya.. i damn humji.. i admit.. sianz..so old liao still so timid.. wth.. cant stand myself.. hmmm.. maybe i will just give her belated xmas present ba.. no more choice le.. i realli appreciate my frd from making the bag charm for me despite the short timeline.. thanks alot!!!

I still debating to myself shld i say anot.. sigh.. i tink is i am afraid of rejection ba.. and scared no more frds after i asked.. but its a risk every man will have to take lo.. last nite she fell down hard on the back and got herselves injured.. i am so worried abt her la.. but sigh.. i cant go and help.. i can onli stand at the side and pray tt she will be alright.. luckily she still can do abit.. but still she got herselves injured.. sigh.. i wld rather i injured den she injured la.. somemore its back lo..

I just hope there wont be anymore accident happens to her alreadi.. no more injuries for her.. if there were be anything.. just let me take the pain ba.. see her pain i also heartpain la.. but she will nv know.. the cheerleading theme is wedding.. too bad i am not her parter.. =p.. how i wish how i wish...

Some times things that you do for the one you like no need for her to know la.. as long as she is happy.. you will be happy isnt it?? i not sure abt others.. at least for me now.. thats the situation.. the bday present i gave her.. got secret de.. but she will nv find out.. until now.. i have not tell anyone la.. haha..

K la.. tts all for this post.. last but no least.. don ever take IPPT after cheerleading practise and water polo training.. its quite lethal.. i almost died during the test.. haha..

hOw i wiSh...

2007-12-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

How i wish i can talk to her more.. how i wish i got the courage to ask her out..

well.. i don need to ask her out for xmas.. cos i confirm she wont be free.. hmmm.. i just hope that the xmas gift i plan for her she will like it.. thats all i hope.. it will be a bonus if she willing to talk to me more.. ha..

sometimes its just the way she talk and responds is enuf to make me smile the whole day...

Well.. too busy to care abt such stuffs actualli.. sigh.. how i wish...

bUsY bUsY bUsY...

2007-12-18T04:29:00.000+08:00

oh well.. think i am courting my own death la.. haha.. despite my alreadi busy schedule.. i still agreed to join cheerleading as they are shortage of manpower.. well.. alreadi shag enuf.. ha.. now just trying my veri best to tahan lo.. ha.. alreadi no time for my own alreadi.. now its even more jialat.. i have to sacrifice alot of things.. ALOT of things.. well.. i shall not name what issit.. go and guess ba.. haha..

Well.. things are not doing veri gd at the moment.. hmmm.. we din talk much.. somehow i feel tt.. there is an awkwardness there ba.. dunno why oso.. hopefully can get to talk to her more?? but i guess it will be quite difficult la.. she will be busy wif work.. while i busy wif sports and rec stuffs.. i dun tink i will have any time for this kinda matter la.. though i will like to take some time to see hows the situation.. but i cant afford to.. eh.. sigh.. but i tink even if i not busy.. i wont be doing much la.. she doesnt seems at all interested.. maybe just tt i am not gd enuf ba...

Tired la.. Water Polo training tml.. Bball match.. Carrom.. and Cheerleading at nite.. haha.. Wed got IPPT!! i hope to get my 200bucks!! heehee..

cHriStMaS...

2007-12-16T01:25:00.001+08:00

All I want for this Christmas is you...

It will be the best Christmas gift I ever will have...

dRiViNg eXpEriEnCe...

2007-12-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.. i passed my driving test on Tues 11/12/2007.. and for the next few days i got to drive for 3 times.. each time is a brand new experience man..

First.. i got to drive my senior's manual car at nite for supper and went to pump petrol for the first time..

Second time.. i got to drive a automated van for the first time.. and i hit PIE & AYE for the first time!! i got to drive from NTU to Pasir Ris.. den back to NTU again.. haha.. so fun man.. though i first time drove at 100km/h.. i am not at all stressed.. in fact i enjoy it alot.. just tt it gets tired having to drive 2hrs plus str.. haha.. i almost fell asleep on van.. haha.. i know its dangerous.. tts why i kept pinching myself..

THird time.. which is today!! i got to drive my aunt's automated car..this time from Ang Mo Kio to Town.. hit CTE for the first time.. and met wif a jam.. haha.. but still not stressed at all.. hehe.. but then.. got one stupid driver scratched my aunt's car while i drove down a circular slope to the basement car park while the car came out.. the stupid driver din kept to his lane and kissed the front of my aunt's car.. asshole.. other then tt.. having fun la.. just tt i realised driving requires alot of experience.. cos there bound to have some assholes out in the road trying something funny.. haha..

Tts all for this post..

tiReD...

2007-12-13T03:30:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. i am so damn tired.. well.. blogging at this odd hr again.. haha.. freaking tired.. eyes gonna close soon.. everyday seems to have alot of trngs going on.. haha..

Thanks to water polo.. my left shoulder injured.. and my legs are like not fast enuf le.. -_-".. super fail liao withdraw.. have alot of thing la.. But the this week i am generally happy.. cos i passed my DRIVING TEST!!! haha.. its like super happening.. cos i onli revise for ard 3-4 lessons onli.. den on that day.. got 2 testers in my car!!! one testing new system.. one testing old system.. haha.. damn stress.. some more at the start.. got one motor hit my car when i stopped.. den i tot i failed.. den when go outside to drive.. there is road hazards ard.. as in.. got construction sites la.. so its quite difficult.. when we came back for debrief.. the tester said until like he failed me.. but in e end he still passed me.. haha.. so happy.. =p.. yeah.. finally can stop wasting money and time for driving alreadi..

Anyway.. hmmm.. i tink i more or less come to an decision.. i decided not to give up la.. partly bcos i realli she bu de.. and oso i tink i realli like her ba.. i don wan to regret in the future.. but then i tink the chance are veri low la.. her tiao jian so gd.. why wld she choose someone like me le?? not shuai.. not lean oso.. not nice enuf oso.. dunno la.. see how ba..

anyway.. last nite was super tired.. i actualli wrote my msn convos in this post.. haha.. k k.. end of post..

bUsY bUsY bUsY...

2007-12-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

sigh.. busy busy busy.. this is how i can describe my "holiday".. well.. too much things on hand.. have to reject some.. feel damn sorry tt i turned down my coach invitation to Penang Sixes (Six-a-side hockey at Penang).. i super wan to go.. but den.. i got too many commitment.. and i cant leave just like tt.. sad.. sigh.. one year one time lo.. the trip..

Well.. keeping myself busy.. so that i wont think of the things tt bother me.. i totally agree wat my friends say.. most of the time.. when u suffer and miss tt person.. everybody will know except her.. well.. in front of pple.. i have to act strong.. i cannot show any sign of weaknesses.. i cannot show pple that i am emotional.. i cannot.. and no one allowed me to do it.. simply bcos.. they alreadi used to the hyperactive me.. which is like.. bullshit.. haa.. everything is act one.. and i am too good in acting..

My friend asked me if i have come to a decision anot.. i oso dunno wat to say.. its like she bu de.. veri she bu de instead.. but then.. realli no confidence at all.. no reasons for her to like me back oso.. its like.. i not gd looking enuf.. not lean enuf.. not gentle enuf.. etc etc.. there are confirmed other guys who like her oso.. and most probably know her more and better than me.. i realli dunno if i every stand a chance anot lo..

Well.. liking a person.. is not all abt possession.. its abt the person being happy.. tts the most impt thing.. i will definitely wish to make her smile more.. make her worry free.. but then.. think i don have this chance ba.. i duno wat i am talking abt.. water polo trng and bball trng tml.. and other impt stuffs.. busy busy busy.. and i just need a word of encouragement.. i willl be happy enuf..

I dunno wat i am talking abt.. too tired to think alreadi.. just write wat i feel like too.. haha..

wO Lei Le.. wO yiNg gAi fAnG Qi mA??

2007-12-09T02:54:00.000+08:00

I dunno wat the hell am i doing here at this unearthly hour.. 3am.. and i got driving lesson at 8am.. great lo.. i just feeling abit not comfortable abt my feelings.. tts all..

Ever since i entered NTU.. enter Hall 7.. my life can onli be described using one word.. "BUSY".. its like so freaking busy tt i dun have time for my own.. no time for pple who i wld like to spend more time with.. sigh.. the amt of workload and commitment i have.. just make me feel veri veri tired.. so much so tt.. my frds often mistaken me as being "emo".. just bcos i am veri high and hyper at the beginning.. but slowly... all this commitments just make my energy level veri low.. and just don feel like being too hyper and stuffs.. during my exam periods.. i cant slp veri well.. every hr or 2 hrs i will surely woke up.. always tot tt there is something i have not settled.. tts why i woke up.. haix..

feeling veri tired.. physically.. mentally.. emotionally.. never in my life i am so busy.. i always tink i am a super slacker and stuffs.. even my frds said so.. but i dunno why i entered uni and hall.. i start to get veri enthu.. hall committee.. sports.. rec.. special projects.. gathering.. and stuffs.. so much so tt i din get alot of slp..

like wat i say in the previous few posts.. i like a gal.. though i know her onli like few mths.. and like her onli like few mths.. i try to go after her and stuffs lo.. i nv know how to go after a gal in my life la.. i din realli go after my ex last time la.. i try to show care and concerns for her.. in the small small way and stuffs..try to gve her encouragements when she needs to.. trying to know more abt her.. but she did not seems like wanting to know anything abt me.. sigh.. i din do much things oso la.. get her somethings to reward her for her success.. when she sick/muscle ache get her something to make her feel better.. on her bday.. i spent some efforts (like learning new things so tt i can do wat i wan to do.. travel to places to get the stuffs needed.. and despite all the tight schedules.. i managed to squeeze out some times..) to make something for her.. i dunno le.. i dunno if she can feel it anot.. i mean.. if she nv realli talk too much during the convos wif me.. does it mean i got no chance?? right??

Everytime we got convos.. its like me trying to think of a topic just to talk to her.. but then.. the few sentences she replied.. its veri hard to continue from it.. and its not easy to find topics to talk abt la.. and she took quite long to reply too.. sigh.. i just wish to like talk to her more.. and get to know her better.. but sshe din realli like try to understand me.. cos she nv ask anything related to me b4 anyway.. haix..

I just need some reactions from her.. no matter is rejection or acceptance.. i don realli wish to like let this things hang it there.. like going no where like tt..at least if she behaves abit more negative.. i will know what she means.. den i will just give up straight.. but now its like normal frds and stuffs.. i din receive any special treatments or not.. she is like much closer to the seniors oso.. well.. hmmm.. maybe i am just being stupid and stubborn.. perhaps she alreadi show the negative ways le.. just tt i din realize onli.. the hangin matter just like making me dunno shld i let go anot la.. sigh.. i know tt i cant expect much from her oso.. but at least.. i need some forms of reciprocation.. not like treating me better la.. but at least i hope i can have more convos wif her.. and exchange more sms.. and better still.. if she can initiate some convos.. and i will be veri happy le..

Wo lei le.. wo ying gai fang qi ma?? i just need some encouragment/reciprocation..

fRiEnDs...

2007-11-06T17:53:00.000+08:00

This blog is soon going to use by me as a channel to vent my anger.. well.. i feel so damn down now.. friends who u can clique with are hard to find nowadays.. let alone having good friends who u can talk to..

For me.. i have done something that i could not forgive myself la.. i never know it has such a huge impact on the party.. for the matter of fact.. lets start from the scratch.. one of the seniors in my hall like my gd frd.. but my gd frd does not like him at all.. so its like quite awkward for a few of us simply bcos we know the both of them.. then get to know that there maybe another person.. so as a frd.. i definitely wanted to find out.. the person i found out is like someone i know to.. and relatively close.. so i was wondering if my frd likes the senior oso since both of them are veri close.. so i was discussing wif another of my gd frd and analyze the behaviours of theirs.. then the gal roommates was like telling this frd of mine wat the 2 of them was doing in her room and stuffs like tt..

So the next day when i was studying wif this gal frd of mine.. i told her wat we have analyze and stuffs lo.. hopin that she may say out how she feels.. in e end.. i told her every single details.. and this frd of mine went to thrash it out wif the other 2.. and this sours their frdship.. which affects the both of them..

So today.. my frd was like asking me what the hell did i tell this gal frd of mine.. i know its partly my fault.. but i din know it affects so much.. she din bother to hear me explain.. every single things i said.. she will just accused me of covering my ass.. den ask me what shld i do.. when i said le.. she just say i was trying to make this worst.. when i apologized to her.. she said forget it.. things will nv be the same.. i understand her unhappiness.. i admit its partly my fault oso.. but i nv think of covering my ass.. i was quite affected by this.. cos i treat them as my gd frds.. now maybe even frds oso hard to be again.. sigh..

Why things have to turn out like tt.. i just hope.. just hope.. everything will turn out well.. at least.. strengthen their frdship.. if i have a choice.. i will choose my frdship wif them sour than their frdship btw them sour.. sigh..

oNe mOrE mOnTh tO gO...

2007-11-05T03:33:00.000+08:00

Well.. after so long never update.. actualli was suppose to continue to update the FOC.. though i tink is like so long over due alreadi.. but then.. next time la..

Oh well.. i dunno why am i here at this hr at this period.. was suppose to slp and wake up early to study for the quiz on tues.. but somehow or rather.. just feel like letting something out of me.. anyway.. this blog is veri safe.. not many pple will actualli come here and look at what i am writing.. cos i rarely update.. thats why they will have no motivation to come anymore..

Hmmm.. exams are coming.. 14th Nov all the way to 30th Nov.. 2 weeks plus onli.. one month more before all this shit is over.. aft that.. IH will be starting.. meaning i will be busy still till sch reopen and still get busy.. well.. studies have been a struggle for me.. sigh.. damage has been done before hand.. due to the inefficiency of my assistant.. for anyone who dunno.. I am the Rec Sect of Hall 7.. i.e meaning i am one of the main committee members la.. so workload is heavy.. been concentrating on the portfolio so neglected my studies alot.. now trying veri hard to catch up.. time is a factor now for me alreadi.. must juggle it well.. hopefully i wont fail any of my modules.. i truely hope so..

Well.. i hope its safe to say here.. i fell for a gal.. name i shall not disclose.. just in case.. oh well.. seriously speaking.. its been a veri long time since i like a gal.. perhaps back to JC time ba.. haha.. totally clueless on how to woo a gal actualli.. hmmm.. to me.. i just try to be nice and concern for the gal i like lo.. tts all la.. well.. i am a veri typical aquarius.. sometimes i use my logic more then my emotion.. i.e. meaning.. even though my heart wants alot.. but my brain will weigh the pros and cons and more often than not.. the brain will always win.. so most of the time.. even though i like a gal.. i will just don care abt it worry tt it will spoil the friendship..

Now oso e same.. though i don realli know that gal veri well.. just well enuf as a friend lo.. cos rarely talk face to face.. more often than not its by msn.. ha.. and i am always the one initiate the convos.. sometimes will just feel sick and tired.. and feel like giving up.. but always something will happen and i ended up knowing tt i not going to give up.. i tink she is a veri special gal ba.. pretty and stuffs.. i like her eyes.. and her actions are veri cute.. though i got low confidence.. always telling myself she wont like me.. yet.. i just feeling happy enuf to see her and be by her side lo.. not realli sure if she can feel that i like her anot.. just hope tt even though she can sense it.. she wont avoid me can le.. i dunno shld i confess to her anot.. just afraid cant even be friends.. the more i see her.. the feelings of me towards her is getting stronger.. so much so tt my heart actualli beat faster when i saw her..

Simple gesture from her i will be veri contented alreadi.. even small smses.. though she rarely send.. even small concern abt my life i will be happy enuf la.. sometimes it will just make my day brighter..

Exams are coming.. right now just gonna concentrate on studies.. all this can wait until one month later.. still debating to myself whether to tell her anot.. i know its a risk every guy will have to take.. risk of losing a frd or having a chance.. well.. i am still thinking.. she is a veri nice gal.. and i dun realli wan to lose her.. even as a frd.. to be frank.. i nearly blurt it out once.. its like the atmosphere was right.. the place and timing was right.. just tt i control myself.. knowing exam is coming.. i don wan her to get affected in any ways.. sigh..

Right now.. tts the end of the post.. haha..

HaLL Se7eN fReShMeN oRiEnTaTiOn cAmP 07/08 - dAy 1

2007-09-22T10:22:00.000+08:00

This post is due super long ago.. but then.. since its recess week next week.. i guess i can spent sometimes updating my blog.. haha.. a whole new environment marks a new beginning.. so i guess its onli wise to go for at least a camp to know more pple so can depend on one another in times of need.. since i had alreadi skipped Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering (CBE) Camp.. i tink i must not missed my Hall Freshmen Orientation Camp (FOC).. after all i will be living there for the next 1 yr and it will be better and more fun knowing pple in there la.. haha..

Well.. i am posted to Hall 7 which many of my friends in NTU said its a very old hall and veri isolated.. Furthermore no canteen.. but then i tink its one of the nearesr to school compound la.. so its like no issue to me.. haha.. Hall 7 FOC was from 30th July, Mon to 4th August, Sat.. so i practically spent the whole of Sunday preparing for the stuffs i need to bring for FOC & settling in my room in hall la..

30th July'07, Monday
Since the FOC began at 5.30pm on Monday.. My roommate, Eddie who is my JC classmate, and i decided to check into our room earlier to settle down.. He checked in earlier than me as he stayed nearer to NTU than me.. MUCH nearer.. Lakeside as compared to AngMoKio.. wat do you think?? After i reached and got my key to my room 38-3-712 (Blk-Lvl-Rm), we went to our room.. Well.. the room is totally cui-ed.. i tink my army bunk is nicer lo.. haha.. and its damn dirty.. the toilet oso cui-ed la.. low morale..

After some simple cleaning up and settling down.. its time for us to went down la.. we reached ON TIME but there is like so little pple ard.. haha.. after paying the FOC fee, i got my grp, Greco.. There are 4 grps namely Greco, Liggio, Brusca & Russo & the theme of FOC is "Survivor! Break Free 2007".. I was the first to be in e comm hall other than my OGLs (Orientation Group Leaders) & a fake freshie (stupid ZhenHao).. slowly more pple came to join in.. and we started playing Ice-Breaker after there is like sufficient pple.. well.. i admit i am bad at names and i suay suay get one of the last person who has to repeat everyone's name b4 me.. -_-".. after which we had Pizza for dinner before the GLs started teaching us how to cheer.. maybe its e 1st day la.. everyone is like shy lo.. so e cheers we shout are like super soft.. Next, our GLs taught us how to play some stupid games la.. in order to raise the atmosphere in e grp.. i decided to be more enthu in e game.. haha.. and luckily it works and make many pple laughed lo..

gEtTiNg tO kNoW eAcH oThEr..

iCe-bReAkEr iN pRoCeSs..

piZzA fOr diNnEr!!

cHiT-cHaTtiNg wHiLe hAviNg diNnEr...

LeArNiNg sOmE cHeErS...

Next we went to an empty area in front of my blk to paint our Greco banner.. luckily we got a design student in out grp.. so most of us no need to crack our heads for e design.. however.. the paintbrushes we were given were to hard to use.. -_-".. so we decided to paint we our bare hands.. After painting.. we proceed to re-cap our cheers again before dismissing to rest.. oh.. and this is not the 1st day of camp.. this is just a preparation for the camp in e next few days..

gReCo fLaGs..

31st July'07, Tuesday
In the morning, we gathered at the courtyard at 8pm to have our breakfast.. din eat much cos its Nasi Lemak & its veri troublesome to eat.. haha.. After breakfast we went to comm hall to refresh some cheers before talks by Hall Fellow (Professor), ParaCounsellor (don tink will need their help) and Head Of FOC.. Then we had some small entertaining games..

"hAhA" gAmE.. hAhA oNe mOrE tiMe iF yOu aRe tHe nExT oNe.. eVeRy 5tH tiMe sPeCiaL hA..

mAtHa(pOLiCe), zHeNg hU(gOvErNmEnT) & pA cHiO(rObBiNg)

After which.. we have a small amazing race.. we started off with each grp were given 100 ice-cream sticks.. we were suppose to gather 50more sticks by using our ice-cream sticks to gamble in games like dice, in-between, even-odd etc.. me & Sam (who was same sec sch, Victoria Sch, as me & him click well) took some sticks and went to play on our own.. well.. think we realli bai jia zhi.. we nearly lost all.. haha.. but luckily the rest of our grp were zai & Greco managed to be the 1st team to reach our target..

yEnLiNg, tHe qUeEn oF gAmbLe..

sAm & mE, tHe bAi jiA zHis.. hAhA..

gReCo!! aFtEr gAmbLiNg!!

After which.. we had to jog to Arts & Design Media (ADM) Building which is like 1 km plus away.. and the programmer is on the top of the building la.. -_-".. Then we had to play 7-ups there.. but then we had to lie down on the grass patch and each person shout once and everytime u shout had to do one sit-up.. mind you.. the grass is pricky.. haha.. at the end of the game we are given clue to the next location and a letter.. all the letters gather at each game will be a password to key into the comp for a treasure..

rUnNiNg tO e tOp oF ADM bUiLdiNg..

pLaYiNg tHe 7-uP gAmE..

After which, we jogged to Sports & Recreation Centre (SRC) which is another km plus away.. our next game is where by we had to do pull-up and see the letters on top and shout to a grp who was stationed a distance away.. den they had to form up a word..

LiStEniNg tO iNsTrUcTiOnS bY pRoGrAmMeR..

tHe gRoUp oF gReCo-iAnS dOiN puLL-uPs..

tHe gRoUp oF gReCo-iAnS fOrMiNg tHe wOrDs..

Then we proceeded to a playing field opp hall 1 (i tink.. if not wrong.. haha).. we were divided into 2 grps & between us there is a high wall.. we were supposed to throw a ball across it and the pple on e other side had to catch with their shirts.. the game finished after all pple caught the ball at least once..

waLkiNg tO tHe neXt LoCaTiOn..

sOmE mOrE bEhiNd..

Next location.. Yunnan Garden which is a few hundred metres from e field.. we had a hard time finding our programmer cos there were other hall programmer there too.. so keep making mistake.. haha.. at there, we were suppose to remember a series of words associated with colour.. then we had to walk on a map with different colour combination on it and we supposed to cross one at a time until everyone was on the other side.. the GLs had to walk on their back.. haha..

LiStEniNg tO tHe pRoGrAmMeR @ yUnNaN gArDeN

pRogRaMmEr tRyiNg tO diStUrB uS whiLe wE cRoSsiNg..

sEniOr aTtAcH (SA), wEiLiNg waLkiNg oN tHe bAcK..

Next, we went to the fountain beside LT2 for our next game.. we were suppose to fill a pipe with the fountain water using anything we had on our body, so that we could take a ping-pong ball in it.. at first i use mouth.. then they warned tt the water veri dirtied.. -_-".. so late then say..

gReCo'S gUyS tOoK oFf tHe sHiRtS & diPpEd iNtO tHe wAtEr..

fiLLiNg uP tHe piPe..

GrEcO's gaLs sOaKiNg tHeiR sHiRtS aS weLL..

aFtEr cOmpLeTiOn!!

Before heading back hall, we had our last game at Quartz.. this time round we had to stand on a stairs forming a long line.. at one end, there will be a glass filled wif oranges juice & on the other end, an empty glass.. each of us either held a straw or a plastic cup.. the objective is to transport the juice to the other end in the shortest time possible.. and i can tell you.. its gross.. in order to be fast.. have to filled ur mouth wif juice den transfer.. though we try as much to cheat by transferring using cup.. but then.. still.. the ending result is a glass of orange juice wif unknow stuffs float on it.. and if we wanted to cut short the timing, we had to finished the products.. -_-"

gEtTiNg rEaDy fOr gAmE..

dRiNkiNg tHe pRoDuCt! -_-"..

When we went back & key in the password for the "treasure", we were instructed to go to blk 37 TV lounge to take our "treasure" which is some water and chips lo.. haha.. den someone suddenly came in and shouted "you all are under arrest!".. -_-".. after which names are called one by one to go up to 2nd storey to take photo and being interrogated in the toilet.. The qns are lame la.. like which tattoos u prefer, wat brand of cigarettes you prefer.. which weapon u prefer to kill pple.. haha.. after we finished, we proceeded to Comm Hall to wait for the rest..

bEiNg cAuGhT iN tHe 37 LoUnGe!! puLLiNg eArS..

eXaMpLe oF pHoToS wE tOoK.. tHe hEiGhT bEhiNd iS oVeR eStiMaTe La.. hAhA..

tOiLeT iS oUt oF bOuNd fOr iNtErRoGaTiOn.. -_-"..

iNtErRoGaTiOn iN pRoGrEsS..

aFtEr iNtErRoGaTiOn..

Next game.. we supposed to run a short distance individually to burst a balloon wif flour & a piece of paper in it using our bare hand.. the piece of paper is a part of a picture tt form a senior from 17th Junior Common Room Committee (JCRC).. after we knew who is e person we suppose to tie her hands & legs up & carried her to a chair in e comm hall and let e programmer to put shaving cream on her face & hair.. den we will assigned 2 person who are blindfold to clear off the cream using plastic spoons?? haha.. the winning team will not be required to send representative up on stage for seniors to smack cream on them.. as we were e 3rd grp.. we must sent 2 person up.. haha..

bEfOrE e sTaRt oF 1sT gAmE..

pRePaRiNg tO rUsH tO sQuEeZe baLLoOn!

piCkiNg uP tHe piEcE oF pApEr..

"eScOrTiN" sAnDy tO tHe viCtiM sEaTs!!

pUtTiNg sHaviNg cReAm oN sAnDy.. hAha..

wEiWeN gEtTiNg rEaDy.. wAnLiNg watChiNg..

sMaCk!! wAnLiNg wAs sHoCkEd!!

wAnLiNg gEtTiNg rEaDy..

well.. i was warned not to put the next 2 photos.. if not my life will be threatened.. haha.. after cleaning up.. we proceed to play captain's ball but the ball is balloon filled wif unknown liquid.. finish liao we went outside to play the next game.. we had to wear a newspaper shirt and sit on a tyre while some gals opp are suppose to drag us over.. in the midst.. other Orientation Group (OG) will be throwing water bomb at the person on the tyre.. objective.. get across the map with the newspaper still in a piece..

gReCo bEfOrE tHe gAmE.. LoOk LiKe gOiNg fOr mAsS hAiR cUt??

mOviNg oFf!!

tHe gRoUp oF gaLs tRyiN tHeiR bEsT tO puLL tHe rOpE!!

iTs oUr tUrN tO REVENGE!!

After the game, we went inside comm hall again to play dum.. but the seeds are us la.. some of us choose the back row.. den we no need to keep moving.. in fact the whole game we din move at all!! haha.. relax one corner.. next we had our dinner after a strings of activities before we were introduced to our "desserts" cum some dirty activities..

bRiEfiNg fOr tHe "dEsSeRtS"

The first station.. there were 5 plates.. we oak, coffe powder, milo powder, condensed milk and some gluey stuffs plus a cup of water.. we had to use our mouth to transport the content into a tampoon.. den mixed.. den... den.. DRINK!! disgusting shit.. haha.. why must we drank each other salivas so many times??

tHe 5 pLaTeS oF iNgRediEnT pLuS 1 cUp oF wAtEr..

sTuNnEd bY wHaT tHe pRogRaMmEr sAiD.. hAhA!

uSiNg mOuTh tO piCk uP tHe iNgReDiEnT..

pUtTiNg tHe iNgReDiEnTs iNtO tHe tAmPoOn..

bEfOrE miXiNg..

aFtEr miXiNg.. *pUkE..

qUeUeiNg uP tO tAsTe..

cLeAriNg uP tHe mEsS..

The desserts was not bad if you don tink about it la.. next we went to BLK39 kitchenette for next "desserts".. hmmm.. we got to picked some cards.. den the cards will determined wat ingredients to be used den will had to mixed all and make into juice.. haha.. got celery, onion, wasabi, lime and etc.. the drinks were bad la.. there was alot of fibers in it.. tink its worst than e previous one.. (issit??)

tOoK a gRp pHoTo wHiLe wAiTiNg fOr oUr tUrN tO gO tO kiTcHeNeTtE..

tHe iNgReDiEnTs wE hAd cHoSe bY LuCk.. -_-"..

bLeNdiNg..

pOuRiNg.. wHaT a niCe gReEn coLoUr.. hAhA..

dRiNkiNg tHe "cOoLiNg" sTuFfS..

Finished drinking liao.. we went to the BLK 39 stone table which we had some dirty game.. we suppose to put our 4 limbs on the colour indicated by the programmer.. its not onli slippery.. it oso veri tiring to maintain the position somemore must squeeze together.. haha.. After we freshies were positioned.. the GLs came in.. and they came in just to disturb onli lo.. "accidentally" smear the paint onto us.. but then we oso wont guai guai be "bullied" by them.. haha.. so we retaliate back!! haha.. den in the small pathway to the washing area in between 2 walls.. we started paint war!! haha.. i started.. den suddenly 4 or more hands came and i failed to siam.. -_-"..

sTaRtEd baLL roLLiNg..

aLLoCaTiNg tHe pAiNt gRiDs tO uS..

LeTs tRy tO tAkE a gRp pHoTo aT oUr pOsiTiOnS!! -_-"..

GLs jOiNiNg iN tHe fUn..

aFtEr tHe pAiNt wAr!! wHaT a "niCe" mAkE-uP!!

aNoThEr pHoTo oF tHe siAo dA bOrS & zHar bOrS!! hAhA!!

after washing up.. we went to our final "dessert" station.. this time round we were treated to ice-cream.. but then on one condition.. one guy had to be half naked.. den wrapped plastic ard his belly.. den they will pour the tub of ice-cream on top of him.. YES! pour.. cos its like half melted.. den we had to lick it off his body.. -_-"..

hArRiSoN bEiNg tHe LuCkY mAn!! hE wAs fReAkinG coLd!!

mE tRyiNg tO sAvE hArRiSoN fRoM miSeRy.. tAkiNg a biG moUtH oF iCe-CrEaM!!

after this sinful activity which will increase my calories.. we went to the muddy field behind BLK39.. at there.. we had to perform back crawl under some strings on the mud.. along the way we had to pick up eggs.. some are raw while some are cooked.. at e end of the crawl.. we had to crack the egg using our head.. -_-".. haha.. well.. the mud reminds me of army days la.. its so cooling &.. DISGUSTING.. haha..

bAcK cRawL iN tHe mUd!!!

cHeEriNg aFtEr tHe cRawL (dUnNo fOr wAt oSo)

mUdDy gReCoiAn!!

Thanks to tt activity.. i had to throw away the polo tee i am wearing.. luckily its army shirt.. tt means its free!! haha.. i got a hard time washing the stupid mud away from my shorts la.. luckily its board shorts.. so its water proof.. so still not tt bad la..

Well.. tts all for this post.. took damn long to post.. few hrs lo.. will update on the remaining camp soon!!

wHaT yOuR bDaY mEaNs??

2007-09-22T10:20:00.002+08:00

Getting bored.. saw a link so decided to try it out.. haha..

Your Birthdate: January 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.

Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true

Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid

Your power color: Silver

Your power symbol: Square

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

EQ tEsT!!

2007-09-19T17:46:00.000+08:00

I am bored from studying.. so decided to go surf my friend's blog and happen to come across this EQ test!! i took it bcos i wan to know whether my EQ is high or low.. cos more often than not.. my elder brother always criticized me from having low EQ.. sianz.. haha.. but then i was quite surprised of the results!!

Your EQ is 140

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

LaSt wEeK aT wOrK...

2007-08-26T02:58:00.000+08:00

Actually this post is due long long time ago la.. but i realli have no time to blog lo.. haha.. since i now like doing nothing.. though i am suppose to do.. then i shall just blog abit la.. lets go back to the last week of my work ba..

Well.. University starting soon.. so its important for me to know some friends in the school.. hence.. i have to join camp which means i have to quit my work one week earlier before the actual sch starts.. and tt also means i have to leave my students behind le.. though i know i leave veri near to the centre.. but i will be staying hall.. so practically i wont be seeing them tt often la..

So i decided to take some photos for memory la.. and since i dun have camera.. i have to trouble my colleague Ms Bek to bring her camera and be my photographer! haha..

Here are some of the photos!!

mE & mY pRimArY 3 & 4 cLaSs..

mE, mS LoY & mY pRiMaRy 5 & 6 cLaSs..

mE & sOmE oF tHe KiDs...

mE & sOmE oThEr kiDs.. miSs tHeM..

mE & tHe kiDs eAtiNg hApPiLy tHe iCe-CrEaM i bOuGhT fOr tHeM..

mE & sOmE oF tHe bOyS..

mE & LoWeR pRiMaRy kiDs dUriNg tEa bReAk...

mE & mY nEaReSt mOm, mDm HeNg..

mE & mUmMy aGaiN..

mE & mS bEk..

mE & jOsHuA..

cAnDiD sHoT..

mE & bEnEdiCt..

jOrGiNa & miCheLLe tRyiNg tO cLiMb oN mY bAcK & aSkiNg mE tO cArRy tHeM..

mE & mY fAvOuRiTe 2 kiDs.. miCheLLe oN mY bAcK & jOrGiNa oN mY LaP..

sAd.. tHiS piCtUrE iS bLuR.. mE, aUdReY & jOrGiNa..

mE, mRs cHeNg (sUpErviSoR), aUdReY, miCheLLe & jOrGiNa...

mE, gHoStLy jOrGiNa & mUsLiM vAnEsSa.. aReN't tHeY cUtE???

jOrGiNa & vAnEsSa tRyiNg tO siT oN mE...

tHeY aRe tRyiNg hArD...

i aM rEsiStiNg weLL...

oH nO.. faLLiNg!!

tHeY tRiUmPh oVeR mE!!!

mE & mR cHeNg (aDmiN)..

mE, miNdY, mS bEk, miCheLLe & vAnEsSa tRyiNg tO sQuEeZe iNtO tHe pHoTo...

mE & mDm LeE (TeA bReAk aUnTiE)...

miCheLLe aTtEmPtiNg tO piGgY bAcK mE...

sHe sUcCeEdEd!!! hAhA.. jUsT kiDdiNg..

Haha.. these are all the photos that i have taken with them.. interesting right?? well.. last day realli cant bear to leave them lo.. they give me a veri gd half year with them.. got anger.. happiness.. and most importantly.. we have alot of fun.. haha.. i am still going back.. but not as often.. but whenever i am free or wat.. i will go do part time over there.. and thankfully.. most of them still miss me alot.. whenever i go back they will cling on me like little koala bear!! haha.. so cute sia..

Well.. thats all for this post.. up next is the Hall 7 Freshman Orientation.. hehe..

LiFe iS bOriNg... fOr nOw...

2007-07-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

Well... Well... Well... Life is boring.. at least for now.. nothing for me to look forward to each day.. nothing can realli make me happy.. make me smile like a little kid who just got a present or sweet.. haha.. or issit i am too hard to please??

Everyday i went to work.. saw those kids playing and not worrying about anything.. haha.. how i hope time can be reversed.. seeing them just like seeing the bunches of friends during my Primary School.. haha.. everyday talk about who like who and who with who that kind of stuffs.. its like.. oh man.. so innocent and cute.. haha.. but well.. pple like me.. passing the mark of age 21.. i got alot more to worry about.. sianzz.. my future.. my studies.. my bank balance and stuffs.. although for a young adult like me.. i still do not need to worry about my bank balance so much.. but well.. its always nice to plan ahead..

Every night.. with my dad working.. mom and bro went to bed.. i will sit alone in the living room watching tv.. well.. i will feel super lonely sometimes la.. oh man.. no one to talk to.. no one to listen to me nagging.. no as if i got alot of things to nag or discontented about.. but well.. its always nice to have someone for me to talk to without worry and by hearing the voice i will felt safe and sound?? haha.. no that i am desperate for gal friend la.. jus normal friend will do.. i don get alot of sms-es these days.. but its always nice to receive from friends.. haha..

Nah.. i am just whining now.. yawnz... going to bed..

eXcUrSiOn tO jUrOnG biRd pArK & bBq fOr tHe kiDs..

2007-06-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

22nd June, Fri.. The last excursion for the kids during the June Holiday.. holiday is over soon.. which means a step closer to my University life.. haha.. went to the Jurong Bird Park.. had to go there early as the first show starts at 10am.. -_-".. there goes my slp.. our coach was so small la.. did not have enough seats for the teachers.. so ya.. i had to stand.. the journey was not short lo.. so tiring la.. sianz..

Well.. the weather was not realli hot.. but i bet the humidity is high.. thats well i sweat like mad.. i hate my body.. sweat so easily.. this results in those stinking ammonia smell.. felt so irritated and disgusted.. well.. this is my first time going to Jurong Bird Park in my entire 21 years.. amazing huh.. haha.. we were catching show after show lo.. so hot.. grrrrr.. the bird show also not at all interesting la.. maybe i am just too old to appreciate them.. have lunch at one of the venue of the bird show.. Fried rice.. well.. not too bad.. consider i din have my lunch.. =p.. after which.. we went around the park to sight-see the various types of birds.. i managed to scare some students in the Wild in Darkness.. haha.. cos it was like so dark there.. and i managed to camouflaged myself into the dark.. =p.. then we went to a enclosed area where the people can buy food to feed the birds.. well.. its will be cool if i am younger.. but i am just not realli amazed by it.. our last stop is at a wet playground where there is water splashing at part of it.. i was not willing to play with the kids because its very lay chay to shower after that.. have a realli fun time there la.. got one slide which is quite dangerous if u are wet.. the speed is veri fast.. many of the kids landed on their butt or slide for a distance after exit from the slide.. haha.. it is super humourous when one of my students who is veri fat play the slide.. *evil.. i asked him to play one.. =p.. the centre ordered Mac for them at the end of the day lo..

23rd June, Sat.. Together with my colleague, Ms Loh Lilin, who is my classmate in AJC, organised a BBQ for our students so as to let them have a memorable June Holiday.. and also to let them have some memories of us before we left for our university study.. haha.. just kidding la.. well.. the planning started 2 weeks ago.. with many obstacles to overcome which we embraced them like nothing.. the consent form which i spent much efforts on it so it wont sound too official and wont sound too lightly.. the food which Lilin spent great amount of effort to prepare, buy and order.. one of our students came to my house at 4.10pm to accompany me to go Lilin's house to pick up the food and stuffs needed for the BBQ.. not to mention i have things to carry to0.. haha.. was late for 5 mins as we could not manage to flag for a cab..

After settling down.. i began to start the fire.. well.. at first i thought this BBQ will be a failure.. because it looked as though its gonna rain the the wind is super strong.. i just could not manage to start the fire.. but thanks to the super skills of Lilin.. the fire finally started and the weather became better.. hehe.. well.. kids are kids.. they are easily distracted.. they could not stand at the pit for too long to BBQ.. many of them onli know how to play den wait for food to be cooked.. -_-".. Lilin and I rotated to BBQ the food for them.. but we are quite pissed at the fact that we BBQ for them but they are too engrossed in their games that they din eat.. we prepared alot of food but din finished all.. well.. they also veri picky at food and din like to keep the place tidy.. so sianz diaoz.. the packing up of the place was mostly done by me and Lilin.. @#$%^@...

At around 10pm.. the BBQ ended and we went back home respectively.. so tired.. aha.. no more organising of BBQ for the kids anymore.. they don wan to help.. well no more chance oso la..

Well well.. i felt veri relieved today.. i finally able to put down a stone in my heart.. i finally realized the feeling was not correct.. thanks to my friend's blog.. i dont blame her.. just that why cant we be friends?? -_-"...

sTuDeNt cArE eXcUrSiOn tO NaTiOnaL StAdiUm & JuRoNg eAsT sWiMmiNg cOmpLeX...

2007-06-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. its onli during school holiday that the children from my student care get a chance to go for excursion.. well well.. that means we teachers have to take care of them along the way.. so so tiring.. but.. its quite fun.. just that the weather is too hot for my liking..

7th June Thursday.. the centre organised for the kids to go to National Stadium which will be closing end of this June and tearing down at the end of this year.. We went around the Stadium listening to all the stories and went through the Sports Museum.. the weather is damn hot.. i don like it.. somemore i tink i hurt my back from all the jumping of the children on my back and also from my routine running.. damn it.. old injuries.. along the way.. we met James Wong, our National Discus Thrower and he seems to like our kids.. he weigh a hefty 123 kg! wahhh!! after which we had lunch outside the Stadium before proceeding to the nearby Kallang River to allow the kids to play.. well well.. i don really like it when the weather is so hot and the kids kept pestering me to play catching with them.. -_-".. the gals especially.. though i don realli mind playing with them since it can improve the closeness between us.. but the hot sun really turned me off.. i tink the kids are damn cute.. especially the lower primary when they are so innocent about love.. haha!! i made a rose out of a tissue paper and passed it to a boy who like a gal in his class.. the process was like so cute la.. haha.. onli if love can be so innocent..

15th June Friday.. Went to the Jurong East Swimming Complex.. the kids are like so excited la.. but then when we reached there, the weather was not good and was raining and had lightning.. we waited like 1 hr before the complex was cleared for using even though there was still drizzling.. i was veri reluctant to enter the swimming pool.. not as though i dunno how to swim.. but i dun have the nice tone body to show off.. Arrrrrrggggghhhh!! Fats!! i hate it lo.. i had never been skinny or well toned for my entire 21 years of life.. so sad.. haha.. well.. the excursion was ok.. not realli fun.. but its fun to have kids playing with you.. haha.. well.. if only one things that i benefitted from this swim is that i get to sun-tanned.. i still not as close to my own students.. After which we went back and the sun is like shining brightly.. i went for a run after i off work on the intention of tanning my body again.. so half the time i was running with my pair of shorts onli.. haha.. fats wobbling.. =p.. but i tink i nearly died la.. its like super shagged after the run especially today's excursion..

Well well.. June School Holiday was about to enter.. few more days onli.. that means that July is coming and veri well.. my NTU sch term will start soon.. i have alreadi received alot of letters to apply for this and that.. so troublesome.. have to read super carefully..

Here some photos!!!

LiL pReTtY pRiNcEsS, vAnEsSa

cUtE eXpReSsiOn oF MiCheLLe!

miCheLLe dOiNg hEr mAtHs wiTh hEr fiNgErS..

mE (dA Xi gUa) & miCheLLe (mU gUa)

mU gUa iN tHe aRmS oF dA Xi gUa..

Haha.. thats the end of this post!! i am so looking forward to NTU and so not looking forward to NTU!!! haha.. i dunno wat i am saying.. so confused.. i just dread the idea of waking up early every morning..

sTuDeNt cArE eXcUrSiOn tO sEnToSa..

2007-06-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. rare to see another post within such a short time by me man.. haha.. i am just getting bored now.. waiting for time to come for me to watch tv prog la.. but anyway just some updates from the excursion today lo..
Went to Sentosa today.. well.. the last time i went there i tink is like Dec 2004.. Haha.. super long la.. before i enlist lo!! haha.. alot of things changes.. -_-".. took my Centre's Admin's van there.. was talking about issue on religion la.. haha.. well.. i don believed in it.. so i questions about his belief.. apparently he cant give me any proper answer and also he never really answer my qn.. hah.. well.. standard answer like "God is the one" "God give us the choice to choose not to believe in him".. -_-".. i should not go into much details in it..
Went to Palawan Beach.. too many things change.. no more monorail.. no more floating platform.. more eateries and stuffs.. we settled down at a damn lousy spot la i must say.. far from the toilet.. far from the shower.. -_-"... Far from 7-11 too!!
The weather is fine.. hot.. but i like!! haha.. i like to get darker la!! but the amount of time we spent there is not enough to give me a decent enough tan.. somemore i wear a singlet!! will make my tan look more like a sports bra stripe!! haha.. well.. i don wan to take off bcos the children there will be stunned by my body.. haha.. just kidding la.. they will make a fuss out of it.. machiam never see pple take off their shirts before!! faint.. well.. so i choose not to tan too much to prevent ugly tan.. its like so boring la.. don feel like going into water cos the time is too short.. its dumb to get into water for short period of time and the hassle to clean myself.. the children wanted to get me wet.. well.. but then i am willy enough.. they cant run as fast as i can.. next.. i stand near their bags.. so the supervisors wont allow them to splash me.. haha.. smart smart..
As usual.. wif me around.. sure got one unlucky star who will kana from me.. this time round is a teacher there Ms Bek who get it from me.. with the help of another male teacher Mr Matthias.. we managed to throw her into the water despite the children trying to prevent it.. haha.. who ask her try to make me wet?? don get into trouble wif me.. i am evil.. *grin..
After that went to take a skyride before heading back to the centre.. so damn tired that i closed my eyes on the bus to inspect my inner eye lids.. haha..
Despite the tiredness.. i still went for a run after work.. my usual route.. i tink around 4 km plus.. not too sure.. but its like super tired and i sweat alot.. bo bian.. my Div 2 Hockey Tournament is coming up.. i am playing for dMasters.. my coach invited me.. hopefully i can clinched a first team spot la.. so i have to train hard!! Div 2 Champions!! Here i come!!

iF onLy...

2007-05-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

Well.. well.. i am being nagged by friend not being hardworking enough to write post and update my blog.. haha.. well.. i am just being lazy can?? haha.. my internet connection is just not superb enough that sometimes when i wanted to use it at 10 plus.. it just will not connect.. so well.. no update so far.. i tink i got better things to do la.. like.. let me see.. watch tv.. read comics.. play games and etc.. haha.. just kidding la..

School Holiday is approaching.. well.. i mean for the pri, sec and JC students.. but it means double work for me during the school holiday.. working at a student care means they not longer need to go to school.. but need to come to the student care centre early in the morning which means i have to sacrifice my slp to come in the morning as well to look after them!! Arrrggghhh.. as least i got paid for doing so.. if not over my dead body to look after them.. haha..

I just finish reading frd's blog.. i just want to share some thoughts over here.. nothing much also la.. I tink Life has many "if only"s.. don you dare to disagree with me.. even if u do.. i don care.. haha.. well.. don tell me you do not have anything that occurred to you or you have done that till now.. it still "haunt" you?? oh.. maybe i should say you still regret doing?? so much so that you wish that you got the power to make the second, minute and hour hands turned anti-clockwise for once so that you can change the history?? well.. i do.. i really do..

During my childhood and pri school.. i am a very happy boy.. my life is superb.. though i am not from a rich family.. but my parents are realli nice and i got a very good babysitter whose family treat me like their own member.. my pri school is a neighbourhood school and not some top school.. but i can tell you that.. my friends are top class.. we had fun everyday..

During sec sch.. i got into Victoria School.. well.. not to my mom's wish that i din enter The Chinese High School.. but i am very happy with the school.. though its abit far la.. haha.. my friends are fine.. my basketball team are a bunch of good friends who we share thick and thin during the 4 yrs.. though we disband half way through.. but we still continue to train as though there are a team hoping that the school will reformed again.. if only we had won the match that enabled us to go into the 2nd round..

During JC.. though did well enough that could enable me to enter most of the JC except RJC and HCJC.. i chose AJC.. no regret.. cos its near my house.. =p.. i had the most wonderful memory over at that school.. had a good class.. joined a superb CCA and had a gal who i loved.. too much "if only"s during that time..

In Army.. i had one of the most slack life as compared to the rest.. i had my glorious moments in the short 2 yrs and also awful time which i almost broke down.. my highlights are all my awards and trophy and participation in major event.. my low came when i almost ORD.. ha.. wat a time to happen.. one month before i ORD.. i also encounter police case which i felt really regret.. sigh..

well well.. all this have passed.. though i always keep the sweet memories and throw away the bad ones.. i felt that all this built the character in me.. nurtured the person who i am now.. not at all perfect.. perhaps worst than last time.. but i am quite content with it.. though i tink it could be better if only..........

This the end of the post.. a relatively long post la.. i getting quite sick and tired of my job at the student care alreadi.. somehow i felt like a hypocrite.. telling them what is correct and what is wrong when i myself could not do sometimes.. i am not qualified as a teacher yet i am teaching them school work.. sucks.. I shouted at them very often though i din really like it.. it caused the students to dislike me.. not that it will really affect me in the future.. but hey.. i do care if i am their fav teacher.. i don want to be seen as a teacher who onli know how to scold them.. and will give them sweets whenever they ask me for.. though i don realli care if they greet me or treat me like a teacher anot.. but i do care if they treat me like their frds anot.. well well.. if it continue to be like this.. i just hope that time flies that its time for me to go and i could F**k off.. no hard feelings at all..

Long Long Way to Go..

2007-04-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. suddenly think of updating my blog.. since the last time i post is like 24 Feb.. which is like hmmm.. 2 months ago?? haha.. i think my blog now no one come and visit already la.. cos i seldom blog so much now.. no motivation to blog and also dunno what to blog la...

Well.. Today is 19 April.. still got around 3 mths before i enter NTU to start my studying life again.. looking forward to it.. i think i kinda miss studying.. eh.. not the stress though.. hopefully i can cope with it.. being a teacher at a student care and a tuition teacher.. i started missing the life of a student when u have alot of friends to joke with and criticising the teacher.. best of all.. prayin hard for a responsible teacher.. not saying i am a very responsible teacher.. but i am like more sui bian with the students la.. we all went through this stage isnt it?? somehow or rather i know what they want.. i am the sort of teachers who dont like to punish student.. i want them to think of their own after i lecture them.. well.. its independent.. must cultivate from young.. i think i am more like GTO la.. haha.. heck care the conventional way.. long hair.. 2 peircing on left ears.. whats more.. ha!

I am so looking forward to 3 May which i think most probably i will have my braces put on my teeth!! haha.. all this at my own expenses.. haiz.. hopefully i got enuf money to carry me through uni.. =p.. i don want to depend on my parents too much financially.. thats why nowadays i rarely buy unnecessary things and also go out very often la.. i almost everyday stay at home.. hehe..

I want to play hockey!!! haha..i still have not contact my coach whether is he pulling me to his club anot.. damn it.. i am so lazy.. i am suppose to go to one of the AJ training to meet him den talk about it.. but i am too busy le can?? every Sat morning i got tuition to handle.. and last Sat when i got no tuition.. the training is at NTU!! freaking far!! and only for 2 hrs!! not economical la.. and the stupid teacher in charge is so inflexible.. she must be around den can play.. -_-".. last time our hockey team is like so defiance la.. went over to Johor even when the school is against the idea.. but we still went for it.. haha.. now.. so rigid..

Well.. seems like i lost contact with alot of persons.. hmmm.. am i so unfriendly?? everytime i send sms like no one reply to it la.. i so unpopular?? sigh.. fine.. alone ba.. anyway.. thats the end of the post..

fRiEnD's 21sT biRtHdAy..

2007-02-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. post some photos from some of my friend's 21st birthday ba.. a few onli la..
ChunChi's 21st Birthday

cLaSs oF 03/03'04

i nOt sMiLiNg.. bEcAuSe..

Cherylene's 21st Birthday

cLaSs oF 6A'98.. sTiLL fEeLiNg cLoSe aFtEr sO mAnY yEaRs..

Well.. thats about all.. oh.. have to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Pig Year!! haha.. hope i have a great year man!!!

mY 21sT biRtHdAy!

2007-02-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

Well.. this post is like long over due le la.. haha.. shall talk abt my 21st birthday man.. hmmm.. finally adult le.. but its does not seem much different to me.. still gonna study for another 4 more years before i enter the work force.. haha.. anyway will be a child in many pple's eyes la.. =p..
For my 21st birthday.. i started preparing for it for a veri long time.. since December.. the chalet was scheduled on the 19th January.. early hoh.. well.. if not for help from my pri sch frd, Zheng Chuan.. realli will have a hard time man.. not forgetting my dearest mom who been so busy buying stuffs for me.. sometimes realli sianz diaoz abt her nagging.. but my mom is realli the greatest person in this world la.. haha.. but i never realli tell her how much she meant to me la.. paisei la.. =p..
Ok.. on the 19th January.. 2 of my pri sch frd's ZhengChuan & Lionel came over to my house to help me carry stuffs to DownTown East Resort.. after we settled down at the chalet.. we went over to WhiteSand to do some last minute purchase for drinks like beers and mixer and stuffs.. after which we washed up and took a rest at the chalet waiting for those who would be late to come.. haha.. Here are some pictures..
DownTown East Resort

zHeNg cHuAn, jiAn zHoNg & LiOneL rEsTiNg b4 tHe bBq..

sHi yUn (aBiT tOo fOrMaL =p) & mE..

gEraLdiNe & LeTcHiMy..

mE, jErEmY & eDdiE..

wEnHaO, mE (aCtiNg cHeEkiLy), cHuN cHi & sOmE "sPiRiTs" bEhiNd uS!! hAhA..

cYntHiA, mE (tOo hUnGrY.. tRyiNg tO eAt), xiAohUi, jUnWei, sHimEi & hUiYiNg..

aNoThEr cHeEkY "gHoSt"..

mE, gEraLdiNe, cHeRyLeNe & LeTcHiMy.. (fUnNy piC.. 2 oPeNeD eYeS, 2 cLoSeD eYeS)

mE gAyiNg wiTh zHeNg cHuAn..

tHe 5 yAnDaOs oF cLaSs 6A'98 (gArY, LiOneL, juLiUs, mE & jiAnZhOnG.. tHe nExT gReAtEsT bOybAnD..)

mE gAyiNg wiTh rAjiV..

wEiRd pOsTuRe.. i dArE nOt dArE tO kiSs!! pEiSi's bF aRd!! hAhA..

mE wiTh mY 21sT biRtHdAy cAkE.. mY LaSt bDaY cAkE dUnNo siNcE wHeN...

tHeY aSkeD mE tO bE mOrE hApPy.. hAhA!!

mE mAkiNg mY wiShEs.. dUnNo wiLL cOmE tRuE aNoT.. tHoUgH mY wiShEs hAvE nEvEr cOmE tRuE b4..

mE bLoWiNg tHe cAndLeS...

mE cUtTiNg tHe cAkE..

mE & cHeRyLeNe..

mE sEaRcHiNg fOr LoSt cHiLdHoOd.. mE & mAi dAnG LaO sHu sHu..

Hmmm.. anyway.. the party was quite a small success la.. receive alot of present.. and i got no place to keep them in my house!! haha.. -_-".. well.. thanks for those who help me in the party and oso those who stayed back at the chalet to accompany me!! thanks man.. haha.. this shld be the last birthday party i will held man.. i never like to celebrate my birthday.. so troublesome.. and oso to prevent pple for sabo-ing me after i have done so many evils deeds in the past!! haha.. well.. shall wait for my other frd's 21st birthday party and go sabo them!! yeah!! Thats all for this post!!

pHoToS..

2007-01-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Well.. here to upload sOmE pHoToS .. =p.. nothing better to do.. These photos are taken during Fion's birthday at Underground opposite Paradiz Centre.. its underground.. not velvet underground.. haha..

aTtiCa & eX-AtTicA sTaFfs!!

FiOn & wEiLiNg

JaNe & bAiLie..

FiOn & XiAo bAi

jOhN (mUscLe mAn) & fiOn

eDriCk, bRaNdOn & wEiLiNg (aCtiNg cUtE tHe 3 oF tHeM..)

aNd aGaiN...

tHiS tiMe rOuNd wiTh fiOn!!

aNd aGaiN!! hAhA..

eiThEr e fOoD iS tOo niCe oR iS xiAo bAi tOo hUnGry.. fAcE iN e bOwL!!

fOrMaL.. xiAo bAi (bArTeNdEr), jAnE (cAsHiEr sUp), FiOn (sErVeR), mE(sErVeR), aH hUaT (bArTeNdEr)..

iNfOrMaL!! mOrE sMiLe!! hAaH..

well.. Underground not a bad place man.. the bottles are quite cheap.. and the service is good.. somemore the food is not bad too!! haha.. i tink the calamarie is power lo.. hehe.. of cos there are other pple with us.. but too bad i dunno them.. so haha.. not veri nice to put their photos la.. haha.. tts e end of this post!!

a bRaNd nEw yEaR 2007!!!

2007-01-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

Well.. its the start of a brand new year!! goodbye 2006 and welcome 2007!! this is the first time i felt so happy to start a new year.. its bcos year 2006 is really a bad year for me.. i suppose..
Bad things:
1) Investment failed - lost $2K-3K
2) Inter-Formation 11-a-side & 6-a-side Tournament 2006 - din qualified for 2nd round & get 4th position respectively..
3) Mis-fire during range - 7 extra duties & scolded by a f**king NSF 2LT.. asshole
4) Still single & available - well.. gonna celebrate my 21st birthday without a partner.. sad.. haha..
5) Luck is not on my side - My mahjong skills is there.. but then no luck.. lost some money.. sianz..
6) Got some problems with my best friends - well.. don talk about it.. everybody seems to leave my without reason.. or in some case.. take me for granted..
7) Penang Trip - I lost my handphone which i bought onli for 4 mths!! and it spoilt for once.. haha..
8) SAFSA hockey team - i was being accepted but later kana kicked out due to the fact tt i am not a U16, U18, U21 or national team!! damn.. damn SAFSA Convener!! asshole..
9) Got involved in a Police Case - Those who know me well enough and i felt comfortable to tell will know exactly what happen.. but i bet those who come my blog often wont know.. haha..
10) Sigh.. make my mom worried too much for my police case le.. she din slp well for few nights.. feel so unfilial and guilty.. Sorry mom..
11) .... Eh.. not tt i can tink of.. 10 bad things are bad enough for one year le.. wat else..

Well.. Bad things always come with good things too.. here are some good things..
1) Spent 2nd year of my army life slacking as clerk and also bcos i have hockey lo.. I have to say.. Hockey rocks!!
2) Earn more money during my army life.. was moonlighting.. work in Attica since June!! but i have quit alreadi..
3) Know alot more friends in Attica and learn alot of stuffs in night life!! well.. at least i know alot of drinks name now.. got to taste more alcohol too.. not many pple got chance to drink a bottle of champagne 750ml which cost more than $800!! each champagne per gls is approx $90.. well tts like $10+ per mouth.. haha..
4) Got to see some celebrities at my club and alot of chiobu.. and oso those students who make a fool of themselves and let us suan at their JC bash!! haha..
5) Be the Best Trainee for my Military Police Course.. my 2nd Best-Trainee-Plaque.. haha..
6) Went for my AJC Hockey Junior Penang trip for free!! everything paid for.. and oso.. know alot of my juniors.. haha.. absolutely fun la.. bought my new TK compo hockey stick.. awesome..
7) My comp is finally back to my room after being taken over by my bro.. haha..
8) Pass my Basic & Final Theory Test..
9) Got my Open Water Diver License and got to know some friends too!! haha..
10) Still alive after all the shit.. haha..

Hmmm.. for the new year 2007.. i have some wishlist..
Wishlist:
1) Stay out of trouble..
2) Not to get my parents worry..
3) Find a part time job before going NTU..
4) Hope to be able to study after going thru army.. hey.. i have no brain now man..
5) Get my Driving License..
6) Take my Advance Open Water Diver Course..
7) Join a Hockey Club..
8) Have a good 21st Birthday Party!! haha..
9) Everybody i know will be healthy!!
10) Are we still friends???
11) To have someone by my side.. no matter good times or bad times.. i hope to share with someone..

Eh.. End of this post!! haha.. just change my blogskin.. still fine tuning it.. =p..

OH!! Today is my dad's birthday!! my parents are in Genting!! Happy Birthday Dad!!!

HQ oUtiNgS...

2006-11-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

Haha.. everytime i make a new post its seems tt i always start with "its been a long time since i last post".. today different ok?? i suddenly just wish to update those pple who still frequent my blog la.. though i dunno whether u all got frequent anot oso.. hee.. Anyway.. i also lazy to blog la.. lets allow the photos to do the talking man..

HQ Outing I @ Rice Table + Eski Bar

bEfOrE diNnEr sTaRtS @ RiCe tAbLe..

FoOd!!!

cHuAn fEnG & mE... sG iDoL wAnNa-bE...

gReGoRy & tiMoThY...

aT EsKi bAr!!!

uS aGaiN!!!

FiNaLLy wiTh iRfAn bUt sTiLL nO jOsEpH!!!

HQ Outing II @ Ichiban Oishi

cHuAn fEnG & zHeNg cHuAn.. sTaRt wiThoUt uS!?!

mE, TiM & gReG tAkiNg pHoTo bEfOrE eAtiNg...

miNe & iRfAn'S tEnDoN... uSiNg cHoPsTiCkS fOr pRaYeRs?!?

iRfAn, mE & tiM... dAmN sQuEeZy...

iRfAn & mE aGaiN.. mE LoOkiNg sHag.. (sTuPiD gUaRd dUtY..)

mE & mY hArRy'S 1996.. cHaMpiOn cOcKtAiL!!

iRfAn (pReGnAnT.. =p) , cHuAn fEnG & mE aCtiNg cOoL...

uS mOdeLLiNg oUtSiDe HaRrY'S bAr...

LaSt 2 mEn sTaNdiNg... aS uSuaL.. =p..

gRoUp pHoTo iNsiDe hArRy'S bAr.. (miNuS jOsEpH..)

gRoUp pHoToS aGaiN!!!

cAnDiD.. DiFfErEnT eXpReSsiOnS.. mE "mUgGiNg" tHe mEnU fOr "eXaM"..

TaKiNg a bReAk fRoM "mUgGiNg".. nO mOrE cAnDiD..

Haha.. Tts all for this post lo.. no more photos le la.. hopefully there will be more to come so i can update my blog.. so miserable lo.. haha.. anyway.. going to regain my freedom in 12 days time!!! LONG LIVE TO ORD!!! LONG LIVE TO CIVILIAN!!! Right now the most impt tasks for me is to search for the meaning in my life.. i am abit lost in my life alreadi.. cant really find any directions.. seems like i lost interest in my life alreadi lo.. haha.. sounds scary.. buts its true.. maybe there is too much things going on and alot of things not going well for me.. well.. its definitely not bcos of ORD la.. just.. LOST... sigh.. hope to get out of this soon.. Take care all!!

sOmE uPdAtEs..

2006-10-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

Whoa.. its been more than 1 month since i last post liao.. abit busy lo i can say.. hopefully will be more free after ORD la.. somemore the computer is shared between me and my bro.. so wan to blog oso sianz diaoz.. but gonna buy a new comp soon.. a rather cheat one wif wireless connection so both of us can use at e same time.. hee..
Ok Ok.. i dunno wat to say oso.. so decided to post some photos instead la..

Primary School BBQ Gathering

mE & gAy pArTnEr nO.1, zHeNg cHuAn!!! BBQ-iNg hiM!!

mE & gAy pArTnEr nO.2, gArY!!! bLoOdY gAy...

mE & gAy pArTnEr nO.3, jAsOn!!! aCtiNg cOoL..

mE & gAy pArTnEr nO.4, jiNgLiAnG!!! tRyiNg tO mAkE mY eYeS biGgEr!!

mE & giRL fRiEnD nO.1, cHeRyLeNe!!! niCe pRaWn!! yUm..

mE & giRL fRiEnD nO.2, eVaNgeLiNe!! aCt cUtE siA..

mE & giRL fRiEnD nO.3, miNdY!!! wHaTs wiTh tHe gReEn tEa!?!

aLL bLaCkS..

tEcK gHeE pRiMaRy sChOoL gAnG!!!

SAF MP Command Dinner - Night Of Crooks

mE & aDmiN sPeCs, 3SG iRfAn.. mR iRfAn nOw..

mE & pC 1, 2LT cHoNg yAo LoNg

mE & sToRemAn, zHeNg cHuAn.. siCk oF sEeiNg hiM aGaiN?? hAhA..

gAyS oF aCtiVe pRoVoSt cOmPaNy..

cOnTeNdErS fOr NiGhT oF cRoOkS..

Hmmm.. Thats all for this post!! will upload more photos soon.. lazy to blog abt my life la actualli.. sianz.. u can sms or call me personally if u wan to find out??? hahah..

uPdAtE...

2006-09-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

Hahah.. super long nv update my blog liao.. tink shall update abit lo.. for those who haf been constantly coming to my blog and look ard.. (dunno haf anot oso.. haha.. nv tag..)
Oh well.. for everybody info.. i have been quite fine recently... just tt abit sick.. been coughin since last monday when i haf fever and flu.. haha.. just reach home.. back from Singapore Safety Driving Centre.. went there to took Final Theory Test with Cherylene.. I passed so now can book my TP and resume my Driving Lesson le.. have stopped for quite awhile liao.. hahah..
Hmmm.. My Inter-Formation was over.. long long time ago.. deviated from my goal alot.. din scored a goal.. my team din even qualify for 2nd round.. all thanks to e referee.. sucks la.. my hockey stick had gone into graveyard le.. it was broken during one of the AJ juniors training session i attended.. i was hitting tt time and suddenly i heard a sound and i felt e stick become lighter.. haha.. den i saw e bottom part flew off.. -_-".. haix.. have to spend money to buy another stick le.. must be composition stick.. hopefully below 100bucks.. no money la..
Now waiting for ORD.. understudy come le.. hee.. so now can stay in bunk and don come down to office liao.. haha.. 70plus days more!!! looking forward to it!! pls.. if anyone free.. pls jio me out ya?? hmmm.. now trying to save money so that i can put braces on my teeth.. and oso for my driving lesson and test and my Advance Open Water Diver Course.. waahhh.. everything os need money.. sianz..
After ORD.. hopefully can get a full time job which got ard 1.2 - 1.4K monthly.. work until June den rest abit for sch to reopen in July.. haha.. thinking of changing my course in NTU le.. Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering sounds xiong.. thinking of changing to Accountancy or Business.. hee.. yup..
But den i will oso like to take up course outside privately.. like Casino-related kind.. sounds fun to me.. hahah..
Oh well.. see how la.. gonna book in tonite.. cos got a damn SAR21 Familiarisation Shoot tomorrow morning.. haix..

iNtEr-fOrMaTiOn hOcKeY tOuRnAmEnT 06/07

2006-07-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

iNtEr-fOrMaTiOn hOcKeY tOuRnAmEnT 06/07

Hahah.. finally.. after a yr of waiting.. inter-formation hockey tournament 06/07 will be starting soon.. this yr MINDEF goal is of cos again defends the title one more time and head for 5th consecutive year of being the Champions.. if we ever win.. i hope to get the MVP award la.. this yr our team is like super depleted la.. of the whole team onli left 3 persons from last yr team.. the rest either posted to other unit or had ORD-ed liao.. sianzzz.. if no gd player come in.. given our current squad.. we at the most make it to 2nd round.. haizz... think this yr i cant play in my original position as defenders le.. although last yr i play as left half la.. but if no gd player.. i shall try to play as centre half.. oh.. centre half is a position tt need skilful player.. i not skilful enuf lo.. so must play even harder..
Our training is like every Wednesday & Friday.. so sianz la.. haf to travel to Bedok Camp from my camp at Yewtee le.. den train finish liao haf to travel back to Ang Mo Kio.. Super waste of time la!!! i am a busy man ok??? haha.. got alot of other commitments lo.. Oh well.. this onli last for a month onli..
Hmmm.. i nowadays usually blog onli when i have photos to upload.. but today don haf.. just tt i feel like blogging nia.. its late at nite now.. veri tired.. but don feel like sleeping.. alot of things going through my mind.. i dunno how to put it also.. i just felt veri lonely lo.. haix.. dunno how to say la.. just tink tt my friendships with my frds is like veri not firm lo.. aiya.. dunno la.. ignore me.. if u think tt you are my frd be it hi-bye or good frd.. pls tink again.. what is our friendship based on?? are you fit to be my frd?? or am i good enuf to be urs??? sometimes i just feel that some of my friendship i haf with others is like super fake.. anything happen.. pooofff.. here you go.. its gone.. haha..
I dunno how to say la.. haix.. ignore me.. just leave me alone all...

cErTiFiEd oPeN wAtEr DiVeR!!! - pArT 3 (FiNaL)

2006-07-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

cErTiFiEd oPeN wAtEr DiVeR!!! - pArT 3 (FiNaL)

Oh well.. managed to find sometimes to continue this post again... hopefully this will be the last.. if not will have to wait for a week or so more again cos i will be quite busy for the rest of the week.. :P..
After a long night.. i onli managed to sleep like 3 hrs or so.. haha.. luckily my motion sickness more or less recovered le.. if not this 2 days onli slp like 6 hrs realli damn shagged lo.. despite the lack of sleep.. i still insist on waking up at 6 plus so that i will not rush later.. after washing up.. i woke ZC up den i went outside to the balcony.. to my surprise.. i saw the 3 dogs that belongs to this island owner loitering outside our room!! haha.. den 2 of them which is the parent approached me and the young one just went away.. so i took sometimes playing with them since nothing to do anyway..
oNe oF tHe dOgs!! sHouLd bE tHe mOm.. hAhA..

After which went to lie on the bench beside the shore.. waaahhh.. sea breeze blowing.. damn shuang.. nearly fell aslp.. if not for ZC to call me to eat breakfast.. buffet again.. got nasi lemak la.. fried noodles la.. fried bread with eggs la.. and hard boiled eggs.. after which we boarded the dive boat and headed towards our 1st dive site, Tanhung Gua.. tink everyone was very slpy after staying up so late.. haha.. i am the most shagged and slpy one.. think i stoned quite alot of times lo.. haha..
hEaDiNg tO oUr DiVe siTe..

NiCe sCeNeRy RiGhT??

mE pOsiNg wiTh tHe NiCe isLaNd..

wHaT wE LoOkiNg aT?? oNe dOwN dUe tO sLeEpiNeSsSs...

After we reached the dive site.. immediately geared up den one by one got into the sea.. as usual.. i was the first to jump in.. for this dive.. i paired up with ZC again.. and we have to descend without the help of buoyant line except to use it as a reference.. at the bottom.. we did abit of navigation & nearly "Ho Lan" cos obviously there was a miscommunication between my buddy & me and the instructor.. after which we went for leisure dive liao.. saw a sea cucumber which was quite big.. alot of beautiful corals & etc.. spotted a veri big fish but cant realli remember what its name la.. haha..
mE uNdErwAtEr..

LoOk LiKe bRaiN hOh?!?

wAh sEi.. uNdErwAtEr fLoWeR??

cLoSe uP viEw oF a cOraL..

i tHiNk tHiS wAs tHe BiG FiSh i mEnTiOnEd... :P..

mUd sKiPpEr iN tHe sEa??

nAtUraL rUbBiSh BiN iN tHe sEa..

At the end of our leisure dive.. we did a Control Emergency Swimming Ascent (CESA) to the surface.. Then we did tired-diver tow, removal & wearing of BCD and also sitting on the BCD and balance on it at the surface.. on the boat after i took off my equipments.. Thomas suddenly asked be to go to the edge as he got something to show me.. at first i said don haf.. den he asked me to stand closer.. suddenly he gave me a push la! ahah.. luckily my reflexes are fast enough to caught hold to the bench.. heee.. but i got a small abbrasion at the feet la..
After everyone got on the boat.. we proceeded to our last dive site, Buloh Kasap.. feeling abit sad because this trip is coming to an end and i still had not have enough of diving lo.. sianz.. This time round we descended as a group without the help or reference of the buoyant line.. i was descending so fast tt the instructor caught hold of me.. not because it was dangerous.. but because must observed what is below me.. haha.. i know la.. i wont destroyed the corals or stepped on to any sea urchins one de la.. saw a small jelly fish after i reached the bottom.. haha.. tink i and the jelly fish got "yuan fen" lo.. kept meeting it.. the instructor played with it a while before pushing it away.. Next we did complete mask removal & hovering.. As my instructor was testing other people.. the jelly fish came back again.. few of us were like dodging it la.. causing a small chaos lo.. den i remembered what Thomas did during the first dive.. so i followed suit and used my regulator & press the purge button to blow it away.. den we had our leisure dive.. saw lift fish which swam vertically, veri big sea urchin and other fish & corals which i had no knowledge of.. at end of the dive.. we practised safety stop before surfacing.. while hovering at the 5m mark.. Thomas and i played finger game "chi ko ba" la... -_-".. haah..
i LoOkEd dAmN fUnNy hErE...

aLiEn cReAtUrE fOuNd!!

siMpLy aMaZiNg!!!

tHe vEri BiG sEa uRcHiN!!

wHo tHrOw "rAmBuTaN" iN tHe sEa??

LoOkS LiKe wHaT mY mOm bUy fOr DiNnEr..

oYsTeR siA!! yUmMy!! gOt pEarL aNoT??

rUtH, sHaRoN & zHeNg cHuAn sAtiSfiEd aFtEr DiVe!!

After all of us got onto the boat.. we headed back to our resort.. on the way back.. we dismantled our equipments and put it back into the dive gear.. upon reaching back.. we onli got 1 hr for us to have our lunch and also to wash up and bath before we took the boat back to Mersing Jetty..
gOoD bYe PuLaU TiNgGi.. dEsMoNd, mAbeL, ZC, sHaRoN & tHoMaS..

a DiVeR cOupLe..

FiNgEr gAmE aGaiN?? pRiZe fOr tHe wiNnEr?? mY gReY sLiPpErS.. hAhA!!

the journey was quite a short one from Pulau Tinggi to Mersing Jetty as we never failed to entertain ourselves.. over at Mersing Jetty.. we had a short break where we had some food & wrote our dive log book while waiting for the van.. and also for me to took a short nap to repair my generator.. hee..
aT tHe mErSiNg jEtTy..

Waited for 45mins before the van arrived.. on the van.. everyone knocked off la.. haha.. too tired liao.. we onli woke up when we about to reach 2nd link.. along the way to the custom.. we shared alot of jokes & "Qian Bian Wen Da Ti" to kill time lo.. haha.. so time passed veri fast.. at the Malaysia Custom was quite fast.. we onli had to wait at the Singapore Custom due to long queue.. but we still continued the lame questions to entertain ourselves.. haha.. After we passed Singapore Custom.. we took the van and headed back to SunnyCove.. Over there we bid each other goodbye.. onli to hope we can meet again and better still take Advance Open Water Diver Course together!!!
tHe SiAo OnZ pEopLe oF tHe DiViNg tRiP!!!

Ok.. Thats the end of my diving trip.. hopefully wat i mentioned and the picture actualli let you have interest in diving!! if anyone going diving.. please remember to jio me along!! i will be more than happy!! hee.. Thanks!!

cErTiFiEd oPeN wAtEr DiVeR!!! - pArT 2

2006-07-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

cErTiFiEd oPeN wAtEr DiVeR!!! - pArT 2

Ok.. finally i found some times to continue my Pulau Tinggi trip.. hee.. so here i go..
Continue from last post.. after i went back to my room barefooted.. i try my best to fix e stupid slippers.. gif me so much problem.. luckily it was not tt hard to fix at all lo.. after that we went to collect our dive equipments which we left besides the swimming pool and head to the jetty to take our dive boat.. On the boat we are all veri excited man.. our 1st dive of our life le.. haha.. we were heading to a dive site called Buloh Kasap which we reached in abt 15 mins time.. when the boat stopped moving, we started to gear up.. first time wearing the wet suit (dive suit).. veri difficult to wear at first.. cos is like tight fitting for me la.. i big size ma.. haha.. den we start to prepare our dive equipment.. testing the tank.. checking the pressure and fitting the BCD (Buoyancy Control Device) to the tank and taking the weight belt.. for the weight belt is the less weight u took.. the more zai u are.. and normally.. guys needed more weight den girls.. haha.. after preparing.. was to put on all the equipments with the help of the buddy.. if not was quite hard to put on cause is like super heavy la.. haha.. everyone seems to take their time to gear up.. tink afraid to be the first to dive.. so bo bian.. i shall start the ball rolling la.. standing near the platform, the Assistant Instructor, Willie helped me to check on my equipment.. luckily he helped me check.. cos i forgot to connect the inflator hose to the inflator.. :P.. after which i try putting on the fins while standing and next, i jumped into the water liao!! Doooommmmm!!! i took my first breath using the regulator in the sea water for the first time!! as my BCD is inflated.. i floated immediately.. den i changed the regulator to the snorkel to save air lo!!!
mE rEaDy tO jUmP!! (uNdErwAtEr tErMiNaToR oN miSsiOn..)

After tt i swam towards the buoyancy ball as the Instructor, Thomas is waiting there for us and it is also the place which we will descend, following the rope leading towards the seabed..
sHu hUa (fOrGoT tO cOnNeCt tHe iNfLaToR hOsE tOo!!) diViNg wiF piNk cAp??

zHeNg cHuAn fOrgOt tO cOnNeCt tOo!! hAhA!!

jOaNnE.. LiKe gOiNg sChOoL uNdErwAtEr!! hAhA!!

one by one.. everybody was finally in the water liao.. we crowded around the buoyancy ball.. Thomas den asked us to pair up and prepare to dive down.. i din pair up wif zheng chuan in the end.. instead i paired up with Shu Hua.. cos her buddy is no where to be seen.. den Thomas don wan to wait.. so i descend down with her lo.. first dive.. Adrenaline started to flow.. cos if anything happen underwater.. tink will veri jia lat.. haha.. we started to deflat our BCD.. breath out every single amount of air in our lungs.. holding on the rope as reference.. after deflating the BCD.. the hand we use to pinch our nose to equalize the pressure in the ear..
Veri soon.. we reached the bottom.. and we followed the rope to the place where it is being tied to.. and then stayed there to wait for the rest.. staying underwater is a whole new experience for us.. haha.. i was like damn curious la.. looking around.. trying to spot different fish, corals and creatures.. hoping to see something interesting.. but the visibility like veri lousy like tt.. onli was like 5m lo.. den suddenly.. i saw a palm sized jellyfish floating in front of us.. i was like wat the hell.. so i alert Shu Hua abt the jellyfish and i try to tell her where issit.. apparently.. i pointed to her the jellyfish but she just looked to where i am pointing.. so she failed to see it.. den i alert Thomas and he finally spotted it.. he den blow the jellyfish away with his regulator using the purge button.. den we looked up to the surface.. onli to realize there is a big jellyfish below those who had not descend.. diaoz.. but we also lan lan cant do anything..
jeLLyFiSh.. a bEaUtiFuL yEt LeThaL cReAtUrE..

After like waiting for 15mins.. the next person, Joanne, finally came down.. during waiting.. my right leg cramped la.. cos tink bcos of the hike and also bcos i was in kneeling position all along.. here some pictures we took underwater!!
mE & sHu hUa wHiLe wAiTiNg..
tHiS iS a bEtTeR oNe?? wiTh fiSh aRoUnD uS!!
hAhA.. sAmE pOsE aGaiN!!
mE, sHu hUa & jOaNnE.. tHe 3 uNdErwAtEr mUsKeTeErS!!

while stilling waiting for the rest to come down.. suddenly.. Joanne signalled that she is veri cold.. shivered like dunno wat lo.. tink to a stage which she dunno what she was doing like.. i was like wat the hell.. don scared us le.. so Thomas immediately took off his BCD & equipments including regulator.. and also his wetsuit.. his goggle den stuck in the wetsuit and also the tank toppled over.. so i saved the tanks and put the regulator back into his mouth as Shu Hua tried to take out the goggle.. but duno why cant find it.. den i waved back my hand and accidentally hit something hard in the wetsuit!! it was the goggle.. haha.. so lucky sia.. so i passed it back to Thomas.. but the best is that.. Joanne cant do the same as him!! cos it needed some skills and guts to take out all the things lo.. so in the end bo bian.. Joanne just have to surface.. so after awhile.. onli another 2 came down.. Zheng Chuan & Ruth.. so Thomas wait until sianz liao so signalled to us to follow him.. so just follow lo.. along the way saw sea urchin and all this.. but after a while.. i was like slowly ascending.. so i just tried to keep me sinking but failed to do so lo.. haha.. so before i could do anything.. i surfaced liao.. -_-".. sianz.. but after surfaced.. onli to realize everyone also can control their buoyancy well!! is actualli because everytime we breath in air.. we din breath out all also.. so keep abit.. so everytime we breath in.. more and more air accumulate.. so our buoyancy slowly increase until we surface lo.. haha.. Bo bian.. so we have to abort this dive and board the boat.. Things we din see... haha..
sEa sLuG... qUiTe ugLy...

nEmO fOuNdEd aT PuLaU TiNgGi!!

dUnNo wHaT FiSh iS tHiS... hAhA..

sEa bEd fuLL oF cOraLs!!

cOraLs... (tAkEn uSiNg rEd fiLtEr oN cAmErA..)

After we boarded the boat.. Thomas instructed to go back first before next dive.. to get a new wetsuit for Joanne and also more weights and De-Congestion Pills for those who cant equalize their ears while descending due to mucus in the sinus or wat.. haha.. the rest of us take a quick bite & replenish fluid & also to relieve ourselves la.. haha.. den i also took sometimes to ask Thomas about controlling buoyancy.. After which we boarded the boat again and head towards our 2nd dive site, Tanjung Gua..
The dive site was about 10mins trip la.. so quite near.. after we arrived at the site.. we immediately geared up.. the oxygen tank alreadi changed before we alight the boat just now.. oh well.. i was one of the few who need to change the tank cos i stayed in the water longer than e rest.. and i bigger in size.. hence need more air.. haha.. this time round i am still the first who jumped into the water first.. as usual.. swim to the buoyancy ball and wait for the rest.. after a while.. e rest came along.. next i paired up wif Zheng Chuan and ready to descend liao.. ok.. tink is i heavy enough.. or maybe i got too much weights on me.. i descended quite fast.. the visibility is better than just now.. around 7 m.. while descending.. i kept a look out on wat is at the sea bed.. to my surprise.. there is alot of sea urchins below!! -_-".. so must be veri careful.. as i followed the rope to the end.. there is like 10 plus sea urchins around la.. there is a couple who is like 2 arms length away from me.. Next.. we practised skills like clearing half flooded mask, fin pivot and regulator retrieval.. for the fin pivot is difficult.. cos there is alot of sea urchins around.. den not a clear space for me to do lo.. den Thomas never saw it.. kept asking me to do.. so i signalled to him the sea urchins.. onli then he cleared it for me.. wan me to die meh.. haha..
DefLaTiNg BCD & rEaDy tO dEsCeNd!!!

pRaCtiSiNg aLtErNaTe AiR sOuRcE!!

a bUnCh oF sEa uRcHiNs..

sEa uRcHiNs HiDiNg...

After practising.. we went for a leisure dive.. i was determined to stay underwater for the whole dive.. and luckily.. i got the hang of it!! hahah.. it was realli nice to dive around and appreciating the underwater sceneries.. there were times which i nearly kana kicked by Thomas or Shu Hua by their fins.. and also times which got people above me den i dunno what to do.. haha.. but luckily nothing happen la.. saw alot of sea urchins, corals and clown fish!! the highlight of this dive is went suddenly Thomas lead us to a deeper ground.. then after which we realized we have dive into the middle of a coral reef and we were being surrounded!! Amazing stuffs sia.. after which we surfaced.. onli then i realized there is onli 3 out of 7 of us managed to complete this dive with Thomas.. The rest just float to the surface during the route..
a bRiGhT coLoUrEd sEa sLuG..

sEa cUcUmBeR.. LoOk dAmN fAkE... hAhA!!

sHaRkS cOmiNg!! NeMo HiDiNg!!

tHoUsAnD yEaRs LiNg zHi fOuNd uNdErwAtEr!!!

cArLsBeRg iS sO gOoD tHaT eVeN sEa cUcUmBeR LoVe tO dRiNk!!

After surfaced then i realized something.. i din do alternate air source.. cos just now underwater my buddy was doing wif the other person due to a mistake by the Assistant Instructor, Willie.. haha.. so bo bian.. my buddy and i headed towards the buoyancy ball and descended again.. my buddy got abit of problem descending la.. while i was like descend abit fast.. so i reached bottom faster.. den i saw Thomas and Mabel, one of the student.. so i headed towards them.. den Thomas asked me to do alternate air source with her lo.. so just do lo.. after finishing.. i swam towards my buddy den signalled to surface.. haha.. in the end he just descended for fun onli lo.. when i boarded the boat.. suddenly i felt abit not balanced.. ahha.. nearly fell down sia.. den damn Malu liao.. after all of us was on the boat.. we headed back to the resort.. and also to dismantle the equipment on the tank and pack it into the gear bag..
cAmErA mAn gOt sEaSiCk!!

NiCe bAcKgRoUnD!! sHaRoN, mE, zHeNg cHuAn & tHoMaS!!

Q vErSiOn oF TiTaNiC!!

jOaNnE & mAbeL!!

When we about to reach the resort.. we realized that the resort was veri dark.. we knew cham liao.. the generator spoilt liao.. so we had a candle light dinner together.. den we took 4 candles & a match box each to our room to use.. showered with the help of candle.. quite errie lo when looked into the mirror.. no eletricity means no heater & no air-conditioner.. so had to bathe with cold water.. haha.. after bathing.. i went outside to graze the stars.. onli to feel that the sky was moving.. haha.. siao bo.. abit giddy lo.. this was due to sea-motion sickness la.. haha.. so i took a nap before we had to gathered at the dining area to write the dive log-book which we kept a record of the details of the number of dives & the dive site & our experiences..
After writing.. got nothing to do.. somemore the room was damn warm.. so we decided not to sleep.. so there were ghost story telling session.. and also some poker cards games & also lame game like "zhong ji mi ma", "one frog jump into the water", "007" and etc.. the forfeit was to drink water.. we managed to finish 2 tubs of water.. at around 1 plus.. everyone started to feel tired & also motion sickness.. most of them slept on the chairs in the dining area.. for me?? i went besides the pool to rest.. never sleep.. was hoping for the generator to be fix.. den at around 3 plus.. when i was about to become unconscious on the chairs in the dining area.. i suddenly hear some noises.. i woke up onli to realize the electricity was back!! yeah!! aha.. den i woke Willie up den he went to wake the rest of them up.. back into the room.. i fell asleep immediately once lie on the bed.. hee..

Ok.. thats all for this post.. gonna go rest liao.. World Cup 2006 Finals later!! WooooHooo!!
Please wait for cErTiFiEd oPeN wAtEr DiVeR!!! - pArT 3!! hopefully it will be the last.. maybe not.. cos still got quite alot of photos to upload.. i will continue day 3 next time!! Stay tuned..

cErTiFiEd oPeN wAtEr DiVeR!!! - pArT 1

2006-06-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

cErTiFiEd oPeN wAtEr DiVeR!!! - pArT 1

Yeah!!! I am now a certified open water diver liao!! haha.. took e course 2 weeks ago wif one of my primary school frd.. applied it at Sunny Cove which is situated at River Valley Road.. for infomation.. the whole package including the trip to Pulau Tinggi is SGD 400.. reasonable price.. in fact cheaper than most of the dive centre.. the package including a dive manual.. in which is self study and have to do a knowledge review.. after that have to took a test at Sunny Cove.. quite alot to study.. but quite simple actualli.. (i tink la.. haha..)
16 June'06 Friday - Day 1.. We went to Sunny Cove in the eveing as we are supposed to gather there.. reach there ard 1930hrs.. whoa.. damn crowded.. thought our group is so damn big la.. but ard 45mins later.. they announced for Pulau Dayang group to alight the van.. haha.. more than half of them went off.. song bo.. den left ard 15 of us.. hee.. 15mins later.. our van arrived.. After loading our diving equipments and stuffs.. we went on to the van.. but a while later.. Thomas asked to come down as he got important news to announce to us.. He just received a call over at Pulau Tinggi that the generator was down and that means no more electricity!! -_-".. so he consulted us if we were still going on for the trip.. i and my frd were the first to give the go ahead sign.. den the rest followed.. 4 of them din go.. they are there for leisure dive also don make a difference to us.. in the end den i realize got 7 of us learning.. 2 of them is certified liao.. but accompanied their gf & frd to go.. den 3 instructors all together..
From Sunny Cove.. we took ard 15 mins to reach Singapore Custom.. past the custom liao another 5 mins to Malaysia Custom.. den we are in Malaysia.. our destination is Mersing Jetty.. which was damn far from here.. we had a small break at a qiosk after like half an hr ride?? brought some bread and drinks as i am quite hungry la.. and also can eat during the 1 hr plus ride to to Mersing Jetty.. along the way.. think all but 2 of us din knock off.. i was like seeing outside of the van though the surrounding was super dark.. the moon was like damn big la.. and also it was quite exciting to see how the driver trying to overtake the other vehicle on a single lane but 2way traffic.. ahah.. reached the Jetty liao we immediately alight and took our individual equipment bag and head for the boat.. it was a dive boat la.. loaded with oxygen tank.. we sit around.. but since we first time meet onli.. so not much talking la.. so i went to the bow of the ship which is the front of the boat la.. the sky is super clear and there is alot of stars.. looking to the left.. it was super misty.. make it veri mysterious.. machiam if we head in the boat will go to another dimension.. haha.. lame.. we also heard water splashing.. later found out that is actualli a fish called barracuda went for hunting.. have a small talk with one of the instructor who is a army regular!! as we about to reach Pulau Tinggi.. everyone suddenly head towards the bow lo..
After we got on the island.. we went to the lobby.. the place is like a resort la.. den we had some supper treat which included Fried Bee hoon and sandwiches.. dunno is we hungry or the cook is good.. the food tasted damn nice.. Thomas den handed us the key to our room which is fully air-conditioned and got warm water bath!! i had a quick bath den one of the instructor which is a Dive Master called Weng jio me to watch soccer!! Mexico Vs Angola!! but the match is so damn bored!! so at half time we went to slp liao..

tHe clear dArk sKy & wAtEr rEfLeCtiOn.. (wOnDeR cAn sEe aNoT...)

17 June'06 Saturday - Day 2.. Woke up at 0630hrs.. after washed up.. i went out to explore the island!! hee.. the breakfast is at 0730hrs.. so i got more than enough time to look around!!

tHe isLaNd viEw aT dAwN...

tHe LoBbY..

Have a pretty heavy breakfast in the morning.. cos is buffet style and quite nice.. have cereal.. some bee hoon.. some bread fried with egg.. and hard boiled eggs!!!

tHe DiNiNg haLL..

After breakfast at around 0800hrs.. we gathered around the pool for pool session liao.. we were told to swim around first.. thread water.. den we were taught how to assemble equipment, hand signals under water and also some diving techniques & rescue techinques by the instructor Thomas..

pOoL wHiCh wE hAd oUr pOoL LeSsOn!!

LiStEniNg aTtEnTiVeLy dUriNg pOoL LeSsOn..

pRaCtiSiNg tHe tEcHniQuEs..

hMmM.. wHaT aRe tHeY LoOkiNg aT??

tiReD diVeR tOw!! (zHeNg cHuAn & a tiReD mE!!)

after pool.. we were taught how to diassemble the stuffs and how to pack.. den we have our lunch at the dining hall.. den at around 1300hrs.. we gathered again to go for a hike at one of the mountain in Pulau Tinggi!! our destination?? a water fall!!

mE, rUtH & sHaRoN..

tHoMaS, zHi XiaNg, jOaNnE & sHu hUa..

sEtTiNg oFf..

bEfOrE "heLL" sTaRt...

Hmmm.. the journey to the water fall is a rather short one.. less than half an hr can reach le.. 15 mins also can but must climb real fast.. the slope all is super steep la.. damn tiring sia.. plus the hot weather did not help either.. we all also stupid la.. din bring any water.. a few of them backed off half way through.. veri soon.. we reached our destination liao.. sianz.. this few days din rained much.. so the water fall is like damn small la.. the rope which we depended on to go down came off.. so was quite difficult to go down.. The water is damn damn cold la.. though not veri clear.. but we have some fun over there too!! and also took quite a few photos there!!

sHu hUa & mE tAkiNg a sHoRt bReAk haLF wAy tHrU!! (sHaGgGg...)

cOmiNg dOwN tHe sTeEp sLoPe..

tHe "wAtEr faLL".. -_-"

DiVe mAsTeR, WeNg & mE..

tHe cOupLe.. zHi xiAnG & jOaNnE..

tHe cHarLiE's aNgeL!! (jOaNnE, mAbeL & sHu hUa)

fOuNd a MiNi ReSiDeNt fRoG oVeR tHeRe!!

sEe zHeNg cHuAn (iN oRaNgE) tO gAuGe hOw coLd iS tHe wAtEr!!

aLL sEeiNg tHe cAmErA mAn tO siNk!! eViDeNcE!!

wAtEr spLaShiNg fEsTiVaL!!

tHe gRoUp wHo cOnQuErEd tHe "mOuNtAiN" oF TiNgGi..

Though the water fall is disappointing.. but nevertheless.. we haf fun over there!! haha.. After which.. we went back to the resort again.. ya.. have to climb again.. this time round i was damn suay.. my slipper spoilt.. one of the rubber strip came off.. so bo bian.. have to bare foot and walked.. wahhh.. damn pain.. sia.. got alot of rock.. den again.. on e way back to resort.. got a long stretch of wooden plank.. super hot sia!! luckily my sole skin veri thick.. so damage is veri minimal.. haha..

Ok.. tts all for this post.. too many photos to upload.. so must split into 2 parts.. or maybe 3 parts?? even 4 parts?? somemore i took 1 hr plus to do this blog le.. tired liao.. and also gonne go out soon.. haha.. kk.. to those who readin.. pls stay tuned for "cErTiFiEd oPeN wAtEr DiVeR!!! - pArT 2"!!! heee..

wOrLd cUp 2006!!

2006-06-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

Finally!! yrs after yrs, months after months, days after days of waiting.. World Cup 2006 finally started!! haha.. being a hardcore soccer fan last time.. now tone down alreadi.. now hardcore hockey fan.. neverthelss.. world cup is something every one must not miss!!! last time world cup always falls on the important year of mine.. PSLE.. Olevel.. now finally.. i get to watch in peace cos i am in the army!!!
Today morning 0000hrs was the first match.. Germany against Costa Rica.. its was quite a nice match bcos both team were attacking.. but think i am too tired le.. i watch until the match almost finished den i also "finished" le.. wahaha.. actualli watch world cup must haf alot of people one.. den fun.. watching alone can be damn boring one lo.. so anyone interested to watch wif me?? hee..
This world cup i tink Brazil will crown as champions again.. the top 4 i hope to see England, Argentina, Brazil and Holland.. tink it will be interesting la.. luckily i no gf.. if not sure break.. haha.. just kidding..
Last Sunday went to Kbox at Cineleisure.. wif my pri sch frds la.. cos one of them is going in army liao.. missed the world cup.. so poor thing.. haha.. hey gary.. i half more yr coming out.. u all the best huh.. haha.. ok.. went to Pasta mania for lunch.. long time nv eat there alreadi.. after which went Kbox.. it was fun though.. here is some pic..

jAsOn tHe jAy cHoU wAnNa-bE

MiNdY tHe sHyEsT siNgEr oF aLL tiMeS..

cHeRyLeNe tHe bEsT SiNgEr aMoNg aLL oF uS!

mAkiNg tHeMseLvEs aT hOmE..

fRoM tHeiR fAcE wiLL kNoW tHaT hOw mUcH fUn wE hAvE!!

mY siNgiNg mUsT bE sUcKs!! sEe cHeRyLeNe'S fAcE!!

tHaNkS gArY fOr tAkiNg sUcH a "niCe" piC oF mE.. -_-"..

tHiS iS a bEtTeR oNe!! mE sToNiNg iN kBoX!!

oUr fOoD & dRiNkS!! bEeR fOr mE aS uSuaL!!

zHeNg cHuAn (LeFt) wHo cAmE fOr DiNnEr.. gArY (riGhT) eNtErinG aRmY.. haViNg diNnEr aT bUrGeR kiNg!!

After dinner went to play billard at Kpool den went to play Dota!! haha.. damn fun!! ok.. i have membership at Kbox.. next time anyone wan to go can jio me along!! kpool i can get the membership card from my frd!! haha..

hmmm.. recently heard that there will be a hockey tournament in Aug.. finally.. after so long wait.. hope the training can start faster!! cant wait to meet my teammates and play hockey!! my hands cant wait to touch the hockey stick again!!! goal for this tournament.. Champions for 6th consecutive time & MVP of the tournament!! i will work hard!!
damn lazy to blog now adays la.. haha.. the frequency will can less often i tink.. anyway next weekend should be going Malaysia for diving!! will come back wif more pics!! hee..

LoNg wEeKeNd..

2006-04-25T18:23:00.000+08:00

I have a veri long weekend last week.. why le?? cos i am on MC this 2 days.. haha.. Monday and Tuesday.. I have diagnosed to have gastritis la.. sianz.. damn pain la my stomach..
Last Friday i took half day leave to go support my AJC junior hockey boy's first match.. so i have a fairly early lunch.. i took laksa la.. den all e way i nv eat anything.. i went there den become the assistant coach.. at night go play mahjong.. den my stomach felt uncomfortable.. i tot just stomache.. den passed mid night.. i start to feel pain in my stomach.. i tahan all e way till e morning den e pain subside.. Saturday my stomach felt discomfort onli.. Sunday oso.. but in e evening it starts to get veri pain.. so bo bian.. my mom took me to Tan Tock Seng Hospital.. i was later diagnosed to have gastritis.. it is some inflammation in e stomach la..
Haix.. now i haf to watch my diet liao.. cant haf too spicy food or sour food.. den must eat regularly.. if i don eat on time i will be in pain la.. haha..
K k.. tts all for my post.. 7 more mths to ORD!!

sTiLL wAiTiNg...

2006-04-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. i am still waiting for alot of things to happen i tink.. haha.. so many things lo.. dunno when will i know what will happen.. sianz..
1stly.. I am still waiting for the news of whether i can get in to Singapore Armed Forces Sports Association (SAFSA) Hockey team anot.. whether i can go for the training anot.. seriously lo.. i don mind don play many games.. i just wan to play hockey for the passion nia.. cos HOCKEY IS FUN! haha..
2ndly.. I am waiting for the time to come for my ORD!! haha.. my neck is veri long liao.. :P.. i am looking forward to civilian life and into university life once again to crack my brain and let all my brain cells died..
3rdly.. I am waiting for World Cup to start in 2 months time.. cant wait to see all the teams play.. finally i can watch in peace no need to worry about exam.. for info.. all the World Cup and European Cup fell on all my most impt yr in school life.. World Cup in Primary 6 (PSLE).. European Cup in Secondary 2 (Streaming).. World Cup again in Secondary 4 (O'level).. den European Cup in JC 2 (A'level).. wat the hell.. haha.. luckily still manage to do fairly well in e exams.. hee..
4thly.. I am still waiting for her to reply me.. dunno how long is she gonna Missing-In-Action (MIA).. ahha.. if you are reading.. Please reply me on hp?? spend onli 5cents?? haha.. so petty?? hee..
Kk.. gotta go now.. haf to go play mahjong liao..

dAyS LeFt iN aRmY..

2006-03-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... i left less than 9 mths to ORD lo.. haha.. looking forward to it.. but now i am striving for slack life in army!! haha.. i alreadi put in alot of efforts in it liao le.. having participate in NDP and SAF day.. getting Best Trainee for both SPDS & MP Basic Course.. participate in Inter-Formation 11 aside Hockey Tournament and won Champions and get 4th in recent Inter-Formation 6aside Hockey Tournament.. tink is about time for me to "retire" la.. haha..
I now hopefully is a clerk for my company.. and just for info.. i will be joining SAFSA (Singapore Armed Forces Sports Association) Hockey Team.. (hopefully i will be going for training soon).. the training is like Monday, Wednesday, Friday lo.. so i practically onli go to camp twice a week.. den match is most likely on weekend la.. haha.. gd hoh.. its gd to do something i got passion wif in army..
Next.. dunno wat to say le.. haha.. if u are looking at this post (i wan to let u noe tt we are still frds after all.. hope we can still talk like last time!!).. OK!! tts all!! take care!!

SiAnZ..

2006-03-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. Sianz la.. this few days alot of things happen.. aiya.. don feel like saying.. when things get settle down den i will talk more abt it.. think tt prayers did not work.. my job as clerk is in danger.. damn sianz can.. i will be joining SAFSA Hockey hopefully.. its my passion anyway..
Kk.. shall talk more next time.. now no mood to write liao la.. sometimes i just don understand issit so hard to become friends again?? aiya.. anything la..

POP Lo!!!

2006-02-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

Whoa!! Finally POP liao!! now a full pledged MP!! after 1 yr plus of trainee life.. finally can slack abit.. liao.. no more marching to cook house.. no more 5BX!!! hoping for a 8-5 life alreadi.. so i can go home everyday.. hee..
Oh ya.. last week haf our Control & Restrain Grading.. all passed of course.. den haf our POP rehearsal.. Hmmm.. i am proud to announce that i am the Best Trainee of MP Basic Course 03/2005.. haha.. actualli.. oso like tt la.. take best trainee oso like tt.. just another plaque lo.. no promotion.. no pay rise.. no one to share the joy wif me oso.. aiya.. use to it alreadi la.. tt day parade was a smooth one.. nothing cock up or wat la.. i take e plaque from Commandant similar to how i take from CO last time.. Lao jiao liao huh.. in taking plaque.. haha..
Den last Wednesday pass out liao.. lunch time still haf to do chin up.. wat the.. i was quite shocked la.. den book out at 1600.. den haf POP function at Chevron.. ok.. i must admit.. it was quite a boring one.. but i tink my course mates had done a great job la.. their efforts were veri much appreciated.. the food was ok.. the atmosphere was ok.. free flow of 7ups and orange.. which i tink is good enuf for all of us.. nv drink much la.. den got play games.. i was sabotaged in the "Royal Rumble" which 20 of us were being selected.. 7 in the arenas.. everyone got a balloon tied to their legs.. den objective is to step each other balloons.. i am the no.14 to enter e arena.. after a while left 5 of us.. 4 malays and 1 chinese which is me of cos.. and guess wat?? racism appears.. all the 4 malays charged at me.. haha.. luckily.. i am agile enough to dodged all their steps.. hee.. got once i was being pushed and fell down den one of my shoes came out.. so i suddenly knew how to break dance lo.. ahha.. managed to dodged all the attacks.. in e end left last person.. i panting like hell.. the arena got smaller.. but in e end i won la.. haha.. more tiring den IPPT le.. haha.. i got the "Royal Rumble" belt.. and oso $10 sports link voucher.. hee.. after which went back home..
Next day out processing.. morning until 10 nothing to do.. at around 9 plus.. those gombak and mindef personnels were all being fetched away.. quite sad to see them away la.. den at 10 i and joo went over to S1 Branch to get our posting.. guess what? we posted back to APC.. immediately got things to do.. is to pack ration for those GOH personnels.. at noon i booked out cos got MINDEF hockey training at Bedok Camp at 1500hrs.. ok.. training nothing one.. haha.. waste my time to go over.. and money oso!! after which went back home..
Friday.. Morning nothing to do.. slp in bunk whole morning.. afternoon help to do RO.. my jobs last time.. hee.. tts all la!! hope i posted back as a clerk lo.. hee.. chao keng!!! yeah!!!
Ok.. tts all for this post!! pray for me to become clerk!! take care all!!

FiNaL wEeK oF MP BaSiC cOuRsE!!

2006-02-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. its been a super long time since i last update.. haha.. cant be blame la.. abit too busy liao.. weekend bookout is either mahjonging or playing DOTA.. haha.. and oso partly bcos i am abit lazy oso la.. :P..
Ok.. cut the crap.. so fast my MP Basic Course reaching the final week liao.. this week event.. C & R Grading.. (Control & Restrain Grading).. this is a lesson which made me injured.. quite seriously.. i kana chest injury la.. due to my friend haf to pin me down on the ground and my break fall mis-timed.. after which my chest or rather my ribcage and right lung will be pain if i laugh too loudly.. breathe in too loudly.. cough.. too push ups.. sit ups.. and even running la.. jia lat hoh.. but i still able to tahan la.. den got one time my IPPT Categorization.. i managed to finished it.. with pain and nearly black out.. while running my 2.4km.. my right eye went black out.. at first i tot is my glasses blurred.. but later found out not true.. but i still kept running la.. bo bian.. if fell out haf to do Remedial Training on Saturday.. so die die oso must finished.. luckily after ard 400m.. i started to gain back my vision.. but my right limps both are veri weak.. and i pant until quite jia lat.. after finished the run.. i nearly fell flat to the ground la.. my friends later told me that while i was running.. they saw me run until unstable.. -_-".. luckily i nv just went unconscious while running la.. hee..
Hmmm.. den got what le.. got alot of outfield exercise for the past few weeks.. Exercise MoonLight Marshall where we 2days 1 nite never get to sleep well.. just to practise on MP war time mission.. den got Tests oso.. den on Valentine's Day we went for Exercise Confidence which we experienced tear gas.. made us all cry on this special day la.. haha.. but with mucus too!! Disgusting.. and i was being filmed inside our Course Video.. oh man.. my reputation.. haha.. den went for P226 Live Firing on last Friday.. quite fun la.. Yesterday just had our Final IPPT.. got a Silver.. luckily nothing happen like during the Categorization Test.. my injury is still recovering.. still abit pain.. and still felt some blockage in the lung while running.. should be alright hoh.. aha..
Eh.. 10 weeks just passed like that.. quite fast actualli.. great to be in this course.. okok.. This week gonna passed out.. and be a Full Pledged MP finally!! woohooo!!! no more trainees alreadi!! haha.. more freedom.. and what is my wish next?? to ORD!! haha.. counting down now!! and oso.. just received a msg from my friend that i am being wanted by MINDEF Hockey to play for them for this upcoming 7 a-side hockey tournament!! great!! haha..
Ok ok.. gonna book in.. cant write anymore.. if not i will be late!!! hee.. take care all!!

MP bAsiC cOuRsE..

2006-01-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last blog alreadi.. eh.. partly because i have no time la.. and partly oso bcos i am tired and lazy lo.. haha.. if u still have not know.. i currently attending MP Basic Course.. its a course that i should have taken long long time ago.. but for some reason.. i am out of course la.. haha.. but now i am back.. my course last 10 weeks.. from 19th Dec 2005 to 23rd Feb 2006.. Right now.. its on the 4th week.. time really flies man.. haha.. but its good that it flies!! so i can ORD before i even know it!! haha.. right now.. i already looking forward to my ORD date already.. less than 1 year to go.. i starting to smell civilian life once more.. meaning no more discipline.. no more regimentation.. no more early morning.. no more greeting.. no more marching.. no more guard duty.. best of all.. no more only male environment.. haha..
Ok.. been 3 weeks plus.. learned alot of things.. and oso kana alot of things.. bo bian.. 1 of the 2 LCPs.. more experienced.. so tio aimed la.. haha.. somemore must prevent punishment.. so everytime asked for volunteers.. i will raise my hands lo.. lan lan suck thumb la.. ahah.. but ok la.. i know alot more pple.. and maybe bcos i am always the one doing and leading.. my course mates mostly if not all give me the respect.. in other words.. my words carry some weight.. and they will follow lo..
I oso get to know alot of commanders.. and worked with them pretty well too.. but sometimes too popular not good la.. first name came to their mind sure my name one.. aha.. but nvm la.. try to get used to it lo.. anyway very fast will passed out one la.. hee..
Today holiday.. song.. get to book out.. our course is a very lucky course.. alot of holidays la.. hahha.. last Saturday got topography exercise.. damn shag la.. walk alot.. but Sunday i got regimental guard duty.. haix... my father's birthday.. din get to celebrate with him.. i am the G3 during guard duty.. which means no need to prowl or sentry.. just need to mend the guardroom and open gate and check clear arms la.. but the duty duration longer.. actually not suppose to do G3 cos i am a trainee and nv do G3 before.. but as there is only G2 and Guard Commander.. if the 2 rotate 24hrs shift.. they confirm die la.. so i got experiences so G3 lo.. den Monday i got GPMG live firing.. wa lao.. i damn shag can.. i still have to manage the store after the exercise finish.. sai kang la.. haha.. din get to slp more than 3 hrs.. den nv bathe for 48hrs la.. disgusting lo..
Today Hari Raya Haji.. get to rest.. heng.. so happy.. haha.. but got to book in later.. sianz la.. fast Friday come.. den can book out liao.. hee.. thats all for this post!!!

mY bRo'S OCS cOmMiSsiOniNg..

2005-12-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. went to my bro's OCS commissioning last Saturday.. i always went to his POP one la.. good brother rite?? den he nv come one.. ha.. wat to do.. i always ask to do all the things one lo.. always kana all this things.. as long as pple need my help i cant turn away one.. if not sure kana scolded.. wat to do?? haha.. i even haf to skip my class gathering.. oh well.. nvm.. here is some of the photos taken over there..

heLpiNg mY bRo tO cHaNgE hiS ePauLeTtE..

mE, 2LT eDmUnD, mOm..

wHaT bRoThErS aRe fOr..

wEaRiNg fOrMaL wiTh tiE aT cOmMiSsiOniNg diNnEr.. LoOk wEiRd hUh??

After the dinner.. my dad came to fetch us.. then i went to my class gathering at K-pool for a while.. den went home.. like tt lo.. ok.. tts all for this post..

hAiZ....

2005-12-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. I very sianz now.. abit low morale.. mood swing la.. as usual.. haha... haix
Those who is reading now.. bear in mind something.. i might be talking nonsense.. so ignore me if you don like what you reading or simply close the window la.. don waste ur time here.. go do something more productive.. ha..
Firstly.. i am feeling tired about my life already.. YES! don rub eyes.. its true.. i feel damn sianz.. damn lonely.. damn empty inside.. don ask me why.. cos i not sure also.. maybe i know the reason.. but i not too sure also.. aiya.. i dunno wat to say alreadi la.. LIFE SUCKS..
Those who is still reading.. thankx for ur concern.. but i am not feeling alright.. i got alot of things hidden inside my heart.. but i cant say.. or maybe.. i do not haf the courage to tell anyone.. YES! those who know me well enough.. shld noe that i got alot of things i nv say.. perhaps i am not a gd frd to you all.. i admit.. YES! its true.. i don deny.. wat for? HA!
Aiya.. Ignore me.. i don deserve any care and concern nor love.. i am used to it alreadi.. YES! used to it alreadi.. u can called me liar since i still feel moody at times because of this issue... but HEY! what to do? LIVE wif it la!! I am a LOUSY GUY!!! DAMN LOUSY!!! LOUSY TO MAX la!! ya.. so STAY away from me!!! go find some other better frds k?? LEAVE ME ALONE!!! YA!! ALONE!!! HAHA!!!
I LEARN SOMETHING EVER SINCE I COME ARMY.. DO WHAT YOU SUPPOSE TO DO.. DON OVER DO IT.. BEING TOO NICE TO PEOPLE WONT DO ANY GOOD.. NO ONE WILL APPRECIATE..
DON THINK JUST BECAUSE PEOPLE NICE TO YOU.. AND YOU LIKE THAT PERSON.. YOU THOUGHT YOU GOT A CHANCE.. NO!!! HAHA!! NO!! THEY MAY JUST TURN THEIR BACK AT YOU!! YES!!AND FORGET ABOUT TALKING TO ONE ANOTHER IN THE FUTURE LA.. YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL IF YOU ARE NOT BEING HATED... YOU CAN JUST SIMPLY F**K OFF AND DISAPPEAR FOR GOOD... DON OBSTRUCT THE WORLD FROM ROTATING.. Thanks for all the care and concern last time.. wish you good luck in your future endeavours.. don bother to guess whether i am talking about you.. maybe yes.. maybe no.. maybe you are not reading this anyway.. haha.. all the best.. bye..
Ok.. end of post.. byebye.. sorry if i haf use vulgarities in my post.. if you do not like it.. den too bad.. hate me if you wan.. i don mind..

sPrAiNeD mY LeG... -_-"...

2005-12-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hahah.. damn suay la.. fancy holiday sprained my leg.. luckily not severe la.. still can walk.. cos only right leg kana.. and left is my master leg.. (got difference?? haha).. This is wat happened.. promise me something before reading.. DON LAUGH.. quite stupid la.. sort of clumsy.. haha..
Monday afternoon.. was taking a nap.. from 2 plus to 5.. eh.. i woke up 1 in the afternoon to have lunch.. super pig la.. :P.. then while i was sleeping.. all of a sudden.. the phone rang! at first i still tot i dreaming.. den after ringing for a few times.. realize its real.. so i got up.. being a courteous guy.. i must try to answer it before it stopped ma.. so i ran towards the hall.. just as i stepped out of my room.. having just woke up.. abit gong gong.. i accidentally wrong foot and i sprained my leg.. haha.. but i still managed to answer the phone la.. having to cling on the pillar.. haha.. after finished answering the phone.. i realized something.. i have a phone in my room.. -_-".. diaoz!! i already forgot its existence after going army so long.. haha.. clumsy hoh..
Today went to watch Harry Potter.. not a bad show.. but abit too brief le.. seems like the director trying to rush things.. so alot of things nv explain properly.. den the cinema is super super cold.. i almost froze to death in the middle of the show.. haha.. the air con ma chiam like below 16 degrees one lo.. and i am wearing just a tee shirt and a board short le.. and slippers.. watched at Jubilee alone.. cos last min nothing to do.. so went to watch.. aha..
Ok.. tts all for this post.. gonna slp now.. waking up to watch soccer later..!!

eHz.. wHaT tO pUt fOr titLe??

2005-12-05T02:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. damn long nv blog liao.. abit lazy huh.. haha.. seems like i already lost the interest in blogging le.. or maybe i got other better things to do?? haha.. no lo.. i always slack around.. got time also go stone.. maybe this is the best time for me to post something for my blog to keep it more lively abit since i am on leave till next Friday so i got alot of time la.. :P..
Got sunburnt.. due to some activities under the sun.. like playing hockey from 8.30 - 12 plus am on Friday.. then bball from 11- 1 plus.. haha.. then ever since i posted to being a clerk.. i have nv stayed in sun for very long.. so.. haha.. after some intensive "sun-tanned".. i tio sunburnt.. painful la.. even my legs got sunburnt.. -_-".. painful sia.. haha.. now my face is peeling.. damn sianz la.. like tt how am i suppose to go out tml??
This week has been quite interesting.. Got range (live firing) on Tuesday and Wednesday.. so have to stay in camp.. so long nv stay in camp liao le.. ahha.. den we shoot from day to night.. damn boring la.. nothing to do over there.. but at least much better than BMT.. we got more freedom to roam around.. and buy food and drinks from a van! haha.. The range is quite fun after all.. but it was quite difficult to shoot.. know wat?? i was quite a BOBO shooter sia.. my practices and test i all failed badly.. only until i reshoot.. i got 12/16.. marksman.. but since is reshoot.. there wont be marksman.. sianz.. but luckily i passed la.. haha..
Bookout on Thursday morning.. Evening went to CCAB for Jansenites Hockey selection.. eh.. not selection lo.. just ask us go hit ard and play game then join the club la.. hhaha.. but quite fun la.. long time nv play hockey ever since the Inter-Formation Hockey Tournament.. Scored 4 goals.. although its a mini game.. but still fun.. my original position is full back le.. but i went forward for tt game.. haha.. i played well la.. got people mistaken me as an attacking player.. haha..
Friday morning went to help out in AJ hockey training.. just went there hit ard and practiced.. and also to give pointer to the juniors.. tiring lo.. haha.. think this is when i tio sunburnt la.. it is worsened on the next day..
Saturday morning meet up with my JC classmates for basketball.. ahha.. long time never play liao.. quite fun la.. actually the weather is cloudy one.. but dunno why in the later part the sky began to clear.. then got sun.. so my sunburnt get worse la.. after which went to KFC for lunch.. first fastfood meal ever since i came back from Australia.. haha.. still ok la.. luckily i don feel disgusted.. finished eating le we went to play lan game.. DOTA!! haha.. fun sia.. nv play with them before.. played 2 games.. but those with me always win one.. not because i pro le.. haha.. i below average.. maybe just lucky la.. haha..
Today.. whole day stay at home.. nothing to do.. bo liao.. think gonna slp now.. let me see.. 0317hrs.. whoa.. quite "early" liao.. time to slp!! :P.. byebye!!

sLaCk LiFe!!

2005-11-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. dunno wat to post le.. haha.. anyway have been clerk for my previous company for quite long liao.. quite a slack job la.. just everyday go in there and see got anything do.. type the routine order and stuffs like that.. answer the phone calls and all this..
Luckily now i am being asked to go for live run le!! if not stamina sure drop and will become fat one le.. haha.. still need to go for range!! my target is to be a marksman!! $200 le!! good money.. haha.. my course will be starting on 19th Dec.. sianz.. going back to get tekan again! haha.. :P.. so sianz lo.. my course will crash with all the festivals.. haiz.. wat life.. Nvm.. after the course i will left 9 more months to ORD liao!! haha!! song bo!!

FiNaLLy bLoGgiNg aGaiN...

2005-11-02T14:18:00.000+08:00

Haha.. haf not been blogging as frequently as before.. not because got no time la.. (pls lo.. i was on leave for 2 weeks.. and now i am a clerk temporary and get to stay out everyday.. how to haf no time??) its because i haf lost e immediate interest of blogging la.. but nevertheless.. i will still try to blog as frequent as possible.. haha..
Anyway.. juz to update abit on me.. after i came back from Australia.. went for a 2 weeks leave break.. long hoh?? haha.. after which.. report to Air Force School to get my posting.. i am posted back to SAFPU (Singapore Armed Forces Provost Unit).. 1st 2 days was quite sianz.. sat in S1 branch e entire day... from 0730 to 1730.. nothing to do lo.. cos they said restricted document.. den i cannot handled them.. sianz diaoz.. den i got no bunk at all.. so haf to put my stuffs all at one of e clerk's bunk.. temporary la.. haha.. den on 3rd day.. finally.. i was being posted to my previous company APC (Active Provost Company)..
Went there oso din do anything much la.. but learn a few things at least.. e environment there is better than S1 branch la.. cos most of e superiors i all noe liao.. den some oso noe me.. so now i am a clerk lo.. no need to stay in.. no need to run.. juz zhuo bo most of e time.. help out here and there.. clear rubbish all this lo.. sai gang la.. den sometimes got to type some documents and print documents lo.. like tt la.. nothing to do la..
My frds were all quite surprised to see me back.. but wat to do? i failed e air grading course lo.. Anyway.. life is still ok la.. not too bad.. not too gd either.. haha.. anyway.. now on a long break.. cos took leave on Wednesday and Friday.. so long holiday again!! haha.. better than school days..
Lastly.. Happy Deepavali & Selamat Hari Raya Puasa!! Pls tag if u haf come to my blog... :)..

LiFe @ tAmWoRtH..

2005-10-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

Ok.. i am back in Singapore alreadi.. since last Thursday.. No need me to explain la.. i failed the air grading la.. first.. let me talk abt e life at Tamworth Air Grading Centre..
The bunk.. Wooo!! is one man to a bunk.. fully air conditioned.. if weather is cold.. still got heater.. got a study table wif light.. cupboard.. wardrobe wif hangers to hang clothes.. bathroom wif bathtub and hot and cold water supply!! ha.. den no need to clean room one.. cos got a cleaner tt will clean for us abt 2-3 times a week.. so ya!! ma chiam like hotel!! den e food.. i can tell u.. is superb.. except tt when u eat for too long u will be sick and tired of it and wan to eat Singapore Food la.. haha.. all is buffet style.. breakfast got hashbrown, bacon, egg, pancakes & etc.. lunch.. at first get to eat buffet.. but when we started flying.. we onli got to eat sandwiches and cup noodles.. damn sianz one.. dinner.. steak.. lambchop.. chicken.. pasta.. salad.. and etc etc etc.. haha.. sure grow fat!! somemore free flow of ice cream!! ARRRGGGHH!! wat good life lo.. haha.. but this kinda of life accompanied stress at work.. everyday we woke up to haf breakfast at 0615.. den after breakfast went to classroom to prepare for Ops Brief.. e one get picked haf to do e slide and present abt e weather information all this.. from 0700 to 0800.. we will had our pre-flight brief.. den at 0800 e Ops Brief start.. den after tt we will do our sortie.. normally onli 3 waves per day.. after flying we will haf our EODD (End Of Day Debrief).. den its e end of our office time.. normally ard 1500.. den went to internet.. bathe den eat dinner.. after which wat ever time u wan to slp is up to u la.. haha.. normally we studied la.. if not went to common room t watch tv or play comp or call home.. den will sometimes ordered pizza la.. tts our normal day la..
Weekend.. onli Saturday we get to go out.. will go Tamworth Town to shop.. for chocs and clothes.. souveniers la.. and oso eat chinese food!!! WOoooHooo!! den will went back at ard noon.. cos nothing to do liao.. will share a cab.. normal 8 pple to share.. cos e cab meter jumped damn fast la!! if not veri ex le.. 20secs jumped 7 times!! at nite.. we will played cards and drank alcohols la!! e alcohols there are damn damn cheap.. Sunday.. we wont go out.. so jus stayed ard in common area.. play cards or comp.. or played bball.. watched the videos tt we rent over there la.. nothing to do.. so study lo.. haha.. tts abt a week over at there la..
Now.. let me continue talk abit abt my last 2 sorties..
Sortie 6 (Test Profile).. the weather is gd... flew with the Head of Air Grading Centre, MAJ Kullar.. oh man.. he is realli gd man.. damn gd instructor.. i learnt alot from him.. he told me exactly where my problems lies la.. then he did aerobatics wif the aircraft.. haha.. song bo.. but its realli nice to fly wif him la..
Sortie 7 (Test).. the weather is damn jia lat.. fog and mist.. cant see the horizon.. the usual visual landmark tt we used to take cant be seen.. so quite difficult to fly.. somemore today fly wif my Course Commander, MAJ Ralph.. one of those instructors who gave students tremendous amt of stress during flight.. i nv realli did according to e test profile.. due to e fact he needed to do his instruments landing.. i haf to do circuits (Take off.. go around.. land.. take off again.. and so on..)first.. and the best thing is?? i nv did a full circuit all by myself before.. and i still got things tt i haf not learn la.. haha.. den in e training area.. i cant see shit! all fog and mist.. but i tink i failed bcos i am lousy la.. and oso i instruments flying la.. den e instructor took me back via another route.. den from then on i nv do anything liao.. during e debrief he told me i failed la..
The worst situation came.. they managed to book a tix for us on e following day.. so haf to go back accomodation block to pack as fast as possible.. den next morning we went to do our clearance and all e shit.. den depart at 1000.. den reach Sydney at ard 1045 den transit and had to wait for 5 hrs la!! haha.. zhuo bo la.. so juz shopped ard.. used free internet.. bought abit duty free stuffs.. ate lunch.. damn ex.. den slept awhile.. den bought e plane.. ok.. e service was gd.. but mostly air steward.. haha.. den e food is limited.. no beef when came to us!! sucks la.. den e entertainment oso got problem.. e tv came veri late.. damn sianz la.. but after all.. still ok la.. 8hrs seems quite fast la.. touched down le.. went to buy some duty free alcohols.. after which collect luggages and den met up wif my parents!! my dad den fetched me to Changi Village to eat Nasi Lemak!! whoohoo!! damn nice la!! haha.. long time nv eat liao..
Reach home ard 0000.. ok.. use abit of comp den went to slp.. damn tired la.. jet lag..
Ok.. tts all for this post!! will update soon!! cos this post too long liao.. haha!!!

fLyiNg eXpEriEnCe iN tAmWoRtH!!

2005-09-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. shall blog abit of my flying experience in tAmWoRtH.. not too bad actualli.. it was realli an experience to fly an aircraft all by our own la.. haf finally completed 5 sorties le.. clocked a minimum of 5 hrs.. but this 5 hrs we alreadi noe the basics of flying an aircraft..
I alreadi be able to take-off the aircraft myself without any help though still abit unstable here and there.. but still can la.. able to fly straight and level.. manoeuvres.. climbing & descending.. travelling straight in fast cruise or slow cruise.. do circuit.. do stalling (practically simulate the aircraft lost its lift and started falling off the sky.. den how to recover from it) and oso hell lots of checks i haf to do and remember while still controlling the aircraft and oso to comms back to tower for clearance and all this.. so if anytime u got nothing to do in the aircraft.. tt means something is wrong.. haha.. so is like damn busy in aircraft and need to multitask la..
We practically haf to depart from our workplace to the training area all by ourselves den return back ourselves.. we fly over mountain tops and ranges.. and got too see alot of things.. its interesting nevertheless.. but is not and easy job.. somemore damn stressful.. got to study and study and study.. beside during flying.. ur instructor will nag at u when u do wrong things la.. its is inevitable la.. cos we onli fly 5 hrs.. so wat to do.. juz "lan lan suck thumb" (keep quiet) and get scolding la.. haha.. i haf lost most of my confidence in my 2nd sortie.. but gaining back some of it when i fly my sortie 5 today la.. haha.. hopefully can pass la.. but all this will haf to wait till next week.. my course got 19 pple.. 7 took the test alreadi and 4 fail.. sianz la.. the chopping ratio is damn high la.. wonder if i will survive.. nevertheless i will do my best and who noes wat will be my future like le?? haha..
Anyway.. tts all for this post la.. missing home, family and frds.. :)..

AiR gRaDiNg cEnTrE @ tAmWoRtH!!

2005-09-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

Yo.. long time nv blog le.. think e last time i blog is e day i am going off... haha..
After several hrs of long flight.. finally reached Tamworth.. e accomodation here is gd.. food is good too.. buffet style.. cant stand it.. sure will grow fat one.. anyway.. cant realli blog much here.. no mood and no time la.. but i will try next time.. got to go back study now le!! hee.. so ya la.. tts all fork.. take care!!!

AiR fOrCe sChOoL

2005-09-13T13:47:00.000+08:00

Halo everyone.. damn long nv blog le.. not bcos no time la.. but more of lazy to update my blog lo.. and oso don wan let too many pple noe i in Airforce at first.. but realize my blog alreadi set password liao.. so actualli see oso let a few of u all see la.. but then i haf alreadi told u all i going le ma.. so its alright lo.. hee..
Lets talk abt 2 weeks ago la.. i went back to SAFPU (Singapore Armed Forces Provost Unit) on Wed 24th August to clear my stuffs from there.. and oso return e stores tt i drew from there.. like No.1 Uniform all this lo.. hee.. nv see any of my course mates.. cos all on off ma.. haha.. wa lao.. i nearly died cos e stuffs was all so freaking heavy lo.. even i so muscular oso tiring.. haha.. juz joking.. but i cant make my clearance form cos alot of commanders not at home.. so next day Thurs.. i went back to SAFPU again.. tis time rd.. haf to wait quite long.. cos e commanders went for GOH.. haha.. no chance to mount again lo.. den i started finding pple to sign my clearance form.. Hmmm.. if not for the help of my Staff Sgt.. i tink i haf to take a few days to finish la.. but i haf to finish it by today.. haha.. we realli went to many places lo.. keep walking.. realli thanx him from helping me man.. actualli he don haf to help one la.. but its realli nice for him to help.. we walked till we sweat and all this.. ha.. luckily his frds alot.. so make things realli easy.. den we talked lo.. and i treat him to drink since he helped me.. haha.. by noon.. i managed to finish it le.. tink bid my frds farewell.. cos they on course.. and i kinda rush of time.. haha.. paisei.. SAFPU realli gives me a veri deep and nice memory man.. all e hardworks we went through we my frds and instructors.. all will be in my heart forever.. All e trainings.. e parades.. whether is GOHs, NDP or SAF day.. all and all.. is a nice experience for me.. realli learn alot la.. thanx to all my commanders and i am realli heppy working under them..
Friday.. went to report to AFS (Air Force School) at Paya Lebar there.. hmmm.. din do much.. went for checkup onlis.. for e following week.. we had a culture shock.. we practically slack there la.. except we study hard for e Air Grading tt will be held at Australia Tamworth.. they said we are e most hardworking compared to all e previous batch.. haha.. through out e day.. we can play sports lo.. or slp (don get caught).. haha.. den our lunch is 1130 - 1300.. before tt.. 1000 - 1030 is tea break (brunch)... den after noon 1500 - 1530 is tea break again (high tea).. haha.. slack rite?? den we can play sports lo.. do nothing practically la.. hmmm.. i had signed my contract.. and now a regular.. but if i failed e Air Grading.. i will be back to square one.. hopefully i wont fail.. i will put in my best effort!! and oso.. to be able to become a pilot eventually..
The following practically is like tt la.. do nothing.. maybe adminstration stuffs and all this.. and oso buy things for e trip.. i spent dunno how much for tis trip le.. sianz.. hopefully i can get my pay asap.. hee.. tis 2 weeks went out wif frds la.. to meet up before i went over to Australia.. haha.. nice to see them.. though some make as though i will be gone forever lo.. haa..
Anyway.. my course pple were nice la.. easy to mix ard and oso damn funny.. some ORD (Operational Ready Date).. some still serving like me.. got went to uni study den come back one.. e oldest is 26yrs old la.. den we got 7 officers in our course.. 6 going cos 1 staying back for next course.. we got 1 CPT 1 LTA and 5 2LTs.. haha.. but we were like frds la.. rank not realli impt here.. we still called them by names..
Finally.. after so much preparation.. i am going off today evening liao.. my flight is at 8pm.. tink by the time u all read tis post.. i shld be on e plane la.. haha.. anyway.. u all can send me sms.. its Singapore rate for u all.. but i wont reply unnecessarily.. cos it cost ard s$0.765/sms if i send.. den oso.. don call me.. though u all are Singapore rate.. but whether i receive or make call.. its S$2.50/min.. den ex rite?? so juz leave me a sms.. i will call u all when i get a calling card over there!! haha.. anyway.. tts all for tis post!! bye all!! take care.. wish me gd luck.. i will do my best to pass it!! before ending.. lets show u all a photo!!

AiR gRaDiNg cOuRsE 10/05!!! sUaVe?? hAhA!!

oFF dAyS!!! yEaH!!

2005-08-23T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. tis post shld haf written long time ago.. but damn sianz to write.. haha.. firstly nothing to write oso la.. i shall try my best to recall..
On 13th August, Sunday.. had a NDP carnival at Marina South.. at e field opposite e steamboat area.. haf 2 performance over there.. i was late in booking in la.. cos previous nite went drink (see my previous posts) den veri late den slp.. so overslept la.. sianz.. so haf to take a cab to rush down!! 12bucks can!! ARRRGGGHH.. expensive sia.. and i super tired.. haha.. go there.. got a performance at 11 plus.. sianz lo.. perform for nobody to see.. damn little pple.. cos too early le.. tink for e gd "brothers" of e 7th mth la.. damn sianz.. after which we got free time to roam ard e carnival.. i stayed in Arcade most of e time.. cos got air con.. after which went carnival.. den went K-pool.. den my parents called out of sudden!! ahah.. they came to support me lo.. surprised.. actualli tot they wont come.. abit inconvenience lo.. sianz diao.. at ard 5 plus.. was our 2nd performance.. sianz lo.. so late..
Here's some photos!!

eNtEriNg iNtO tHe FieLd...

1St fOrMaTiOn!!!

wAvE fOrMaTiOn...

FiNaLe!! LaSt fOrMaTiOn!!

hEaDiNg bAcK tO rEsT aReA...

finally.. everything is over.. months of training and hardwork.. sweat and blood.. finally everythin is over!!! loads ff from shoulder.. but e sad part is.. we got no off at all!! we haf to come back tml morning.. went back to camp at ard 2000.. damn late la.. tml got breakfast somemore.. and we cant be excuse from live run.. low morale.. WRONG!! shld say no morale at all.. haix.. but i still go home.. cos realli don feel like staying in camp.. damn down la.. miss home.. first time lo.. ahah.. luckily my frd's dad came to fetch us.. so grateful.. e next morning oso came to fetch me back to camp!! THANX sia..
Monday and Tuesday.. realli do nothing in bunk lo... afternoon got half day off.. so went home.. Tuesday we were busy packing our cupboard cos shifting bunk as MP course is starting.. everyone morale low.. my frd's bday den he cant get off.. sad for him.. we are like condom lo.. use le den throw.. damn it.. use us like nobody business but we are treated like shit.. haix..
Wednesday.. bookin early.. haf to shift bunk.. under SOP (School Of Provost).. No longer APC (Active Provost Company).. e commanders over at SOP always wan to tekan us.. now got chance le lo.. dunno y lo.. we stayed at 4th level.. and we shifting to 5th level.. we cant bring our stuffs to 5th level but haf to bring down to 1st level.. den after tt went e bunk were settled den shift upstairs.. den somemore in no.4 uniform.. not in admin.. damn it.. damn shag la.. to carry our things up and down.. everything on our body.. like carrying a cupboard la.. haha.. kana tekan.. we not given time to wash up before bookin out.. damn it la.. sianz.. haix.. luckily my bunk mates were nice i supposed.. book out at noon.. damn shag..
Thursday.. Suppose to go for Cohesion Day at Changi Naval Base... but i got a Dental Appt at Kranji Dental Centre.. so no need to go.. hee.. go for diagnosis for my root canal treatment la.. damn ma fan la.. haix.. after which went home.. den at nite went to Orchid Country Club for our Unit Anniversary Dinner.. i shld say.. e 10 bucks we paid for e dinner is worth is la.. much much better than i expected.. e food is nice.. 8 courses dinner.. den free flow of drink.. got soft drinks and beers.. i of cos go for beer la.. haha.. drank quite alot.. abit high.. den e Emcee was gd.. involved alot of pple.. and we kept Sabo pple on stage.. got our company mate.. and our fav Sgt.. 2nd Sgt Eddie!! haha.. damn fun sia.. we ran all e way to e toilet to get our company mate.. den shouted for our sgt name when e cute lieutanent tt he like was on e stage!! ahah!! fun sia!! we all pretty high!! hee.. after which went home at ard 11 plus.. took a cab home..was lucky tt a cab was waiting at e main road.. hee..
Friday.. din go where.. stay at home to rest.. cos veri tired... went to AMK central to meet a frd for dinner la.. for a while onli..
Saturday.. went out at 3plus in e afternoon to meet my frds.. actualli to celebrate one of my frds bday one.. but too rush den nv buy present.. and i cant stay for long.. so juz settle for a meal at Pasta Mania.. we ordered Pizza.. it was preetty nice.. especially e Smoked Salmon Pizza.. after which at nite went to Bishan for dinner.. those during 7th mth sure haf one.. those shout for bidding and e money go to charity.. quite ok la.. e food.. but tis yr waitress all like damn young la.. like secondary sch onli.. haa.. after which went home.. wa lao.. like tt eat tis few days sure fat one.. sianz diao.. ahah
Sunday.. do nothing much.. watched video onli.. boring lo..
Today.. went for a 10km run tis afternoon!! first time ran so long distance non-stop.. run 2 500m tracks nearby my hse below e MRT track.. haha.. tt means 20 rounds.. nearly lost count.. damn song after run.. though is mentally and physically tiring.. so torturing tt feel like dying.. immediately finish e run.. my lower limps all no strength le.. haha.. after which did abit static den went home to prepare to go out.. met my frds at Somerset MRT at 1800.. went watched "The Maid" wif Cherylene and ZhengChuan.. went for dinner at Cafe Cartel.. seriously la.. i first time eat.. but they don believe.. so i juz haf to use my acting skills to bluff my way through lo.. haha.. Hmmm.. haf a nice chat.. e movie is ok la.. onli e beginning scary.. den after which e ghost appear to often until damn boring.. den e story line is like veri ordinary.. except for e twist tt i nv expected.. e 2 of them were damn scared la.. i was like damn sianz.. haha.. after movie we went back home..
Hmmm.. tts all for tis blog!! so nice to haf off from last Friday till tis Wednesday!! haf to bookin at nite!! MP course starting!! haha.. haf to go cut hair.. short hair.. haix... hee..

biRtHdAyS!!!

2005-08-17T13:35:00.000+08:00

Continue from last post.. (cos tt time no time to finish.. haha!!)
Friday.. after training went home to get changed before meeting 2 of my JC classmates at Bugis at 1900 to buy present for the birthday of another classmate of mine which is on e following day.. we din take long before deciding to buy a necklace for her.. is actualli she wanted it la.. after which i left at 2020 to buy birthday cake to celebrate my pri sch classmate's birthday.. haha.. damn busy sia.. reached at 2100.. was supposed to go long hse eat one.. in e end decided to go Breeks! instead for dinner cos nearer ma.. after dinner went to Mac Donald to cut cake cos e restaurant was abt to close!! hehe.. haf fun at there.. at ard 2300 plus.. we separated but 2 of us went play pool instead..

Here's some photos!!!

DiNnEr aT bReEkS!! oLd fRdS... rEaLLi oLd...

cHoCoLaTe b'DaY cAkE!! LoOkS NiCe?!?

mAkiNg a wiSh... oR sLpiNg??

bLoWiNg tHe cAndLe!! (LoOk LiKe pUfFeR FiSh??)

cUtTiNg cAkE... LiKe bUeY sOnG siA...

nO sKiLL.. cUt uNtiL LiKe sHiT!! nOt eQuaL!! (wOrK bY aLviN)

b'DaY bOy, zHeNg cHuAn.. LoOkiNg rEtArTeD wHiLe eAtiNg e cAkE!!

jAsOn.. tAkE wAt tAkE?!? wAn FiGHt hUh??

aLviN!! cuLpRiT fOr tHe LoUsY cUtTiNg oF cAkE!!

mE!! eNJoYiNg e cAkE..

gArY!! mAcHiAm LiKe sEdUciNg e cAkE...

cHeRyLeNe!! gOtChA!! cAmErA sHy...

Saturday.. was supposed to meet my JC classmates at Orchard Road at 3pm de.. but i slept until 2plus pm.. haha.. too shag le la.. in e end late by 30mins.. so still not tt bad la.. went to Ding Tai Feng to eat high tea.. haha.. order Xiao Long Bao.. birthday gal's treat ma.. so we not gonna be ke qi.. we ordered 3 trays.. haha.. after eating when to walk ard before finding a place to sit down and chit chat.. supposed to went home at 1900.. but 3 of us went to watch soccer btw Man Utd & Everton behind Meridian Hotel.. Ordered some beers and food while watching.. pure enjoyment lo.. haha.. Man Utd eventually won 2-0!! Yeah!! went back home after match which is ard 2300.. whoa.. drink abit onli le.. but abit drunk le.. tink i too healthy.. den blood circulation is gd.. so will get drunk easily.. or maybe i too shag le?? haha..

Here's some more photos!!!

cAuGhT uNpRePaReD!!!

gOoD fRdS... sHi mEi & jUn wEi... LoOkS LiKe cOupLe??

tHe b'DaY gaL, hUi YiNg!!

mE & wEn CoNg... bEtTeR tiS tiMe rOuNd...

cAnDiD sHoT!! hAhA!!

cHeErS fOr tHe fRiEnDsHiP!!!

wEnCoNg gEtTiNg dRuNk aFtEr haLf a gLaSs oF bEeR?? hAhA!!

mE eNjOyiNg tHe bEeR iN oPeN aiR...

jUn wEi gEtTiNg aBiT hiGh aFtEr dRiNkinG!!!

okok.. tts all for tis post.. shall continue later.. too many photos le!! veri troublesome!! haha.. hope u all enjoy e photos..

FiNaLLy... NaTiOnaL dAy pArAdE iS oVeR!!!

2005-08-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. quite sometimes nv blog.. cos too busy wif meeting frds and oso NDP all this stuffs la.. so din haf time to blog.. and oso bcos abit lazy lo.. hee..
Last Sunday.. went to celebrate my grandma's birthday.. nothing grand actualli.. juz onli haf dinner at e coffee shop below my grandma's hse.. it started quite late..at ard 1930.. my bro and me had to book in la.. haha.. sianz.. so was abit rush la.. but e food were quite nice.. and were served quite fast too.. eat until damn full la.. haha.. but din managed to cut e cake wif my grandma.. my bro and i left at 2100..
Here's some photo taken!! without me!! haha.. (mY mOm = pHoToGrApHeR)

mY gRaNdpArEnTs...

gRaNdmA tAkiNg aWaY tHe cAndLeS..

mY cOuSiN cUttiNg tHe cAkE.. mY bAbY cOuSiN iN oRaNgE LoOkiNg iNtErEsTeD..

mY reLaTiVeS!! eH?!? mY bAbY cOuSiN feLL asLp?!?

Monday.. did nothing much.. slp in bunk whole day.. realli do nothing la.. slp in bunk.. zhuo bo.. sianz.. haha.. actualli cant remember much la.. tink is slacking.. at nite went out wif my frd, Junwei, to a pub behind Orchard Point.. quite a nice place.. e drink was quite cheap la.. he had Baileys while i had a Ice Magarita.. but still ex for us nevertheless.. so after which we went to e hawker behind Meridian Hotel for some beers and food and chit-chatting.. we cosumed 3 bottles of Tiger Beer cost there is a promotion.. from 7pm-12midnite.. a bucket of beer cost $16.. there was some sight-seeing.. alot of "chickens" ard there.. den got once my frd asked me look at one woman.. but i looked at e wrong place.. looked into a window panel instead.. den saw a woman in white sitting motionless.. i chua tio lo!! tot i see something "dirty".. den i asked my frd if he got see anything anot.. den he looked liao oso chua tio! haha.. in e end realized is a shopkeeper sitting there la.. damn it.. tis month still play tis kinda thing.. luckily i got strong heart sia.. ard 11plus i went home.. luckily tt nite Marina Bay got fireworks.. tts y MRT functioned quite late.. was abit drunk.. but still can la.. my frd went to China Black.. initially he want to jio me go one.. but i next day got NDP.. so nv go in e end.. if not u will get to see on Live e first time a participant slp while performing.. hehe..
Tuesday.. not enuf slp.. damn shag can.. ahah.. but still haf to book in camp at 1000.. everyone is on off on National Day la.. but we had to come back to camp.. haix.. move out at 1100.. reached le realli zhuo bo.. no rehearsal no nothing.. onli e 4 leading men got to enter Padang to check out e markings.. so all we did down there was talk crap.. eat.. read newspaper.. haha... sianz lo.. at 1700 we dressed up.. den warmed-up.. den took photos.. after which we went to FUP (Form-Up Point) den at 1800 plus.. e music started.. and we went in.. i admit i am abit more nervous than before.. cos we were on live la.. cant cock up le.. if not e whole nation will noe.. haha.. luckily e show was quite gd.. though got pple dropped weapon.. but e performance still ok la.. e sad thing is tt we were onli captured on TV for veri little part onli.. e most interesting part they nv shoot.. damn it.. waste our efforts in training man.. after which we went back to camp..
Haix.. as next day got a 48men GOH (Guard Of Honour), we had to stay in la.. and i am so damn suay bcos i was actualli not involved.. but dunno y become reserve.. den become actual!! ARRRGGGHH.. damn it.. so sad rite?? haix..
Wednesday.. woke up damn early.. damn shag.. but bo bian la.. luckily its onli 48men GOH.. which is much faster than usual 72men.. and oso at MINDEF.. we no need to carry dice and oso got shelter.. hee.. e whole parade finished ard 0900.. den went back to camp.. haf a half day off so went home relax..
Thursday.. i had to take IPPT in e morning as i request for it last time.. i need to clear IPPT before RSAF (Republic of Singapore Air Force) wan me.. haha.. first time take IPPT ever since BMT.. which is like 6 mths ago?? i failed e test last time la.. so my target is to pass tis test onli.. e onli worry is SBJ (Standing Broad Jump) cos too long nv jump le.. but luckily i cleared it!! e 2.4km run oso not a prob.. not even Chin-Up!! hee.. here is my results.. Shuttle Run - 9.95 secs (5pts), Sit Up - 40 (5pts), SBJ - 225cm (3pts), Chin-Up - 11 (4pts), 2.4km run - 10mins22secs (4pts).. so overall i got a silver.. actualli i can jumped further one.. but i din try cos i noe 2.4km sure cannot get gold timing.. so might as well jus get a silver for SBJ lo.. hee.. had a half day off again.. but tis time quite lame.. cos got dinner.. so haf to come back at 1730 for dinner.. so i may as well stay in camp to rest la.. anyway i super shag la..
Friday.. haf a Live Run.. super shag lo.. alot of up slope.. sianz diaoz.. afternoon tot got off le.. but no!! we had to stay back to train for e NDP carnival on Sunday.. so onli got too book out ard 1700.. sad hoh..
Hmmm.. shall continue next time.. cos need to book in soon!! haf to prepare for it!! tts all for tis post!! take care!!

oN a cRoSs rOaD wHeRe eVeRytHiNg sEeMs uNkNoWn.. hOw cAn i dEciDe??

2005-08-08T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. last week was a slack week.. din do much things.. most of e time is slping in bunk.. din train much i shld say.. although go go Marina South, Padang and Amo Quee Camp to train.. but still damn slack lo.. haha..
Oh ya.. last week 5 of us who choose to stay in camp helps up wif our instructors to make tussle for our weapon.. i dunno spell correctly anot la.. juz a accessory tt is veri hairy.. like those at e bottom of a lantern lo.. understand wat i said?? we managed to finish 90 of them in one nite.. quite amazing lo.. haha.. 7 of us make 90.. damn shag.. from 6 do until 11 plus pm.. haha..
Feeling veri sianz now.. was standing at e cross road right now.. haf to make a veri big decision tt make affect my life now and in e future.. Airforce Recruitment Centre called juz now while i was on my way home.. the person who called me tell me tt i haf clear all e test which include CPSS test.. Interview & Medical.. right now i juz need to pass IPPT so i can be absorbed into RSAF (Royal Singapore Air Force).. i am veri confident tt i will pass la.. but i am still considering whether to sign on anot.. e benefits are certainly veri attractive.. the pay too.. e starting pay is $1800.. though pilot tis post is veri prestigious and difficult to get in.. but e thought of having to study after onli 5 yrs realli turn me off abit.. haix.. by tt time i will be so used to not studying tt i not sure if i will be able to achieve gd results anot.. and oso.. wat if i failed e test during my pilot trainee?? will i go back to my initial unit of post to other unit?? and oso.. wat will be my rank after tt?? a LCP (Lance Coporal)?? a Sergeant?? or still an Officer?? everything so unknown la.. and if i onli failed after my NSF life.. will i be able to go university to study straight away or do i haf to wait?? and how long i haf to wait??
Everything now for me goes too well alreadi.. i abit scared la.. i dun deny.. i get e Best Trainee for my course.. i get Champions for my Hockey Tournament.. now i am able to enter RSAF to be a pilot too!! and i having a place in NTU.. Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering somemore.. its too gd to be true la.. everything seems so fake.. i juz afraid tt i may destroyed everything and lost everything.. having e fear man.. all bcos e unknown in e future tt i will faced if i am to become a pilot..
Having to lose things is not e scary part.. is e thought to haf no one by ur side supporting u to do things.. haix.. no one to support me wif my decision.. how i wish u are here encouragin me?? but u are not here.. sigh.. dunno la.. tts it for tis post.. so stressed now.. damn it..

MINDEF rOcKs!!! wE aRe tHe hOcKeY cHaMpiOnS!!!

2005-07-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. This gonna be a super long post!! pls be patience to read it!! there are some photos below!! pls enjoy!!
Wat a week!! haha.. from e heading u can see wat happen le rite?? hee.. MINDEF, e hockey team which i represent in SAFSA(Singapore Armed Forces Sports Association) Inter-Formation Hockey Tournament has won the CHAMPIONS!!! our team rocks man!!! haha.. its been a hard work.. before i go more into details.. let me talk abit of my week..
Tuesday.. went to Marina South for rehearsal!! there will be a NDP carnival after NDP.. so we haf to perform for e public to c.. luckily is exactly like e same as actual NDP so nothing much to worry.. hmmm.. e route to our marking is further.. so i haf to walk bigger step which others cant catch up.. hhaha.. -_-".. e field is so damn muddy.. tt our boots are full of mud.. sianz..
Wednesday.. book out on Tuesday nite cos got medical reassessment at RSAF (Royal Singapore Air Force) Aeromedical Centre in the morning.. din sleep much.. haha.. cos playing computer.. reach there ard 0800.. den wait for my turn for Chamber Test.. got 8 pple.. but onli 3 were allowed to take e test at one go.. though there are 12 seats in e chamber.. dunno y so strange.. wait under 9 plus before my turn.. firstly e doctor checked my ear drums to see if its in gd condition anot.. so asked me to pinch my nose and blow hard.. eh.. got one term for it.. dunno called wat.. my right ear drum according to e doc it was quite sluggish.. after checking went to take e test.. inside e chamber.. we had to wear a head set.. den e doc outisde e chamber will lower e pressure inside e chamber to simulate e pressure at 10,000 ft altitude.. den it will den increase e pressure to ground level.. we were supposed to equalize e pressure of our ear drums when e pressure increased to c if e opening linking e nose and ear is working normally anot and oso to see if there is any pain.. den he lowered e pressure again to simulate 16,000 ft den increased again.. tis time rd e change will be more rapid.. but luckily nothing wrong la.. i can equalized e pressure quite smoothly.. inside e chamber is damn cold la.. due to e low pressure..
After test i went back to camp.. actualli was supposed to go Marina South to train again.. but i go guard duty so no need to go and juz need to rest in bunk.. eh.. tis is e best guard duty we can ever haf la.. cos got a racial harmony party.. so there was extra food.. so e commanders sent some over.. got chicken wings.. fried rice.. sphagetti.. mutton bone and soft drinks!! haha.. so damn nice.. except e sphagetti tasted like combat ration to me.. e cook hse dinner oso quite nice la.. haha..
Thursday.. dismount from guard duty at 0800.. den went for guard rest.. eh.. do workout before slping.. den onli managed to slp an hr or so.. cos was disturbed by my bunk mate.. and oso had wake up at 1100 to get changed and went for early lunch.. cos i had to reach Bedok camp at 1330 as i got a Semi Final match at 1500.. but when i reached there.. they told me e match postponed!! and e match is at 1630!! wat e hell.. waste my time sia.. cos e warrant officer wanted us to go watch e match before us.. which is RSN (Royal Singapore Navy) vs 3rd Division.. and they can be either our opponent in e finals or 3rd, 4th placing game.. RSN won 3-0 in e end.. 3rd Division got 2 of my seniors.. nice to see them again.. our match is against e 9th Division.. my ex-JC teammate Yewlong was in e team.. their team players all quite gd lo.. got SAFSA players.. den e match started.. in e 1st half.. we played extremely well.. we controlled e game and they din haf any shot at go.. but we remained 0-0.. 2nd half started.. after a while we got a short corner.. tis was when we scored e goal!! leading 1-0.. my assist cos i am e stopper for e short corner!! haha.. after tt our players all got tired.. as i got stitches in e 1st half.. i din run much.. all i did was defend.. though i am supposed to join e attack.. but i onli sticked to their right wing which was quite a gd player.. e most exciting moment came when they got a short corner and it was e last min le.. but luckily they din scored la!! haha.. e ball went out.. PHEW!! oh ya.. i injured 2 players during tis match.. one e finger kana my ball.. e other e face kana my ball.. not intention one la.. haa.. we all damn happy to win la.. but tis match alreadi use up most of our energy.. and all my energy cos guard duty.. den i damn shagged.. went to haf dinner wif my teammates.. a major oso wif us.. den he sent 2 of them to Tanah Merah MRT station and me to Khatib Station cos his hse is at Yishun.. so from there i took a train to Yewtee then booked in.. after washing my clothes and did some washed up.. i went into "unconsicous" le.. haha..
Friday.. supposed to haf Unit Live Run.. but i din participate cos i told my Sergeant to excuse me from it cos i got a final to play in e afternoon and i am damn shagged.. haha.. den went for early lunch again den booked out.. went home first cos i brought home my No.1 uniform..

Here is some photos..

mE iN mY nO.1 uNiFoRm!!! sMaRt?!? hAhA..

WiF nO PiK cAp oN.. sHuAi mA?? hAhA.. BHB siA..

I reached Bedok camp at ard 1500.. got to watch e 3rd, 4th placing match between 9th Division and 3rd Division.. 3rd Division was leading 1-0 at first.. but last min let 9th Division equalize to 1-1.. e match went into Penalty Flick which 3rd Division won!! haha.. we started warming up during e half time of tis match.. whoa.. can felt e aches from yesterday match and e pain from e stitches lo.. sianz.. e gd thing tis time rd is tt our star player finally came back from action after playing e 1st match.. den ard 1630.. e match started.. like last match.. we controlled e first half again.. din let RSN haf any chance.. den we went into 2nd half.. started not long and we scored!! 1-0!! everyone was like so happy.. RSN won us before.. so they were under pressure.. after e goal.. we dropped back to defend.. and RSN kept piling pressure on us lo.. due to fatigue and poor fitness.. the RSN out ran us.. but luckily we defended well.. at e middle of 2nd half.. one of our key players injured and had to be substituted out.. sianz.. we had a hard time.. partly oso bcos one of e referees was biased against us.. juz as e match is abt to end.. e RSN had their last attack!! our defence began to leak like siao due to fatigue and they managed to equalize at e last min!! sianz.. everyone was damn sianz alreadi.. e match went into Penalty Flick.. everyone was praying..
1st flick.. by our team.. e opposition keeper made a save!! Arrrgghh!! my heart started to pounce like dunno wat.. e opponent supporters were making noise to disrupt our players la..
2nd flick.. by RSN.. e player missed!! it went out at e bottom left corner of e goal post!! my heart finally relieved for a while..
3rd flick.. by our team.. e keeper made a save again!! shit!! i was like.. sure lose le la.. haix..
4th flick.. by RSN.. their star player.. veri gd in flicking.. we were like watching veri closely.. everyone expected him to score.. but he missed too!! same direction!! haha..
5th flick.. by our team.. our star player! we were all praying.. praying.. praying.. and he did not disappoint us!! he scored!! top left corner of e goal post!! we were like shouting and screamin!! haha..
6th flick.. by RSN.. one of their star players too.. heard is state player huh.. not too sure.. e pressure was rising.. atmosphere was veri tensed.. there was a total silence.. den e referee whistled.. he took e flick!! but he hit e pole!! same corner!!
WOOOHOOO!!! our team players all jumped up and shouting and screamin in joy!!! everyone was happy!! everyone of us was hugging and shaking each other hand!! we WON!!! we are the CHAMPIONS!!! i rushed towards e keeper immediately.. he was my JC keeper too!! i jumped onto him!! haha!! we were damn happy.. cant describe e feelings!! i nearly cried la.. haha.. was super happy.. we nv made it in AJC but we made it here!! WOOHOO!!! damn happy.. after which we got prize presentation..
SAFSA Inter-Formation Hockey Tournament Standings:
Champions : MINDEF
1st Runner-Up : Royal Singapore Navy
2nd Runner-Up : 3rd Division
3rd Runner-Up : 9th Division
we got e trophies from a LTC of e Guards camp.. e Most Valuable Player is our team captain who contributed alot to e team!! congrats man.. after we collected our individual trophy.. e Champions Trophy was presented to our captain!! MINDEF 4 yrs consecutive Champions!! wat an achievement.. we oso given a SAFSA shoe bag each and a Tee Shirt.. after prize presentation.. we took photos la.. haha..

Here is some photos again..

wArRaNt AmArJiT, mE (LoOkiNg sHaG) & yAo wEe (cEnTrE bAcK)

wArMiNg uP fOr tHe mAtCh..

sAi gAnG!! wAtEriNg tHe PiTcH bEfOrE mAtCh!!

mAtCh sTaRtiNg...

mAtCh sTaRtEd!!!

waLkiNg iNtO sPaCe & cReAtiNg oPtiOn fOr mY tEaMmAtEs!!

aFtEr mAtCh!! wE wOn!!! yEaH!!

eNtiRe tEaM LoOkiNg hApPy dUriNg pRiZe pReSeNtaTiOn!!

eH?!? wAt iS gOiNg oN?? oH.. taLkiNg aBt tHe mAtCh jUz nOw..

oUr oPpOnEnT!! 2Nd rUnNeR-uP : RoYaL SiNgApOrE nAvY!!

aFtEr coLLeCtiNg iNdiViDuaL tRoPhY.. fRoM LeFt ( HuZeR, MaNiSh, TaS, mE!!)

mOsT VaLuAbLe pLaYeR!! mErViN!!

mErViN hoLdiNg tHe cHaMpiOnS tRoPhY HiGh iN tHe AiR!!!

tHe cHaMpiOnS!! MINDEF!! oUr tRoPhiEs!!

HuZeR & mE!! sMiLiNg hApPiLy..

mE!! hoLdiNg oN tO iNdiViDuaL & cHaMpiOnS tRoPhiEs!!

mY hOcKeY sTiCk, fAvOuRiTe nO.9 jErSeY & tRoPhY!!!

After photo taking.. we had a small reception.. damn hungry can.. need to replenish e massive energy lost tis few days!! haha.. had a great feast man!! and lotsa drink!! hmmm.. after which we bid each other farewell.. most of us had no chance to see each other again.. let alone to say play together.. oh.. my trophy split in to half along e way cos i accidentally knocked into a metal pole.. haha.. but luckily after sticking back it was not realli obvious la.. hee.. damn shag lo..

Next morning.. booked in at 1000.. brought back my no.1 uniform.. damn shag.. den went to Padang.. but raining damn heavily.. haf our lunch (Pizza le.. not bad la).. after an hr or so.. e rain became smaller.. but no time for rehearsals... so onli e 4 leading men and i am one of them went in to make e markings.. ard 4 we dressed up den e MSD (Military Security Department) checked our weapons.. den had our dinner (KFC).. haha.. den ard 5 plus we gathered as our CO (Commanding Officer) wan to talked to us.. after which we went to FUP (Form-Up Point).. Tis time rd.. it was e public and no longer primary 5 kids.. but luckily.. we did a gd performance.. it was impressive according to our instructors.. and i tink it was gd too!! haha.. den we went back camp to send arms.. reached home ard 2100.. eh.. brought home my no.3 uniform to take photos wif it!! ahha..

Here is some photos again..

mE iN mY MP nO.3 uNiFoRm.. LoOk sMaRt?!? wAiT tiLL yOu sEe mE wEaR tHe heLmEt..

mY pErFoRmAnCe oUtFiT & mY bEsT tRaiNeE pLaQuE!!

ok.. tts all for this post!! hope u enjoy e photos!! take care all..

3rD NE sHoW & sLaCk wEeK!!

2005-07-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. how shld i say.. this week is a damn slack slack slack week la.. haha.. i cant even believe its so slack.. let me explain why..
Monday off.. but those involve in 48 & 72 men GOHs had to go back for rehearsals.. but i did not get selected.. tts y nv go back.. everyone was quite surprised tt i did not get chosen even e Sergeant oso tink likewise..
Tuesday.. 72 men actual GOH.. but i no need to go.. so juz SIB (Slp In Bunk but actualli stand for Security Investigation Branch).. but i still haf to helped my company to change e bedsheets cos i Bedsheet IC ma.. haix.. tedious job le.. haha.. afternoon train abit of NDP den nothing le..
Wednesday.. din haf to go for run.. cos haf to go for a NE tour ard Little India and China town.. damn boring la.. went to Hindu temple.. Mosque.. Church.. all this.. and oso Chinese Heritage Centre.. e onli gd thing is we got a break in Little India.. so went to eat prata lo.. haha.. back to camp in e afternoon.. den we went to NCC HQ at Amo Quee camp to train NDP la.. dunno went there for wat lo.. as e decision is too last min.. e camp was not able to book bus.. so we took a tunner there.. first time take tunner after dunno for how long lo.. hee.. e road is damn bumpy la.. first time take tunner in public lo.. go on express way.. den at there train for an hr or so den went back le.. cos e trip itself took ard half an hr or more.. so no time to train..
Thursday.. i went for e same NE tour again!!! all bcos those involved in 48men GOH cant make it and we had to stand in for them to make up e no.s!!! haha.. we lao jiao = old bird = experienced personnel for e tour le lo!! haha.. so boring can.. we even noe wat to expect in e trip and so on and so for.. e tour guide oso understand la.. so din make a fuss abt us.. e funny part is tt no Sgt accompanied our bus.. so we anyhow nominate one of us as Sgt lo.. still got Staff Sgt oso.. damn funny.. we still got diff races on our bus lo.. got Mohammed Marcus and Stanley Singh.. haha.. damn corny sia.. damn we ate prata again.. e same as yesterday.. boring.. afternoon we went to Padang to train la.. luckily tis time no change to e performance.. so we put up a rather gd show and we onli practiced like 3 times den back to camp le.. at nite we booked out..
Friday.. suppose to book in for breakfast den went to SAFTI for SAFPU sports day.. my unit sportsday.. but as i got hockey match in e morning at Bedok camp.. i am excuse from it.. but i still haf to wake up early and go.. cos e match started at 0900 and i had to report at 0800!! and wats worst is i onli slp at 3 plus in e morning and woke up 5 plus in e morning!! so slp onli 2 hrs!! haha.. damn tired along e way.. oh.. i was being asked to play left half for them for this match.. first team action somemore.. but i din play half before.. all i played before is defender.. i am train to become defender ma.. but since they asked me i juz anyhow try lo.. but it turned out tt i am pretty comfortable wif tis position and i tink i played rather well la.. i was oso being selected to become e stopper for short corner since e other stopper cant do a gd job.. i tink i assist 1.. but din get to score!! sianz.. e other team sucks la.. not enuf players.. onli got 9.. and dunno how to play.. in e end kana thrashed 12-0 by us.. haha.. i damn tired can.. i am 1 of e 3 who did not get subsituted for e entire match!! e other 2 are defenders who din do anything la.. haha.. i slept e least but ran e most.. wat e hell.. damn shag la.. but damn fun la..
Afternoon.. went out wif my frd to Queensway Shopping Centre to buy clothes lo.. haha.. bought 2 jeans and a tee shirt.. quite nice la.. haha.. long time since i last shopped for cloths.. first time use my card to draw money.. nearly forget e password.. heng.. after which went to town for dinner and meet up wif another of my frd..
Saturday.. book in at ard 1000.. den took bus to Padang.. ate lunch there den rehearse for a while den slack till 1700 before we got changed up.. oh ya.. met my JC classmate there who is doing water pt la.. chat lo.. at ard 1745.. we formed up and ready to go in.. e performance always seem short to us.. haha.. like onli for a while.. though is onli awhile la.. 6mins plus onli.. but tis time rd.. e performance is quite gd.. at least better than last time.. and there were more applause la.. haha.. after which we went back to camp den booked out..
Sunday.. got a class gathering.. went to Breeks for lunch first.. e food there quite nice la.. after which went to play pooll.. played till 1900.. den i went to my babysitter's hse for dinner.. quite an interesting day.. long time nv play pool le.. Here is some photos..

LuNcH aT Breeks!!!

kAi LuN & Li LiN aCtiNg cUtE!! *pUkE.. hAhA..

zHeN hUi, wEn CoNg, eDDiE.. (dAmN gAy siA.. sAmE coLoUr sHiRt!)

3 gAyS pLuS mE!! hAhA!! aBiT dArK Le.. fLaSh nOt wOrKiNg..

Monday.. did nothing much today.. onli watched video.. eh.. like tt lo.. later gonna book in la.. haha.. k k.. tts all for this post.. gonna go prepare for bookin in le.. take care all!!

sOmE pHoToS!!

2005-07-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

Juz got back not long ago from my frd's condo.. went to central a while to accompany my frd to buy comics.. den oso bought a tee shirt.. damn tired la.. haha.. okok.. here is some photos..

jAsOn (LoNg LoSt fRd) & mE!! ugLy pHoTo.. :(..

jAsOn & zHeNg cHuAn!! LiKe gAy siA.. hAhA..

eH.. jAsOn & mE aGaiN!! sMiLeZ uNtiL sO sPaStiC..

pHoTo oF tHe dAy!! bRoThErS!!

Hmmm.. Hope u all enjoy the photos!! tts all!!

2nD NE sHoW..

2005-07-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. not a veri nice week sia.. sianz.. cos noe wat?? we had to make changes to e performance we putting up on National Day!! haix.. we shld alreadi be settled wif all e formation and drills rite now and all we got to do is to get more familiarize wif it and make it sharper and nicer.. but instead.. we had to adjust to e changes and present it to e 30000 over crowds during e NE show!!! wat e hell.. so we had to adapt to changes as fast as possible lo.. e morale of us is super low la.. instead some of us got no morale at all.. don feel like doing it.. cos our OC (Officer Commanding) & RSM (Regimental Sergeant Major) kept giving negative feedback when they noe nothing abt it!! damn sianz... den our OC still said if we screwed up e next NE show.. he will indent nite snack for us for nite training and don allow us to book out!! damn it!! how can he expect us to perform well when u keep making changes and expect us to perform?? and how can u let us put trust on e performance le?? sianz lo.. low morale.. Oh ya.. my training had been affected tis week.. cos my right wrist is seriously injured.. most of e drills i did will cause pain to it.. especially rotating e rifle.. damn pain lo.. so 1st 2 days i did veri little.. juz stayed by e side and watched.. but i soon juz endured e pain and joined in e training la.. haha.. bo bian le.. don wan to be a blur cock when i returned.. but still veri pain la..
Hmmm.. okok.. nothing much during tis week actualli.. juz practicing for NDP.. oh ya.. one good news is tt.. i nv kana any 48 or 72 men GOHs (Guard of Honour) Yeah!! tt means i no need to trouble myself to dry clean e uniform.. haha.. e uniform is damn cui la.. tt also means i no need to go back on next monday morning to do rehearsals but instead juz need to go back and book in at nite..
Saturday.. went home on Friday nite.. den book in on 1000 on Saturday morning.. get changed liao den took bus to Padang.. over there.. we do 3 full sequence run rehearsals with minimal break in between!! damn shag la.. haha.. tt day super sianz lo.. cos lunch and dinner were both KFC!! haha.. lunch is burger wif 3 nuggets den dinner is 2 pieces chicken.. wa lao.. how nice is e organiser sia.. e 2nd NE show is oso e ministers vetting.. haix.. but e performance was screwed up.. let me explain why..
Everyone was so enthu abt putting up a gd performance and we noe we can.. but when we were forming up to march in yesterday.. e coordinator said 1min stand by.. so we get readi to march in.. suddenly.. e music juz played!! e worst is tt it started in e middle of e music!! so we were are stunned.. cos there is a beat to follow.. if we don start from e begginning.. everything will be screwed up.. we told e pipers not to march in first.. but they were all dumb ass.. they juz marched in.. and we juz had to march in as well!! all e beat and countings were wrong la.. we started e drills from e beginning.. e other gate was stunned too.. but immediately they saw us doing.. they followed suit.. everything was fine until our "Wave" formation.. e timing was short.. we had to ground our arms before e wave.. but instead.. e beat came when we were doing e drills!! damn it.. so upon seeing e other side doing e wave.. i had to initiate e wave as well!! cos i am e leading man of my side while another guy was e leading man.. everyone screwed up.. cos all were surprised by e sudden changes.. but luckily we managed to make it fine after 2 movements.. and e reporters were all bastard la.. upon seeing us cock up they immediately rushed in to take photos but they did not noe e music had screwed up!! after e wave.. everything went normal again.. we composed ourselves and carried on.. i tink we did our best to save e situation liao.. if e minister or our commanders are unhappy we had nothing to say lo.. Everyone was low morale and angried wif e cock up.. and tt could means no book out for us.. haix..
After tt.. we went back camp to send arms den booked out.. i went home to bathe den changed before going to my best frd, Shiyun's hse for steamboat and to watch LOTR special extended version movie marathon.. i reached ard 10 plus.. so ate e steamboat.. hmm.. felt quite awkward and very out of place cos i dunno any of them.. i noe who they are.. heard before and see before but nv talked before.. so i was rather quiet e whole nite la.. hmm.. did talk wif 2 of them.. one is my best frd's bf and e other is her gal frd.. but after which nothing liao.. den ard 2 plus they went to slp.. they nv watched LOTR cos everyone was not interested.. hmm.. since i tink stayed liao oso no pt so i juz went home lo.. luckily my dad came fetched me after work.. if not i had to spend money on taxi le.. haha.. while waiting for my dad to come.. i saw e mobile column of e NDP.. all e tanks and tunnels and jeeps lo.. damn noisy.. but quite interesting to watch la.. haha.. after a while.. saw my dad's taxi..
Tis morning.. woke up at 11 plus.. den bathed le.. meet my pri sch frd, Zheng Chuan to go my long lost frd, Jason's hse.. had not been hearing him for past 9 yrs lo.. he went to Malaysia to study when we were Primary 5.. den lost contact.. den onli until recently got in touch.. all thanx to INTERNET!! haha.. his hse is a condo in Pasir Ris la.. we had a small barbeque.. a realli small one.. onli last 1 hr plus.. den went up to eat e buffet they ordered.. haha.. was damn full la.. after which we played Big 2 (Dai Dee).. hmmm.. e no. of cards remained after each game will be e no. of pushups u will do after tt.. maximum which can owe is 50.. anyone reach 50 le den clear lo.. we played.. den total i did was close to 100.. haha.. of cos its nothing to me la.. cos i do everyday.. each time is 4 sets of 40 le.. haa.. some days may do close to 300 times if i free la.. hmm.. damn fun la.. haha.. when others all veri slack liao.. so cant stand so many pushups.. hee..
Bloggin at my frd's hse now while they watching "Tears of the Sun".. kk.. tts all for tis post!!! take care all!!

1sT NE sHoW!!

2005-07-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. juz came back from a hockey match at Bedok Camp.. its a guards camp la.. damn far la.. went there to represent the MINDEF.. played against e Navy.. Hmmm.. i shld say.. its a bad game.. we definitely haf gd players.. but some cos too old le.. den reluctant to run.. so resulted in losing e match.. we lost 1-3.. damn it.. i onli played for a while.. apparently they dunno me and my strength.. haha.. but i played rather badly la.. considered tt there were no one to support me and i had to support them.. haha.. but its quite an experience la.. after so long.. finally get to play a match and wearing a jersey wif my favourite no. 9!!! haha.. all my jerseys from bball, hockey are all no.9.. onli soccer different.. cos accidentally made a mistake la.. haha.. had another match on Thursday.. hopefully my OC will released me.. :P.. i wan to play more though e politics sucks.. haha.. there were alot of arguement in e pitch by those higher ranking personnels la.. :P.. apparently they dunno e new hockey rules nowadays.. haha..
Ok.. lets talk abt this week.. had my 1st NE show.. performing in front of 40000 people is no joke.. quite tensed at first.. before i touched more of it.. shall say abt e preparation.. hmm.. we had been training quite often nowadays since no more SAF day.. e worst thing did not come from training but e preparation of our no.3 uniform!!! haha.. wa lao.. we spent days polishing e boots until can see our face and tooth.. and oso to iron e uniform such tt e required lines muz be so sharp tt can cut a person!! haha.. obviously its bullshit la.. eh.. juz need to be as sharp as possible la.. i helped my frd polished his boots while he helped to iron my uniform.. eh.. had a tough time.. cos my mom last time ironed a wrong line.. and we had to iron away e line.. hmmm.. we ironed until wan to faint liao.. e best thing is tt.. when we ironed.. we needed to put alot of water.. tis resulted a waffle smell during ironing!! haha.. kua zhang sia..
Saturday.. my 1st NE show.. book in at 1000 and set off to Padang at 1130.. rehearse abit.. den at around 1500.. e crowds began to come.. at 1650.. we got changed.. still muz put on scarf and wrist guard!! ahah.. den around 1745.. we formed up.. did rotations for warm up.. and oso some photograph session.. hee.. den we moved to e form up point.. tension started to build up when we saw e crowds!! whoa.. e noises level are superb man.. haha.. anyway.. at 1803.50secs.. its our turn to perform.. e music started to play.. we marched in.. getting damn nervous.. cos e 1st drill are not my specialty.. i tend to drop often.. haha.. but i managed to do it!! haha.. after tt i tot i did a gd job.. hmmm.. no regret.. but i was rather pissed tt people dropped their rifle.. and getting to wrong steps.. e worst is to adjust when no suppose to and oso forget drills!!! ARRRGGGHH!!! spoilt e whole show!! there wasnt much applause.. my heart sunk lo.. haix.. was moody whole day.. but apparently no one replied me.. haha.. loner sia..
Anyway.. gonna book in liao!! tis week gonna be my 2nd NE show!! hope it will be better!! hee.. tis weekend boring la.. whole day stayed at home.. mom not at home.. so went to my babysitter's hse to eat.. haha.. unfilial cos nv accompanied my dad.. but aiya.. nvm la hoh.. kk.. tts it for tis post!! take care!!

bOoKiNg iN..

2005-07-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. gonna rush to book in soon.. juz got back from visiting my pri sch frd, Zheng Chuan, in e hospital.. he got in due to some drug allergy la.. went wif my another pri sch frd, Cherylene.. when we saw him.. wa lao.. was worst than wat we expected la.. his lips cracked due to dehydration and there was huge patch of dried blood.. scary sia.. den his body is like peeling lo.. on grip some more.. onli can stayed for a while cos haf to rush back home to prepare to book in..
Damn tired now la.. cos was chatting wif my frd on phone last nite from mid nite till 4 plus tis morning.. Yawnz.. was giving some advices on relationship la.. hopefully it will of some help though i veri lousy at it lo..
Tink tts all la.. my previous post got photos.. can go take a look dude!!

sAf dAy oVeR!!! LeFt nDp!!!

2005-07-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

This is a relatively long post.. so bear wif it.. but there are some photos below.. enjoy!!

WoooHooo!! SAF day finally over!! tt means an one big and heavy burden is finally lifted off our shoulder lo!! and all we left is e upcoming NDP!!
Let me see.. last week we got one GOH for e New Zealand Governor General.. a female.. den saw our President Mr Nathan so close for e first time.. he was rather short la.. ahha.. but anyway.. after e GOH.. we went back to camp to change to Long 4 cos we haf to rush to SAFTI for SAF day rehearsal.. SHAG!! we did not haf a gd time to rest.. cos immediately we went back camp we had to rush for lunch den get change so as to accomodate to e time e coaches were arriving.. as we reached SAFTI.. we were called to fall in to do rehearsal immediately!! e parade RSM said they will do a short run wif alot of components ignored.. but in e end?? there is onli no inspection and no prize presentation!! which means its actualli close to full run.. den they said their objective today was to do a full sequence run!! ARRRGGGHHH!! waste time sia.. den before e real run starts.. there were dark clouds.. den we kept praying to rain.. indeed it rained!! haha.. juz as we were happily waiting for e parade RSM to cancel e parade rehearsal.. suddenly we heard drum rolls for us to march in!!! wa lao eh.. they inhumane lo.. e rain was relatively big lo.. our long 4s were all wet.. it nv stopped raining after tt.. onli until parade is over.. haha.. so suay..
Actualli we tot we get to rest on Thursday cos next day SAF day and e Exco Commitee Head for SAF day alreadi told us to rest liao.. but in e end we got training for SAF day in camp in e afternoon!! and it was super lame when they told us to change our drill arms to actual arms.. haha.. i don tink it make any difference cos its e same lo.. onli e drill arms is veri cui.. got masking tape all over.. haha..
Friday.. we reached there quite early.. ard 8plus.. but e last rehearsal starts at 10 plus!! wat e hell!! waste our time sia.. rather slp in bunk lo.. haha.. eh.. e rehearsal was quite cock up.. cos our reviewing was not done properly.. den we had lunch.. den rest.. den changed to No.1 for inspection by our commanders at 2.. den changed out again.. den changed back again at 3 for MSD (Military Security Department) to check our body and arms.. after which we had to stand at e holding area to wait for e time for us to proceed to FUP (Form-Up Point) which is ard 4plus close to 5.. haa.. its quite troublesome la.. cos after they checked us.. when we needed to go toilet we had to tell them.. den after came back had to let them check again.. :P.. after a long wait.. we finally went in at 1700hrs.. hmm.. e atmosphere was so traumatizing lo.. there was a huge crowds!! clapping and cheering.. and officers wif so many things on their shoulder.. haha.. den got foreign VIPs.. after an hr or so.. its e time to arrived.. its e time for us, Singapore Armed Forces Provost Unit to perform le.. its e trooping of colour.. which everyone was waiting.. everyone of us was encouraging each other softly in e contingent.. i could sensed tt everyone was veri focused.. Upon "TROOP!!" we knew it had started.. our OC gave e command and we executed it.. it was nice.. den we marched to form 3 rows of 24 men.. den given "Maju!" we marched off from marching on e spot.. suddenly.. we could heard clapping.. we all felt so honourable and proud.. haha.. everything went well even when we came to e spot after reviewing.. e line was straight!! Amazingly straight!! den e slow march was oso good.. den we came to stop.. den after which we marched off from e parade.. everyone was happy cos it finally over and we had done it!! haha.. we went back to holding area for dinner.. while having dinner.. our RSM came to talk to us.. he was smiling all over his face!! haha.. he said we had done veri well!! den he relayed our CO's words to us.. we tot we will having days off.. haha.. but all he said was "Thank you!!" CHEY!! we tot wat nia.. after which we went back to camp.. though we were given nite off.. i did not went home.. cos haf to book in by 8 next morning.. and since my hse is far away and is like ard 2100 liao.. so i stayed in.. i was rather shagged too..
next morning we had NDP training in camp first to sort out e new formation again.. bcos of e organisers saying our performance is bored.. we had to change e entire thing again!! wat e hell!! more than half of it was changed la.. den we trying veri hard to adapt to e change.. e weather was super hot and we had to wear helmet lo.. we train from 8 plus to 10 plus before we booked out for lunch.. i nv booked out cos too lazy so stay back to eat cup noodles instead.. after which at 12 we fell in to train for e last time before taking e buses to Padang.. at there.. we rested onli awhile before we entered Padang to walk e ground first to familiarize wif e grd lo.. haha.. e first time i lost cos i cant find e marking la.. damn it.. but after i dentify e marking.. i noe i wont get lost again la.. cos e first time e stupid band blocked my vision lo.. after which we practised at e holding area and oso consumed our dinner.. after which at ard 5 plus.. we went in again for e actual rehearsal lo.. whoa.. feel abit scared at first cos alot of pple watching.. but after a while not scared anymore.. eh.. veri sianz lo.. cos first time we nv realli complete e whole run.. so now e second run got alot of pple lost and cant find markings.. luckily for me.. i can find e marking as it was pretty easy for me to find.. but overall e performance still not veri gd la.. haha.. after which we went back camp to send arms den book out..
Today.. woke up at 9 cos haf to meet my frds to play bball at 10.. whoa.. damn shag lo.. slept veri late e nite before.. Hmmm.. damn fun to play wif them after so long.. though we had a hard time finding for a court.. haf to challenge other pple first den after they went off then we can play.. having a fun time under e sun lo.. after which went to haf lunch at MAC.. actualli wan to eat KFC one.. but we realized it was under renovation and it was closed!! hhaha.. i lived in AMK yet i dunno a single shit lo.. ahah.. eat liao went to K-pool to play pool a while.. den long nv play la.. but damn fun to play lo..

Here some photos taken today!

eH.. wAnTeD cAnDiD sHoT.. bUt kAnA diScOvErEd!! :P

jUn wEi!! sHaGgGg fAcE.. cHaO gEnG!!

wEn cOnG!! aCt cOoL bUaY cOoL!! hAhA..

zHeN hUi!! bLuR fAcE..

eDDiE!! sPaStiC sMiLeZ!! sTiLL sLeEpY..

hUiYiNg!! WiPiNg hEr sWeAt..

mE!!! sHiOk aFtEr pErSpiRiNg!!!

wAt aRe tHeY LoOkiNg aT?? CeLeBriTy??

aLL sTaR tEaM!!! hAhA!! (fRoM LeFt: SF, PG, C, PF, SG)

bBaLL kHaKi!!!

PS: all e photos e dates are wrong.. it shld be 03/07/2005.. cos i forgot to set it to correct date.. haha..

Hmmm.. tis weekend at least got something to do la.. haha.. tml is my off day!! Every Monday will be a off for me now until August i tink!! hee.. so happy lo.. but wonder wat to do tml.. sianz.. k la.. tts all for e post!!

NaTiOnaL dAy PaRaDe rEhEaRsaL..

2005-06-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. thanx to NDP rehearsal.. my Saturdays haf been burnt like nobody business lo.. haix.. so damn sianz.. cant go anywhere.. but of cos.. no one asked me out oso la.. haha.. so it was not so bad tt my weekend is being burnt.. at least got something to do ma.. being having rehearsal at Padang lo..
The first time we went e place sucks la.. got no wooden plank.. so alot of muddy area.. our boots all stuck wif mud.. den became heavier.. haha.. yesterday is e 2nd time we went.. we booked in at 12noon.. and started to prepare our accessories on e uniform.. dunno y.. e uniform looks dumb lo.. bcos of e colour.. but when we wore it.. it actualli looked quite nice to us.. den we oso busy preparing our white helmet for e performance.. eh.. e helmet got onli a chin strap.. so it will drop easily.. so in order to prevent it.. it muz be super tight.. so we had to put 4-6 sponges in it.. den tighten e chin strap.. eh.. it is so tight tt u got prob speaking and ur face will sort of "swollen" la.. haha.. after which we went to draw arms den at ard 1330 we took bus to Padang..
At there.. we were being brief of e timings and all this.. e first run was disastrous la.. cos bcos of e rain and mud.. some markings were washed away or being covered by mud.. and oso my grp was being pushed away by e senior's grp bcos there was some changes.. but luckily my markings were all there.. so nothing major cock up.. after which we rest for an hr or so when we had our dinner.. e dinner was PATHETIC!!! it was chicken rice but onli 2 small piece of chicken.. which is onli 2 mouths!! haha.. den got some vegetables!! damn pathetic man.. at around 1803hr 50secs.. we went in for another run for e organiser to see.. hmm.. it was better now.. e NCC now able to find e marking by recognising our face.. haha.. and nothing major cock up la.. so it was actualli quite a small success.. PHEW!!
After tt we had AAR (After Action Review) by our commanders.. den we went back to camp.. by then it was 1930 hrs le.. after sending arms and washing up.. den booked out lo.. weekends haf nothing special.. din went out.. stayed at home to watched tv.. and haf family dinner wif grandparents too.. cos my bro going Brunei to chiong sua.. so haf a relatively sumptous dinner.. haha.. okok.. gonna book in liao!! tis week is SAF day lo!! finally.. next week wont be so busy anymore!! haha.. thanx goodness.. take care all!!

dRiLLs DriLLs & mOrE dRiLLs!! pLuS pArAdE rEhEaRsaLS!!

2005-06-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Whoa.. this week is super sianz la.. got so many parade rehearsals!! both internally and externally!! damn tiring lo.. wat makes it worst is tt we still need to go for live run!! though i don mind running.. is onli 2.4km, 3.2km or 4.8 km onli.. so is pretty alright..
However.. we got to drew arms everyday and do drills over and over again.. on Tuesday got SAF day full dress rehearsal.. its actualli for e CDF (Chief of Defence Force) to see.. so haf to wear No.1.. ehh... damn disgusting lo.. we wore 3 times liao still don wan to let us send for dry cleaning!! wat e hell.. how can like tt.. e pants wore like 5-6 times liao.. haix.. morning we did a full run until 10 plus den rest all e way till 3 plus till e actual starts.. Hmmm.. e weather was good i can say.. no sun.. veri windy.. and cooling of cos.. so needless to say.. e parade was a success according to our commanders.. so wat we having our dinner half way.. our CO (Commanding Officer) came to talk to us.. he was pleased by wat we haf presented.. so he let us haf nite off till next day 9am.. in another word.. we were excused from e live run!!
Next morning after we booked in.. we do abit of 72 men GOH (Guard of Honour) rehearsal for New Zealand Governor General who is coming.. after which.. our commanders told us tt our CO rewarded us by letting us haf half day off!! WooHoo!! we booked out at 1315 den haf to come back for dinner at 1730.. stupid rite?? cos dinner is booked for us liao.. after which booked out again till 2300.. eh.. i onli went our play LAN game in e afternoon.. so sianz lo.. cos no one wan to go out wif me le.. everyone so busy.. den booked in den stay in camp to play bball instead.. can save money.. den still can keep fit and got something to do!! so better lo.. haha..
Thursday went to Istana to do e 72men GOH rehearsal for e New Zealand ambassador to see so as to let e General wat to do when e actual parade started other days.. in e afternoon we practically did nothing much but drew our No.3 uniform and accessories lo.. cos we haf to prepare it for tis Saturday CR1 (Combined Rehearsal 1).. we were sort of busy tis 2 days.. tt nite i rushed home to let my mom ironed cos she more pro.. and besides my bunk onli got 1 iron!! and haf to share btw so many pple and some pple is so selfish tt they used it for super long.. sianz lo.. so 3 hrs to book out.. i spent 1 hr at home and 2 hrs to travel.. sigh..
Tis morning.. went for live run.. 3.2km.. hmmm.. i am one of those who completed e whole journey cos it was abt to rain liao lo.. and after i finished.. it rains!! oh ya.. forget to mention.. in e morning at 6 it rains heavily!! and e shelters in e camp sucks la!! we got drenched lo!! damn it!! haha.. den after run we busy polishing e boots for Saturday rehearsals.. den at 10 plus some of us fell in to go SAFTI for SAF day rehearsal.. whoa.. e weather was damn humid and hot la.. Grrrrr.. and our RSM (Regimental Sergeant Major) and OC (Officer Commanding) sucks la.. kept asking us to do again and again when e fault lies on our OC.. -_-".. we did well for e full run lo.. wat they wan.. is always e commander's fault now la.. after which.. we went back to camp to send arms den book out..
And here i am.. updating my blog.. and tml still haf to book in by 12noon.. cos we moving out at 1300 to Padang in our No.3 uniform!! so sianz.. weekend burnt... again.. :(.. but still ok la.. since weekend i no prog so not tt bad.. (consoling myself).. haha.. juz kidding!! tts all!!

I dOn'T wAnT tO kNoW - cHeN wEi

2005-06-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

名称：电视原声 - I DON’T WANT TO KNOW
曲：陈伟词：于光中

海便成围墙阻隔你和我蓝色的天空只剩下忧愁
我就像搁浅的帆船等待着风等待你失约的笑容
我的心事只有你懂想一秒钟就波涛汹涌
I Don’t Want To Know
失去你有多痛我只愿为你存在就算这世界说我错错 No No No
I Don’t Want To Know
我不再对谁伸出我的双手因为你留给我一个未完的梦
I Don’t Need To Know
你寂寞的时候当你闭上你的双眼我就会在你左右
我们从不曾分手不必谁来告诉我
心理的围墙一直跟着走一样的天空也关不住我
我把希望都寄托在你的宽容还有你温柔的笑容
我的心事只有你最懂想一秒钟就波涛汹涌
I Don’t Want To Know
失去你有多痛我只愿为你存在就算这世界说我错错 No No No
I Don’t Want To Know
我不再对谁伸出我的双手
心会累心会碎可是心更怕后悔
我不要完美只要能给你我的一切
错过谁我都没有动摇一点点的感觉只要你的安慰

Damn nice song la.. haf been spending damn long time to find tis song.. and finally i haf found!! Wahaha.. anybody one can dropped me a msg.. :P..

hOt wEaThEr!!

2005-06-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. this few days the weather is a killer man.. damn damn hot la.. especially we haf to rehearse for SAF day in this kinda of weather and wearing Long 4!! wat the hell!! Grrrr....
we haf 2 rehearsal this week.. the Tuesday one was fine.. cos e weather was quite gd.. the Friday one is a killer la.. e weather is so damn hot!! and wats make it worst is tt our warm up is damn xiong!! and immediately we haf to do a full rehearsal... so our resting time onli got 3 mins.. some of us nv got to drink any water.. and bcos of this.. during e rehearsal.. my frd fainted due to physical exhaustion and dehydration.. he was being stretchered out and need drip!! i felt so damn pissed off la.. and our commanders still blame us for not being mentally strong and not taking good care of ourselves!! wat the hell!! damn it.. and wat is worst its tt a few of my frds oso felt giddy and headache during e rehearsal.. some of them were close to fainting.. luckily.. when we did half way for our 2nd rehearsal.. it started to rain.. so it was being cancelled and ya.. we got to go back to camp!!
Back to camp.. we haf to draw another arms for NDP training.. but it was fun la.. haha.. still preferred NDP training.. though i dropped e arm while spinning the rifle making me lose my confidence and all this.. HEY!!! i best trainee le.. how can dropped weapon?!? arrrgghh.. bad day tt day.. somemore we got punished for no reason i tink.. we got pumped 30 times and run ard the track for 2 rds!! haha.. after trng we got to booked out for dinner cos there was no dinner for us in camp!! As we had to set off to Padang early on next day.. we cant haf nite off being got to go home to slp.. so went out spend money for dinner den went back camp slp lo.. waste money sia..
Saturday.. woke up at 0500.. den drew arms.. ate breakfast.. den at 0645 we set off le.. the organisers catered 3 SBS bus for us to sit lo.. haha.. long time nv take public bus liao.. e journey is damn long la.. close to an hr.. reached there le.. den we started practising.. all i haf to said is tt e band and e NCC guys are super f**k up.. cos we practice so hard in our camp and they were all there to screwed e show up for us!! haha.. due to raining.. e tampoline is super slippery and the ground is not flat.. so haf to be extra careful.. and due to raining.. the sun is much scotching lo.. and those ground not laid wif tampoline is full of mud.. hahah.. but rehearse at Padang is better lo.. cos we had to wait for our turn before our next rehearsal starts.. so ya.. we slacked for more than 2 hrs.. den haf lunch.. before entering again to practice... after which we went back camp to sent arms den booked out..
Ok.. this weekend is super boring.. stay at home whole day.. haha.. tink can signed on liao la.. since i so free during weekend.. maybe army life more suitable for me!! haha.. juz kidding.. k.. tts all for tis week!! take care frds and drink lotsa water!!

hEcTiC wEeK!!

2005-06-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

Its been quite a hectic week for me la.. alot of rehearsal and all this shit.. so damn sianz lo..
Firstly.. Monday.. i am 1 of e 10 being newly activated for the rehearsal for e Guard of Honour to welcome some Qatar Royal family to Singapore lo.. so haf to woke up early to go Istana to do e rehearsal to show e current acting president wat is gonna happen on e actual day.. damn shag la.. haf to wake up early to prepare to go lo.. damn it..
The rest of the day quite slack.. busy drawing our no.1 uniform and accessories and oso taking e MP theory test.. haha.. i nv study lo.. tot i will fail.. but amazingly i passed!! though is MCQ and true and false qns.. but nevertheless.. i passed.. and i got to bring home extra $20 more per mth for 5 mths!! haha.. happy sia..
Then.. Thursday is e Full Dress rehearsal for the SAF day.. haf to prepare e uniform e nite before cos got inspection.. damn busy.. haha.. den on actual day.. we went tt early morning to do some practice.. den got a rehearsal.. damn hot can.. den e parade boots not nice to wear.. after lunch got a wet weather program rehearsal.. in full dress.. whoa.. so excited to wear No.1 for e first time.. but.. haha.. though its damn proud tt i can wear.. but it was nevertheless damn hot to wear.. pls lo.. e wet weather is held in air con hall but we still sweat.. after which we got a full dress parade rehearsal.. whoa.. super sianz.. bcos e imposter for CDF (Chief of Defence Force) misplace his tag.. we had to stand there and wait for him for more than 5 mins and e band kept playing e same music until sianz!! haha.. e highlights is e trooping of colour by us.. whoa.. so scared we make mistake.. but thanx god.. onli a few minor screwed up.. dunno y oso.. but after e rehearsal.. we sweat like hell.. after which we went back to unit and it was quite late alreadi.. but i still haf to prepare e same uniform again for tml GOH!! damn it.. i was being activated last min lo.. haix..
Friday.. woke up damn early to went for GOH.. haix.. damn tired sia.. and my foot still hurt from yesterday parade.. but it was a gd experience la.. to mount parade for e first time.. though i got some minor cock up.. my uniform dunno y got a part dirty.. luckily my sergeant trusted in me so he said nvm.. hhaha.. thanx god.. welcome a Qatar Royal family.. damn fat lo.. haha.. walked up e stage can hear creaking sound.. :P.. after which went back unit to train for NDP in e afternoon.. shag sia.. learn new drills.. got damn alot of drills to remember.. haha.. but luckily i am quite gd at it.. so no prob.. tt nite got nite off.. so went back home.. when i reached home i chua tio.. cos e main door of my hse changed!! and i got no key to it!! ARRGGHH!! in e end haf to make my way to my grandma's hse cos my mom is there making rice dumpling.. haha.. after which went to play pool wif my frd..
Saturday.. went back camp for NDP training.. train at Kranji camp field.. but it was quite screwed up.. cos NCC wasnt doing anything cos e warrant insist they did not eat breakfast so cant perform drills.. retarded rite?? we oso nv eat anything.. wat makes thing worst is tt got another huge grps of pple sharing e field wif us.. so we cant do anything until they left.. oh ya.. my frd and i was being video cam by 2 small kids in performing our drills.. haha.. so fun sia.. have KFC for lunch.. not as bad as i tink.. training ends at 3 plus.. so book out then went home to rest..
Sunday.. woke up early to meet my primary sch classmates for movie and lunch.. watched "Mr & Mrs Smith".. quite nice lo.. recommend u all go and watch.. after which went to "Yuki Yaki" for lunch.. haha.. damn nice to haf lunch wif my frds lo.. though not much conversation.. maybe too long nv talked le.. but nevertheless.. e atmosphere was nice.. after tt we haf ice cream.. eh.. we anyhow mixed den got one damn disgusting one la.. haha.. in e end we played game.. loser got forfeit.. is to eat waffle in all e melted ice cream and oso with watermelon.. we ate until 4 plus den went home le..
Quite surprised today i actualli found my long lost frd!! 9yrs since we met.. so long.. he msged me thru friendster.. and we had a nice chat lo.. hope to c him soon!! anyway.. got to book in soon!! cya all!! tis week shld be another hectic week for me!! ARRRGGGHH!!!

bOriNgGg wEeKeNd...

2005-06-05T16:21:00.000+08:00

Arrrgghhh!!! wat a boring weekend i haf man.. all i did tis weekend is onli went to my baby cousin's bday BBQ at my uncle's condo!! bored!! but wat to do.. reached there ard 6plus.. den eat lo.. din BBQ cos e maid alreadi haf us BBQ le.. so juz eat lo.. den walk ard.. chit chat.. nothing le.. sianz.. haha.. drink 3 cans of beer last nite.. cos onli a few cans.. e previous nite i oso got drink.. absolute kurant.. dunno y.. not realli a gd drinker liao.. get tipsy quite easily.. haha.. maybe now healthy liao.. den blood circulation better.. so cant hold much alcohol.. :P..
Ok.. lets talk abt wat happen tis week.. not much actualli.. bcos of e COG (Changing of Guards) rehearsal and e trying of No.1 uniform and GOH (Guard of Honour) rehearsal.. tts y not much training la.. instructors all not ard.. haha.. so practically whole day slp in bunk.. furthermore.. we haf crash course for MP basic course.. so onli got lectures lo.. but it was damn sianz la.. luckily e commander knew how to crack jokes.. if not we sure fell aslp one.. haha.. tis week no training for NDP cos no time la.. but SAF day trng is inevitable de lo.. eh.. still ok la.. actualli quite fun though e weather sucks big big time.. so damn hot.. and e food tis few trng oso sucks la.. haha.. eh.. juz for info.. i am now being activated as SAF day actual contingent cos a frd of mine became reserve due to excuse of uniform for 2weeks cos he got veri bad rashes lo.. eh.. dunno shld feel happy anot.. haha.. cos SAF day quite shag becos of slow march.. but can involved in actual contingent i am actualli quite happy la.. haha..
Oh ya.. haha.. tis week keep playing bball cos got nite out i nv go out so stay in camp to play bball.. more healthy and can save money ma.. haha.. but is more dangerous nevertheless.. i fell down once cos i accidentally step on mud.. mud on e court le.. sounds damn weird rite? dunno where it comes from oso.. tts y i slipped and fell.. den got cuts on my right knee.. e worst thing is tt i stained my socks wif blood and mud!! wa lao.. and my right shoe is oso full of mud.. Grrrr.. sianz.. haha.. and got once i bashed into e fence cos i was saving e bball ma.. haha.. but is quite fun after all..
Ok.. tts all for tis week.. so sianz rite?? next week will be damn hectic.. gotta go watch e COG in town liao.. tts all!!

hApPeNiNg wEeK siA..

2005-05-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. tis week quite happening sia.. as a result.. i am damn damn shag.. haha.. so shag tt i can fall aslp anytime one lo..
Every Tuesday & Friday = SAF day training at SAFTI Parade Square.. = Slack + Shag.. hhaha.. we practically haf to wake up earlier than normal to draw arms to take a coach to e destination.. at there.. we will haf to train e parade sequence and so on.. and oso demonstrate our drills as ours is e most zai one.. :P.. Friday one is damn slack for me la.. cos i am a reserve.. actualli in actual contingent one.. but i ATT C (MC in another word) too long den i demoted lo.. haha.. so i practically slack on e grand stand watching e rest do.. though i am being asked by my frds to replace them a few times.. but i tt day not feeling well la.. during e warm up section in e morning.. i actualli got a headache due to e Pik Cap and i veri giddy la.. luckily i nv faint lo.. haha.. so whole day i try not to do any drills again.. at there damn slack la.. e sai gang all do by our new specialists.. haha.. cos we lao jiao (old bird = experienced) liao but they xin jiao (new bird = newbie).. tts why they did alot of things la.. haha.. we don respect them at all lo..
The rest of e week is for NDP training la.. but due to rain and all tis.. so quite slack.. got to play bball during one of e nite out cos a few of us not booking out.. so play lo.. haha.. long time no play bball.. damn shuang.. whoa.. e training got alot of changes la.. but we adapt damn fast la.. haha.. we oso went to Kranji Camp to use e field to simulate actual ground..
On Friday evening.. we got nite off due to Family day and need to be back by noon.. so i went to my frd's hse to play mahjong lo.. haha.. played from 2200 to 0700 in e morning i tink with my 2 frds and e cousin of one of my frds.. in e end lost $3.80.. haha.. we play veri small onli la.. damn shag lo.. but damn fun.. long time no play mahjong.. after which i went back home and took an hr nap den went back to camp..
Whoa.. e fire alarm was on when i reached lo.. damn noisy la.. cant stand it man.. make my mood damn lousy cos not enuf slp den so noisy.. after which we drew arms liao den went to Kranji camp to train.. tis time round we got e band and e NCC guys to train we us la.. haha.. e weather was damn hot la.. but e training was fun i tink.. though i am super slpy.. luckily i nv do anything wrong.. :P.. at around evening after we haf our dinner we booked out lo.. went home liao i immediately washed up and changed and went out for my JC class gathering at K-pool lo.. reached at 2000.. quite fun to play.. i damn on form la.. but too bad.. i had to go early cos i supposed to go chiong wif my frds cos one of them bday ma.. quite surprised to see so many of them at e pool man.. after which my frds took a cab to fetched my to China Black la.. but dunno why we later took a cab again to go to Boat Quay's Rav.. my frds are all from hockey la.. but all my seniors la.. bunch of crazy guy man.. they opened 2 bottles of liquor.. one Chivas Regal and one Absolute Vodka.. cost $335.. but i onli paid $11 la.. cos they e Absolute Vodka is onli shared by 4 to open for e bday boy.. we drank abit to wait for e bday boy.. whoa.. Chivas is quite strong lo.. and i long time nv drink liao plus i nv slp for one nite.. i get drowsy after a few sip.. but i stopped for a while la.. we oso played stupid games.. but i nv tio la.. haha.. at 0000.. e bday arrived liao.. so he each drank one shot with us.. altogether he drank more than 10 shots.. haha.. some more e last shot got add tabasco chilli sauce la.. after which we went to dance la.. first time go club so damnce not veri well la.. haha.. but e whole nite was damn fun.. got abit high but cos i too tired.. so cant reached peak.. and we played e stupid game all e time la.. but i nv tio onli.. after we finished e 2 bottles.. they went back to China Black again.. e bday boy vomit before we took a cab and after we reached Black.. haha.. damn fun la.. but sianz le.. e mood at Black not as high as Rav.. so damn damn sianz.. waste $12 entry fee.. Grrrr.. a few of us nearly fell aslp there la.. haha.. but we still danced abit nevertheless.. we hanged around till 0500 den went home liao.. damn tired lo and smelly lo.. all e 2nd hand smoke smell and sweat.. i reached home liao washed up den slp.. juz a few seconds i slp le..
Woke up at 10 plus today.. cos need to go to Kovan Mrt station to meet my frd to pass her something.. after tt went back home slp again.. haha.. shag sia.. now still slpy le.. but bo bian.. need to book in.. went back camp muz slp liao la.. kk.. tts all for tis week!! haha.. damn fun tis week..

pRiMaRy sChOoL cLaSs gAtHeRiNg!!

2005-05-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

Yo!! having a realli long break.. both resting my physical and mental aspects.. haha.. having fun in this few days lo.. let me first update abt my past few days.. eh.. it may takes a pretty long while.. ahah..
Ok.. cant remember anything on Thursday.. think i am gonna become more stupid la.. after extracting wisdom tooth i haf no more wisdom left liao lo.. haha.. Lame sia.. Friday.. surprised to receive my "mei" sms in e morning.. cos she is always MIA(Missing In Action)-ing.. went to National Dental Centre for a follow up appointment after my extraction of my tooth previous Friday.. went to take out e stitches lo.. its damn expensive can.. a less than 5mins work cost $18!! wat e hell.. but bo bian la.. haha.. after taking out stitches i can finally open my mouth more normally cos e previous day.. if i open my mouth too big.. my gum will ache alot.. haha.. after which went to Orchard to shop around and to buy things la.. den walk from Orchard.. all e way to Dhoby Ghaut.. long time nv walk le sia.. ahah.. after tt i took a train to Hougang MRT station too meet my "mei" for pool lo.. supposed to meet at 1830.. but i reached at around 1750.. so i shopped around Hougang Mall lo before waiting for her.. until 1900 liao still nv saw her.. so smsed her.. in e end we found out tt we both waiting for each other from 1800!! haha.. so damn gong la.. den we nv called each other at 1830.. so wait for half an hrs for nothing.. haha.. i so damn bo liao tt i went to study e Train Map.. :P.. after meeting liao we went to K-pool at Hougang Plaza.. e rate is $7.80/hr.. ok la.. quite ex actualli.. but still alright la.. play for 2 hrs plus.. cost $19.30.. after which we walked to bus interchange to take bus home lo.. she became more and more pretty liao le.. tink next time sure alot of guys go after my "mei" one.. haha..
Saturday.. haix.. haf to go back to camp for NDP training sia.. sianz.. tot will haf a bloody long week end.. woke up at 0500.. i slept at 0300 in e morning.. damn tired sia.. went back e first thing my frds asked me is abt e changing of bedsheets.. they 2 weeks nv changed liao lo!! WA LAO!! i not ard den no need change.. wat the.. if i OOC (Out Of Course) den they forever no need change bedsheets liao la.. Hmmm.. change le den go draw our Mach 4 arms.. long time nv do liao la abit rusty le.. everything all gong gong.. alot of things changed during my 8days MC.. damn it.. they learned a new drill called "Dolphin Jumbo" ok.. i onli been showed by my bunk mate once before training.. den e instructoroso tried to tease me by showing me once and said i shld haf no problem la.. haha.. they asked my show them.. but amazingly.. i am able to perform e drill quite alright.. they oso Chua Tio lo.. haha.. after which go through e performance sequence.. sianz.. do wrongly e drills lo.. still not used to it la.. at around 1100 we managed to book out.. e rest of e day did nothing much but to slp lo.. :P..
Sunday!! having our primary school class gathering.. supposed to meet my frds at Ang Mo Kio MRT at 0915.. but i woke up at 0855!! haha.. nv heard e alarm clock.. tink too tired cos slp at 0500 tt day.. cos having late supper (or breakfast u can say at 0400).. and oso talk to my pri sch frd, Cherylene on msn till veri late.. cos she went chiong den damn high la.. though she nv drank any alcohol at all.. dunno y.. haha.. i reached at 0930.. haha.. but she reached slightly later than me lo.. den we took train to Jurong East to meet e rest of my frd.. eh.. actualli onli 1 la.. cos e rest all pang sei us!! damn.. went to ice skate.. haha.. e last time i ice skate is like 2 yrs ago?? ahah.. den among us onli 1 skate for 5 times before.. e rest all newbie lo.. everyone was damn anxious la.. haha.. all hold onto e rearings at first.. den i am e first among e newbie to get back my touch.. ahha.. we skate for 2 hrs plus till 1300.. having alot of fun man.. teaching my gal frd how to skate and falling down.. holding her hand to teach which i oso not veri gd at skating.. haha.. got a few times i nearly got pulled down by her while she maintaining her balance.. oh ya.. and oso taking picture of pple falling down.. haha.. i fell down got more than 10 times la.. got a few times nearly strain my hamstring la.. after skating.. went to meet Dhoby Ghaut for lunch at Fish & Co. .. damn long nv went there to eat liao.. share a Seafood Platter for 2 with Cherylene.. wa lao.. she said she eat alot one lo.. in e end i ate more than half of it.. damn full sia.. actualli wan to go play pool at SSC (Singapore Shopping Centre) one.. but haix.. no vacant table.. so went to take a cab to my frd's house to play mahjong! long time nv play mahjong liao.. haha.. having alot of fun there.. i like to play mahjong lo.. cos damn funny playing wif my frds la.. esp when they all not as gd as me.. :P.. pls lo.. i first contact wif mahjong since i nursery can? of cos i am gd at it la.. play till 2200 den went to haf supper at Ang Mo Kio S-11.. den chit-chat wif my frds until 0400.. haha.. damn fun.. so long nv chat liao.. alot of stuffs to chat la.. but was spoilt by phone calls by my parents.. damn naggy lo them.. i 19 yrs old liao.. i noe how to take care of myself.. they still so protective.. cant stand it.. i stayed out late oso want to comment.. Grrrr.. sianz..
K.. tts all for tis post!! haha.. its realli great to see my pri sch frds again.. hope to see them more often!! haix.. haf to go cut my hair liao.. so short still haf to cut.. sianz...

LoVe

2005-05-23T15:40:00.000+08:00

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices: either tell what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions..

It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.. One leads to another and the process is irreversible.. The best of lovers is the greatest of friends!

I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you.. I don't love you because you are my friend, I love you because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want.. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you can't have.. I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me..

And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me.. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free..

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"

Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there.. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else..

Food for thought, think of this:

Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?

Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?

Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name?

Will you?

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride.. When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount.. One of you will be ahead, the other behind.. It's either you catch up or the other waits..

When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but investing..

If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using.. True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart..

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season..

Love them like a river because a river flows forever..

Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all..

Never be afraid to fall in love.. It may hurt alot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance..

Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again..

The most cruel thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall! And fooling around with her feelings like they meant nothing!!! (this goes for gals as well)

tHe LiFe sToRy oF -LOVE-

2005-05-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

Message:
WHEN U R ONLY 5 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U..
U ASKED ME: WHAT IS IT?

WHEN U R 15 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U..
U BLUSHED... U LOOK DOWN AND SMILE..

WHEN U R 20 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U..
U PUT UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND HOLD MY HAND..
AFRAID THAT I MIGHT DISAPPEAR..

WHEN U R 25 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U..
U PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN FRONT OF ME,
AND KISS MY FOREHEAD SAID: U BETTER BE QUICK, IT'S GONNA BE LATE..

WHEN U R 30 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U..
U SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE COME BACK EARLY AFTER WORK..

WHEN U R 40 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U..
U R CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND SAID:OK DEAR, BUT IT'S TIME FOR U TO HELP OUR CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION..

WHEN U R 50 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U..
U R KNITTING AND U LAUGH AT ME :-D

WHEN U R 60 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVEU..
U SMILE AT ME :-)

WHEN U R 70 YRS OLD,
I SAID I LOVE U..
WE SIT ON THE ROCKING CHAIR WITH OUR GLASSES ON..
I'M READING YOUR LOVE LETTER THAT U SENT TO ME 50 YRS AGO..
WITH OUR HAND CROSSING TOGETHER..

WHEN U R 80 YRS OLD,
U SAID U LOVE ME!
I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BUT CRIED..
THAT DAY MUST BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
BECAUSE U SAID U LOVE ME!!!

PLEASE APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED ONES..
SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO THEM TODAY!

[I Love You] means really care for you..
Say it out but not to expect the return of anything..
[I Love You] is said because there is a pure thought..
That was hoping this magical 3 words..
Can bring you happiness and futurity..
And because of having such pure thoughts..
People which have true heart to a person..
Gives out all his/her courage to tell : I Love You..

oN 8dAyS MC!!

2005-05-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

Whoa.. i on 8days of MC due to e extraction of my wisdom tooth.. haha.. i don tink there is any block leave during army tt will be longer than tis le.. so i practically resting at home to recover from e surgery..
Still having stitches in my mouth think gonna take out tis Friday.. hopefully nothing will went wrong.. its been quite a boring week for me.. cos nothing to do.. so practically stay at home everyday playing my computer and PS2.. hee.. lets haf a short update of wat i do tis few days..
Monday- woke up early to go back to camp to endorse my MC.. so sianz lo.. haf to take all e YewTee juz to endorse my MC.. Grrr.. waste time and money sia.. haha.. after tt went home to slp lo.. haix.. wat a boring day.. no workout no nothing.. sure grow fat one..
Tuesday- which is oso yesterday.. haha.. eh.. i veri naughty la.. sneak out to CCAB (Core-Curriculum Activity Branch) to watch my AJC hockey junior last match against MI.. they were surprised to see me lo.. hhaha.. actualli i went with my ex-capt la.. cos nothing to do ma.. so went down to support.. Hmmm.. they are a gd team lo.. much better than us last yr.. eh.. proud of them.. kinda wasted tt they nv qualify for e second round.. haix.. but wat to do.. but its a great match to watch.. playing their hearts out.. enjoying every single sec of e match.. i can feel e atmosphere too!! like e finals like tt.. haha.. in e end they won 2-1.. they ended e match with laughter.. unlike us last yr.. still can remember.. almost everyone of us cried.. though ours is e crucial match.. but we drew.. haix.. all e memories.. after which they got debrief.. my capt and i went down to hit around.. haha.. so long nv touched hockey.. tink i addicted to it le la.. after which they took photos.. and 2 of my juniors came to hug us.. damn it.. sweaty and smelly jersey.. haha.. -_-".. proud to haf them as my juniors man.. next yr i will went down to support my even junior batch.. haha.. after which took their coach back to school to put down stuffs and to took some photos.. den went to Mac to eat.. though i cant eat.. haha.. but i still eat la.. hout fudge Sundae.. fattening sia.. after which went back home to haf my dinner.. porridge again.. GRRRR.. sianz half..
Do work out until damn late den bathe.. juz to burn away some of e calories of e sundae.. haha.. ok.. tts all for today!! another boring day.. hee.. if Saturday no training.. i will not go back camp until next Monday nite.. haha.. chao geng sia..

Cariño mio

Sianzz..

Another semester...

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